Next Installation! Don't think I took this long to update :D yay.

Hopefully this chapter is better than the last; the other one was pretty shambolic

Hope you like!

Biscuit

My Best friend is a Jerk

Chapter 17

“Tonight?”

“Yeah Babe; Jessica Rodriguez’s Party Starts at 7”

“Uhm” I look at Amy’s puppy dog face. I sigh and shake my head “Sorry Babe; I’m busy babysitting”





“Seriously? That’s a shame- I guess I’ll just see you tomorrow right?”

“Of course” I smiled softly

“Great; Love you Rosie”

“Love you too” I whispered

After I hang up- I stare at my phone

No new calls or messages...

I sigh quietly as I fling my phone across my bed,

He’s probably enjoying himself too much in Harvard.

“I hate you Rosie!” Amy whines dramatically as she flings herself onto my bed.

I chuckle “Sorry”

“You lied”

“About what?” I raise my eyebrow

“You told Blake that we were babysitting”

“Isn’t that what we’re doing?” I smile

She picked her head off my bed and narrowed her eyes at me “More like taming a wild dog”

“Amy” I pushed her shoulder as we both burst out into a fit of giggles

She turned and laid on her back; staring at me- her face more serious

“What?” I ask grinning

“Why are you doing something that is killing you every second?”

My smile fades slowly “What are you talking about?”

“Looking after Matt’s pregnant bitch”

“It doesn’t kill me” I chuckle nudging her slightly

She sighs “You used to tell me everything” she whispered

My smiling face turned to one of confusion. I gave a small chuckle “I still do tell you everything”

She shook her head softly “No you don’t”

“Amy I do” I tilted my head to the side, wondering where she was going with this.

“You told Blake, you loved him too”

I blinked attentively

“You never told me that”

“Uhm...” I shrug lost for words

“It’s something you would’ve of told me...if you did”

“Of course I do” I breathe out; goodness knows how long I was holding my breath for

“When” she says blankly “When did the transition from like to love happen?”

“Uhm...”

“Why didn’t you tell me you had fallen in love with him?”

“I-I don’t know” my heart started picking up speed; where was she going with this?

Still lying down staring at me not sure if she has even blinked she continued “When most people say I love you it reaches their eyes”

I said nothing

“It didn’t reach yours”

“Amy” I sigh “What are you saying?”

“What are you hiding?” she narrows her eyes at me “What don’t you want to tell me?”

What an inquisitive bitch.

“Nothing” I say in a quiet deadly tone. But it doesn’t keep her away.

“What is it that you don’t want to tell yourself?”

“Amy...”

“After you hung you were waiting for something on your phone...”

I shake my head, my eyes stinging, I blink furiously.

“...Or Someone”

I gasp quietly

“Who Rosalie?” she sits up. “Who were you waiting for?”

I stand up “No one! Fucking hell Amy! No one!” I back away my breathing heavy I can’t control it.

She walks towards me as I back away “You love Matt don’t you Rosalie?”

I choke on held back tears I quickly clasp my mouth to control myself. My breathing is out of uncontrol.

Who knew I would react like this. I mean I’ve been asked many times if I do.

What is wrong with me!?

“Rosie” Amy charges towards me grabbing my arms and removes it from my mouth forcefully. “Do you love Matt or not”

My heart gives in as the tears roll uncontrollably off my face

“TELL ME ROSIE” She shouts in my face

“I DON’T!” I shout back louder

“You don’t what?” she whispers still clinging onto my arms as I sob

“I don’t want to love him” I bawl closing my eyes. Have my emotions been so trapped within that I’m reacting like this

“But?” her voice softer

“I do”