How strange that (Y/N) has this effect on me. When I'm around her my heart skips a beat and starts racing. I think I love her. I wonder if she feels the same towards me. I know she already has a boyfriend but I can take care of that. If only I had my bone saw or syringe gun with me, probably make it easier. But what if she doesn't feel the same way? I can't exactly ask her if she feels the same and I can't do much about... Well actually either way I can. She probably wouldn't miss him much, after all, he's very controlling over her. I can say right now that I would never be that controlling over her. I promised her that I would protect her and I intend to keep that promise. Though I was taking a risk calling her "love" though I don't think she knows what it means so that's a relief. I have to be more careful with my word choices if she knows what something means I have some explaining to do and that might not end very well.