I lay in my bed on my back, I get a text from Jimin saying that Jungkook has asked him for a favor. Jungkook wants Jimin to sneak into our room when Jae is asleep and take my place in my bed. Which we all know what damn bed he is going to sleep in, or more like just be in since these duds won't be doing much sleeping.

That's for sure. He told me that he was going to tell Jae that he wants to come over, to have me sneak over to their room when Jungkook is sleep and take his place. Our plan is basically too perfect and it worries me how well we all are at lying, especially me.

I'm a horrible person.

I can't stop thinking about the fact that my mother would be so absolutely angry with me, disappointed at the least. I've done everything she'd be mad about. I even wonder what my father would think if he knew that I was doing all of this just to be with a boy, a boy he likes but still. He would hate that I'm lying to Jae, and that I spent a lot of time with him in secret.

Of course not ever mentioning the inappropriate moments Jungkook and I have shared so far, that would be nasty anyways. My father would kick my ass to the moon if he knew that I don't have my flower anymore, as my father would phrase it. Yeah, he still thinks I'm like.. five.. also hence the nickname bean.

Now to move on from the very obvious ass whooping I'd get if my parents knew about all of this, I can't get comfortable at all while in this hotel room. We've only been in our room for about twenty minutes, attempting to watch television and then failing to pay attention to it. Which seems to be a common occurrence this weekend.

We even changed into our pajamas and did our night routines to distract ourselves. It's strange that Jae didn't notice much about my body language, how very intrigued I am to the thought of going to Jungkook's room. It's very hard to even hold in my emotions anymore when it comes to Jungkook, especially because of what we experienced this morning together.

It was very intimate and I feel very emotionally attached to him after everything. When I walk back into the sleeping area, Jimin texts me that he will text Jae in about ten minutes about wanting to come over, then suggest the plan.

"Oh, hey.. I barely saw your earrings. Where'd you get them?" She asks as her eyes are on me as she walks in a few seconds after I lay out on the bed once again on my back. It's almost as if she is trying to examine my body language, bitch better not! Or imma examine her ass with my hand.

"I saw them at the counter and thought that they would look nice with the cardigan, I just put it in my purse and forgot about it." I lie. "Oooh, well I like them and I am very happy that you decided that you wanted to buy something.", "Me too." I smile at the thought that Jungkook bought these beautiful earrings for me.

"I also saw how offensive my brother got about that girl." I let out a little poop drop in my underwear. Shit, that's what is in my pants now.. shit. "Really? You weren't distracted?" I tease trying to distract her from what I didn't think she saw.

"I mean, of course I was distracted by Jimin's cheeks as he walked around talking to that Taehyung guy that came in with one of the other tour groups. Oh his butt is so nice, I sometimes wonder what that boy eats that makes it so plump and juicy." She acts like she's talking about something she'd eat- never mind.

She trails off and for a second I think I'm off the hook. "But then I hear Jungkook's voice and I wondered who he was talking to, that girl that I think likes him. I had been hearing her talk about him with her friends." She leans against the dresser that the tv was on top of. "You know, it was really weird to me." She crosses her arms over her chest.

"But then I thought-" and she smiles and shrugs, "It's because you're like a sister to him!" She laughs. Great, the sister zoning again. But of course, I have to go along with it. "Duh! What else would it be!?" I ask her. "I don't know! I know for a FACT that he doesn't like you, like. No offense." A shot in my heart, "Honestly, I think that girl would look cute with Jungkook."

She runs her finger through her hair, "And it's not like you like him anyways, he's fucking annoying. And he's not even cute like, ugh. I don't get why girls talk about him so much. Like, I get Jimin of course." She chuckles lightly and sways from side to side. "And Taehyung also, but Jungkook?"

She fakes vomiting sounds, which seem a little too over exaggerated to me about the situation. "Honestly, I think you should talk to Taehyung. You two would look cute together." She smiles wide as if she's achieved something with this conversation. She's achieved annoying the life out of me, that's what. "How did you like today?" I ask her, changing the subject quickly.

She automatically smiles and I immediately know who she is thinking about. "It was so much fun to be able to be with Jimin like I've always dreamed of." She tells me. It automatically makes me think about how I feel for Jungkook. "I'm really happy for you." I nod. "Thanks anyway, for this huge favor." I shake my head, "It's fine, your brother is actually pretty cool." she smiles.

"And I might just ask you for the biggest and riskiest favor." I am guessing Jimin didn't wait to ask. "What now?" I act like I don't know. "Jimin wants to come over tonight." I stare at her the way I would if I didn't know about the plan. "I know, I know.. I just-" She stops short, "You know what? If you don't want to, that's okay."

Fuck, I really can't ruin the plan.

"Fine, Jae fine. I'm doing this because I absolutely can't stand seeing you sad." Yeaaah, totally not because I want to go see Jungkook and get the fuck away from her after all that shit she said. She cheers as if already knowing that I would say yes, "Thank you Yuna, thank you so much.", "Don't mention it."

I then text Jimin to text Jae that Jungkook is asleep and I text Jungkook that Jae is asleep. "Jungkook is sleep, he apparently knocked out after they arrived to the room. He was probably really tired." Jae tells me. "So I go now?" I ask even though Jimin and Jungkook are telling me to start leaving the room. I grab a few things.

"Yes." We both get up and head out to the door, "Please be careful." She tells me before she opens the door, I nod so we don't make a sound. Jimin and I meet half way and don't make eye contact. When I make it to the door, I turn to make sure he made it.. But both those bitches are inside already and out of my sight.

Once again, there are also students leaving their rooms. And I make sure no one sees me entering Jungkook's room. I lightly knock on the door and it swings open, he greets me with a smile and I enter quickly. He closes and locks the door, he then blushes. "I uh.. Are you tired?" he asks, I shake my head.

I feel a whole lot better when he pulls me into a hug and I return it. I don't know if I should even mention what Jae said, she's just being a brat. And I don't want to constantly bombard Jungkook with shit his little sister says, which he knows she says because he knows his sister. Anyways, he would tell me not to listen to her and to just worry about us.

I just want to enjoy my time with him tonight and not talk about shit Jae says. "Ugh, I'm.. kind of nervous." he confessed. I chuckle and run my hands up his back. "That's okay." His scent is around me and I bury my face in his shirt, intensifying it. I kiss his neck, gently and slowly. His hands seem to grip me, I have no idea what that's supposed to mean.

I try not to make a sound when he lowers then picks me up. "Jungkook." I call him under my breath as I hold onto him. He walks into the sleeping area and then lays me on the bed, gently. I wrap my arms around his neck so he doesn't stand up.

His eyes watch my face. He then smiles and it makes me want to die, my face heats up. "What are you all blushing about.. huh?" he asks and he lays comfortably on top of me.

In a very nonsexual way.

The point of tonight is not for us to do it again, I actually want to be here and cuddle with him. To hug him and wake up next to him. "You just make me blush every time you look at me like that." I tell him. "Like what?" he asks. I shake my head and chuckle, "No, you know what." I tell him. He smiles again and wraps his arms around my body.

"I'm not too heavy for you?" he asks. I shake my head and comb his hair, "No." I say simply. He slowly closes his eyes as I continue. He slowly lays his head on my shoulder as he cuddles into me even more. Our bodies seem to fit with each other like perfect puzzle pieces. I even rub his ears and brush his eyebrows with my nails, I stare at his handsome features.

"Ah.. Haha, I almost fell asleep." he opens his eyes and basically makes me have a small heart attack. I smile, he lifts his head and looks at me. My face gets so damn hot, "I'm just looking at you, stop blushing so much." he chuckles and teases. I cover my cheeks with my hands, "I can't." I whine. He takes my hands off my face and I turn away from him, he holds my hands.

"Look at me." he chuckles. "I can't." I chuckle again. "Please." he whispers in my ear, which literally makes my whole damn uterus fall out of my ass. He then laughs because I know he felt my hands grip his when he did that. "Stop laughing at me." I look at him. His face had turned red, and I have no idea why. He then pecks my lips and I stare at his red face.

"I've never.. fallen asleep with a girl in my bed." he finally says. "I've never had a boy in my bed, ever.. you were the first one." I tell him. "I'm happy it's you." he whispers, "Me too." I nod. His eyes drop to my lips and I lick them without even thinking about it. I wait eagerly for him to kiss me, to touch my face with his fingers. His thumb lifts my chin and I raise my chest into his.

I think I've failed to mention that I'm not wearing a bra underneath my shirt, NOT because I want him to feel my bitties. But because I USUALLY don't sleep with a bra! Duh! He sets a gentle kiss on my lips making me smile and he teasingly touches his nose barely with mine. I wait for him to give me a longer kiss, but he doesn't.

As if he's just trying to punch me in the face, he rolls off me, he gets under the blankets. I continue to face the ceiling, feeling so let down that he would tease me this way, what a little ass cheek. But I just have to remember we have all night together, so I quickly let it go and join him underneath the blankets as well.

We face each other, "I never wanted to be mean to a girl." he says randomly, yeah you are mean for teasing me. "Why would you want to?" I ask him, just in case he's not talking about what he did to me. "That girl that took your sweater." I let out a breath, he's actually being serious. I need to chill. "That literally didn't matter." I tell him.

"No, it did." he nods. "She was being mean to you." I stare at his face, "And I didn't just want to let her walk all over you." I look into his eyes, "Thank you." I mumble. He just grins and pulls my body against him. I slowly shut my eyes, "I've always wanted this." I whisper from against his chest. "All these daydreams and fantasies of just laying in your arms." I tell him.

"It was always you Jungkook, always." I feel him kiss my head and I feel relaxed, as if the tease he led on had been fulfilled even though it was just a head kiss. It's enough. "You have no idea." he mumbled. "Tell me, I want to know." I lift my head and look at him. "About?" I blush again,

"When you started to like me, but in more detail than last time." he blushes too. "You'll tell me?" he asks. "Oh, but of course." he moves around for a few seconds and then relaxes. "Let's see.." he whispers. "I think I really started to notice you when you started having play dates with Jae." he says.

So almost immediately. Same.

He chuckles, "I remember getting so nervous when you were around and I would literally want to crap my pants." I chuckle in his chest, I feel him cover me with the blankets even more. I feel very warm. "But whenever we played together, I always thought being mean to you would show you that I liked you." I chuckle again.

"So you always pushed me, pinched me, stuck boogers on me, threw mud at me and-", "Okay, baby.. I get it, I was a little douche to you." I blush again, he called me baby. "Your turn." He tells me.

"Literally the second I started being Jae's friend, when I saw you leave with her after school.
She would wave at me while leaving, and I always hoped that you'd wave too but you never did." I chuckle to myself before I say what I was thinking. "I liked you so much, even with your bowl cut and skunk tail eyebrows faze." He laughs and hugs me tighter.

"So you literally liked me through my worst fazes." I shake my head, "No, don't say that, you were always the cutest and then puberty kind of hit you like a nuke. Then you became a mythical creature and I always wondered if you were real." I look at him and my face is literally lava.

"Which is kinda the reason I can't stare at you this close and for a long time." I mumble. "I'm not good looking though." He says and I'm about to.. Kiss him, wait.. That's not a punishment. "OH MY GOSH, Jungkook.. Please, just please be quiet. Don't say a word, don't even think it."

He laughs and it makes me want to sink through every object and land in the earth's core, just so I can set on fire. "Stop." I press my hand on his mouth, jesus.. I probably shouldn't. He laughs again, "You're going to make me explode, stop." He laughs even harder and it's a laugh I've never heard before, I stare at him in amazement.

"Oh my gosh, can you breathe?" I ask him, he laughs and turns his face into the pillow. "Holy shit, are you okay?" I ask him. He nods as he doesn't stop laughing, "Jungkook, I'm flattered but I'm literally not funny." His arms wrap around his stomach. "Ow ow ow." He says through his laughs. I place my hand over my mouth as I watch him laugh.

He finally rolls onto his back and I see tears run down his cheeks. "OH.. Jungkook.." I sit up worried now. He wipes his cheeks and tried to catch his breath, he then smiles.

This bitch.

"You had me worried." I mumble. "I was having a laugh attack." He looks at me, "Dude, I'm literally the least funniest human in the world." He just stares at me, "Why are you looking at me like that?" He slowly grins and says nothing. I let out a breath and pull my hair behind my ear before I slouch, looking back at him.

He unexpectedly sits up and kisses me, my face heats up. His hand goes up and cups my face, his fingers in my hair and his thumb on my ear. I grin when he pulls away. He kisses my forehead and pulls me against him, "So you're not going to explain your laugh attack?" I ask randomly, he laughs.

"I don't know, what you said kind of just set it off." I nod, "You are one weird kid, Jungkook." He chuckles. "Says the one that just blurts out random things." I smile, "Well, you wouldn't survive a day in my mind.", "Oh, I'm sure I wouldn't." It gets quiet for a second. "And.. you've always been beautiful, by the way." My stomach spirals into nothingness.

"You've always been so pretty and I always had to shut guys up about things they'd say about you." My eyes widen, I quickly look at him. "What?" I ask him. "Guys always said things about you being their ideal girl, wanting to do.." He looks angry.

"THINGS to you, I said if they ever said anything like that again about you that I would hurt them. I didn't want them to disrespect you like that, and it was only ever a threat. You know I'd never hurt a fly." He then hums and thinks, "Actually, I'd punch a fly but that doesn't matter." I chuckle then think about what he just said. Well that explains why boys avoided me like I had a contagious rash.

It was all because of Jungkook..

"Trying to make sure I didn't like anyone?" I ask him, he chuckles and shakes his head. "I just didn't want to hear them talk dirty about you, because it angered me that other boys wanted you for the wrong things." I smile sweetly at him, "Well, jokes on them because I'm yours now." he grins and leans forward, I prepare for those luscious lips to touch mine.

But instead his nose pressed against my hair, and his lips touch my cheek. He buries his face into my neck and I slowly shut my eyes. He just kind of stays there, his arms wrapping around me. It's hard not to think about what happened this morning, I wonder if he's thinking about it too. Well, he was literally a ray of sunshine this morning.

The boy wouldn't stop smiling. "I love the way you smell." he tells me as he snuggled closer to me. "Thanks, I really try to always smell nice." I run my hands up his back. "Are you tired now?" I whisper. " A little.." he mumbles. We lay down side by side again and I look up at the ceiling, "Doesn't it feel like your chest is going to collapse?" I ask.

I look at him and he is already looking at me. "Yes." he says. I grin and look up at the ceiling. "I'm never going to forget our time together here in Paris." I add, I can feel him smiling. That huge smile that shows all his teeth, makes his nostrils flare, the tip of his nose points down and it causes his eyes to basically close.

"I'm not going to either, never." He responds. I finally turn and look at him, "Experiencing everything with you today, feels like an absolute dream." He grins and his face is all pink. He lets out a breath through his nose and raises a hand to brush my hair behind my ear. "Laying here with you is honestly a dream." He mumbles. "You love me, right?" I ask.

It's like I'm trying to get reminded of what he told me last night on the balcony. "Yes." He says immediately. "So much." He stares into my eyes, I literally can't stop smiling. I lean forward and kiss his lips, he lays back completely and holds my head in place so I'm over him as we kiss. My hands hold his face, the kiss was only sweet and it never escalated.

Our lips slowly pull apart and I slowly opened my eyes to look at him. His eyes stay closed as he licks his lips and then he looked up at me, my stomach sinks. To cover up the fact that my stomach is like applesauce right now, I just grin and lay my head on his shoulder. I drape my arm over his torso and his hand grabs my hand and he intertwined our fingers, his other hand setting on my back.

"Sweet dreams." He whispers. I grin and bury my face into his side, "Sweet dreams." I respond.

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The morning is a lot colder than yesterday, I shiver and move closer to the warmth in bed. My eyes struggled to open, then a large amount of warmth takes over my body and I fall back to sleep. I sleep for what seems like forever, a stream of sunlight that comes through the blinds, wakes me up just a bit.

My eyes struggle to open, and I wince when the light blinds me for a few seconds. The blackout blinds had a tiny crack but let through a lot of sunlight, I whine when I want to go back to sleep but I also don't want to get up to close them correctly. "What's wrong?" I heard in a sleepy deep voice, I've forgotten I that I'm in Jungkook's bed.

"GWAH!" I make a really loud whine as his voice makes my whole body turn into a limp yummy sack. I'm burrito Yuna now. He chuckles, "Are you okay?" I can die, the fuck. "MMMHMM." I hum quickly. He chuckles again, he knows what he's doing. Rude bitch. "Jungkook please, if you'd like to spare my insides.. stop." I tell him.

I pull the blankets up, they're warm and my arms are cold. I feel him pull me against him. "You're too funny." he says right in my ear, which makes me squeal as his words tickle me. I rub my ear on my shoulder and he pulls me literally against him, I might as well be inside him. "The alarm hasn't gone off, go back to sleep." he says.

"The sun came in." I mumble. "And I'm cold." I add. His body warmth is literally like a damn heater. "Just try." he whispers. His body shields me from the sun and I close my eyes, he lets out a relaxed breath. I feel my body fall into him, I turn my face to his collarbone and I feel myself falling back into dreamland.

We must've had another hour or so to sleep because it felt like a long time, but I don't mind at all. The alarm went off, Jungkook and I slowly began to wake up. I hear Jungkook smack his hand on the little desk and it turns off his phone. He takes a deep inhale through the nose which indicates him waking up, I leave my body against him.

"I don't want to get up, I want to stay here with you all day." he mumbled in that tone again. I hum and turn my face into his neck, setting a small kiss on his skin that is so soft. I grin, "I wish we could but we can't." I tell him. "Unfortunately." he mumbled. His hand runs up and down my back, making me arch it.

He buries his face into my neck where he kissed my skin over and over again, I turn my face away from him. I slowly close my eyes as he gives me so much love. He then pulls my body so my back is against him, a new lying position for us. I feel my face burning up, I can feel his everything against me.

And I'm honestly wondering if he's noticed at all that I'm not wearing a bra. He kisses my shoulder and I grab ahold of his hand, playing with his fingers and kissing his skin. We only cuddle for a few moments more before we get up and start our morning routine. It honestly feels like we're married, using the same bathroom and seeing each other in the morning.

He wouldn't stop looking at me while I was brushing my teeth. He smiles at me after he rinses his mouth, "What?" I ask as I cover my mouth with my hand, it honestly looks like I'm guzzling cu- you know what nevermind. "I just like looking at you." he replies. I rinse my mouth and chuckle, "You really know what to say to make a girls heart hurt."

He smiles and runs his fingers through his hair. "I just say what's on my mind." he explains. "Good." I tap my toothbrush over and over again, then I use a disposable bathroom towel to dry off the bristles. I look at him and he still looks at me. I smile wide to the point where it isn't even a smile but I'm just stretching my face, he chuckles.

I then stick my tongue out at him and he raises an eyebrow at me, "What? It's just a tongue." I shrug. He just smirks and walks toward me, "W-Wah.. Jungkook, what are you doing?" I ask him, I feel like my whole life is going to bleed through my feet. I grip my poor toothbrush and walk backward, unable to really continue as I feel like I'm going to hit the wall.

This is what he wants, so instead I try to run past him. His long arms grab me and he slings me over his shoulder, I kick my legs. My stupid toothbrush falls on the floor but luckily the towel is still on it, protecting it. I just squeal as I don't want to make too much noise, as I'm sure we made a lot last night from laughing so much.

"Jungkook." I say in a low cry, before he plops me on the bed and my body goes flying into the damn air. I gasp out loud when his hands attack my torso, I cover my mouth with my hands. I kick my legs and laugh my ass off, I might piss myself honestly. He just laughs and continues to attack me for no reason.

"Don't you dare stick that thing out at me again, or I will bite it out of your mouth." he whispers to me aggressively as he has his lips near my ear.

Well, ain't that an eargasm.

"Okay okay okay." I say through my laughs. He then stands up, very proud of himself that he almost made me wet my pants in two different ways.

Ain't that nice.

His eyes look down at me and I notice him blush a whole lot, much like he did yesterday morning. Is it because I'm laying down with my legs opened and my shirt fairly up my stomach from him tickling me, and my hair kinda messed up as I look up at him?

He clears his throat and runs his fingers through his hair and looks away from me, well.. I never thought our first time would make it so hard for him to look at me this way. I guess I'll have to see for myself when I catch him shirtless walking around his kitchen, and I get a glimpse of dat ass. And back. And abs. And hips. And all of him. UGH, now I'm thinking of it. For fuc-

"Um, it's almost time for our last tour before we leave. I'll text Jimin to make sure he's awake, I don't want you to get in trouble." I quickly sit up. "Okay." I say and I fix myself up, so I don't make him blush so much. It's so funny how seconds ago he's wanting to eat my tongue and the next he is blushing about the way I'm lying on the bed.

This boy is strange.

Not that I barely noticed, he is extremely strange but just the way the mood changed so quickly. I get up and grab my phone and also head into the bathroom without a word, not forgetting my toothbrush. I text Jae and she tells me that they want to spend a tiny bit more time together and Jimin has to get dressed still.

FUCK A DUCK.

They touched all night, and are barely recovering. Bet he was dick ass naked walking around our room, UGH he better not have sat his naked ass on my bed. Not that I'm going to sleep in it again, but still. I step out of the bathroom and peak my head into the sleeping area. He sits at the side of his bed, he must be texting Jimin.

I walk out and he immediately looks up at me, he grins. "You okay?" I ask him as I approach him. "Yes, why wouldn't I be?" he asks, I set my phone and toothbrush on the little nightstand. I look at him, "Don't act like I didn't see the way you reacted." he blushes harder. "I uh.. mm." he mumbled quietly.

"You can tell me, it's not like I'm going to judge you." I tell him, getting very close to him. "I just.. after yesterday.. I get all flustered when you're underneath me like that and you look at me like that." he confessed and it makes me blush so hard I feel like my face might melt off. "No, I get it."

I comb my hair behind my ear, I let him see how red my face is so that he knows that it affects me too. "It was very hard not to think about it being in bed with you, being so close with you in the same bed it happened." I look at his bright red face. "I thought I was being gross." he mumbled.

"Humans are gross, what do you expect? We all think dirty sometimes.. even girls." I tell him and it's like I could feel the heat off his face. I grin and lean forward, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Believe me, I wish we had more time.. I'd spend a chunk of it with you like that." comes out of me like word vomit.

His eyes seem to light up, "We'll just have to try another time.." I grin, before I could even want to kiss him just a little bit.. I look at him intensely, not really wanting to let him go. To share a heated kiss with him before we have to go back to hiding. It was like our eyes knew something our lips couldn't say, but he read it very well as he gently pulled on me.

Our lips automatically pull on each other, such bad timing to just want to do it when Jae could be expecting Jimin and I to switch rooms at any moment. Our tongues massaged each other and then his teeth lightly nibbled on my lip. "Jungkook." left my lips in a quiet moan, awe well fuck. Such bad timing, his hands pull my hips against him and I let myself fall on his lap.

Why do we like mornings?

His hands go up my shirt and rub my back, his hands control me and I love it. I just strip off the useless article of clothing, "I knew it." He mumbles as his eyes feast on my chest, and I straighten my back as I inhale sharply. He did know I was braless the whole night. His hands tug on my back so that my chest is in his face, I throw my head back and breathe.

He kisses so aggressively, needing but also gently not to hurt me. His tongue runs over my erect bud before he gently sucks. My hands latch onto him as my hands grip on his hair. I feel myself get extremely antsy, and I want to die as his hands grip my back. One of his hands dropping to my tailbone as his pulls my pelvis to his body, making my part rub up on him.

I let out a small whimper as the contact felt amazing, "Jungkook." I moan. He kisses up to my neck and I toss my head back, my fingers run through his hair. I try not to completely lose it when his hips raise up into me, it's so hot oh my gosh. My skin vibrates as he groans as his hips make contact with my body. I feel myself honestly get so unbelievably we-

There's a knock at the door, it's obviously Jimin. That hoe. We quickly detach from each other, I quickly put on my shirt and we try to steady our breaths as we walk over to the door like nothing happened. "I'll uh.. see you later." he grins, trying to act like we almost didn't just say screw it and just do it again. Like he didn't have my fucking tit in his mouth right now, FUCK! Fuck you Jimin for interrupting. Our teenage bodies wanted it, our hormones wanted it.

The universe didn't.

"Okay." I say with a steady breath. He gives me a sweet kiss on the head and he opens the door. Jimin says nothing to us and walks into the room, Jungkook and I look at each other. We give each other a quiet goodbye and I walk back to my room where Jae awaited at the opened door of our shared hotel room. She has a huge smile on her face, of course.

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