I fucking hate myself rn I just fucked up my relationship AGAIN!!! BECAUSE OF ME!!!!! IM JUST A FUCKING STUPID BITCH!!!! all because I've been over thinking MY DUMBASS BELIEVES SOME STUPID ASS HOE I fucking can't take this shit anymore I just fucked everything up.... Well here I come to hell..... Right? My chest is acing my mind is going crazy idk wtf to do I'm shaking like crazy idk I think this is an anxiety attack rn..... FUCK MY LIFE WHO COULD LOVE SONEONE WHO IS COMPLICATED & FUCKING UGHHHHH idk I just don't feel alright that's what I have to say I've cried on front of my best friend for being stupid & now this? Something that just meant the world to me?..... I just want to break down rn like I've said I'm just a fucking little girl in the inside don't expect me to be on here for to long anymore.... 💔💔💔💔💔💔 Idk what I'm saying anymore nothing is making sense.... If I die today I fucking die that's it bai...