I have always had problems with love and relationships. It's not that I have not had people in  love with me it's just that they all have taken what they wanted and left.

     I was in an abusive relationship a couple mouths ago and it took a huge toll on me. And since then I have been afraid of love. I know what your probably thinking  " oh we all have problems with love " but mine are a bit more complex.

     After my family had a huge fight we lost contact with a lot of people and ever since I have been trying to fill the holes in my heart and its hard because everyone I end up dating takes what they want and leaves.

  I have been use so much that I tend to get attached really easily and its not my fault because I have also had people stolen from me and that hurts.

     I made a huge mistake about 2 years ago, my friend was had a crush on my boyfriend and he also liked her so me being the sweet person I am broke up with him so they could be together.
Yes it hurt him but it hurt me too because at the time he was my only happiness other then Zoey .

   People say I don't understand the Love and relationships but I think I have a pretty good grasp on the idea.

P.S. thank you guys for all the love and support you have given me I love you all so very much.   Much love 🌹💞