[Cries] if I die soon without even saying goodbye, I might as well say it now...

I'm here to let you know that I love you...all the lies and all the pain that "he" cause me..will be his fault..and not mine this time..

I can't even trust anyone anymore...I just wish life wasn't like this....I been used...I been hurt..and I just want to disappear.....forever.

It was a huge lie....not just any lie....I actually thought I met the right guy..the perfect person that was different from everyone else..

He was my best friend....but.. I just don't know anymore...

[Sits in the corner with my hoodie on and curls my legs up to my chest]