All of the lies from you hurt, you've been lying to me all of my life. You act like you love me, but I don't think you do. What kind of person keeps on marrying, and cheating, and lying to their KIDS and FAMILY. I hate you.

I hate you, for the lies you told me.

I hate you because I used to fucking love you.

And I hope you know I hate myself.

I hate myself so much I wanna fucking die. And it's your fault. YOURS.

I cry in the shower without you knowing, I wait for EVERYONE to fall asleep for me to break down and cry. You never see me upset, and you never have seen me breakdown because I wear a mask. My fucking freak, weirdo, happy, crazy mask is what I wear with my outfit for school. You never know what's going on with me.

You never do.

You keep on with your acts. I fucking hate you, and I hope you fucking die soon.

I hope I die soon. 'Cause I can't take it on this fucking Earth anymore where I bullied, pulled down, pushed down, and more. I fucking hate my life, and you make it worse.

I'm sorry for the venting guys. I'm just depressed, and angry, and all of the above. I am really sorry guys. Maybe I'll announce who I'm mad at. MAYBE.