Okay..so, isn't it bad that I don't want to look at myself in the mirror?....like all the time because I hate looking at myself?... it's not just because of my face...it's the monster that appears on my face after looking at myself too much.

And this is true...the last time I looked at my face in the mirror, I stared at myself for way too long then got goosebumps. I then saw my face with a creepy smile...it reminds me of Jeff the killer. Heh...but when that happened, I jumped away and I try to tell my mom but she thinks I'm just being weird...

This also happend when I was face chatting with one of my cousin's on Hang outs. My cousin's screen froze on me and the screen turned into fuzzy colors like black and white into rainbow. After that happened, I seen my face and it was that same creepy face but moving it's head!

COULD THAT BE REALLY ME!? IT SCARED ME!! I WAS LIKE...WTF!?

And that's why I stopped looking at myself often, especially for too long...
Everytime when I go to the bathroom at school and wash my hands, I don't look at myself...I just keep my eyes down..paying attention to my hands...