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"Why don't you go and change Yuna? You've been in those clothes all day, put on something comfortable." My mother suggests as I take off my shoes. I don't know if she was being my wing woman as in telling me to go put something cute on because I look like shit. "O-Okay." I look up and Jungkook looks me up and down only with his eyes so that it's not as obvious.
"So Jungkook, how are your parents? Haven't seen them in a while." He smiles and faces my mother, I take the chance to run to my room and change. Kevin is sitting on my bed and he's staring at me. "Oh my gosh Kevin!" I whisper and scream at the same time. He licks his paw, "So much is happening and it's so hard for me to wrap my head around everything."
I drop my backpack in the spot that I always do, on the office chair that sits in front of the desk. He meows in response, "Can't talk right now, Jungkook is here." I'm sort of freaking out, if the fact that I'm talking to my cat like he's a human being isn't a good representation of that.. I don't know what else is.
I scramble like a damn omelet around my room as I try to find something cute to wear, but nothing that would make it obvious that I'm trying to dress cute for him. I'm breathing heavy like an overweight dog, I'm so out of shape. I decide to wear one of my dad's oversized shirts that I like to wear to bed.
And also my little yoga shorts because it's comfortable, definitely not because I want Jungkook to look at my butt or anything. What kind of person would I be? Kevin meows, "Okay, I know it's a little much but I always dress like this for bed. Eomma said something comfortable." I look at him as I begin to apply lotion to my legs.
He meows again as he jumps off the bed and walks up to me. "No, it's not on purpose." He stops at my feet and looks up at me with a straight face. "Fine, but you know I always dress like this." He just stares at me more. He smacks my leg and walks away, "Don't you want to know what happened?" I asked him. He meows as he walks over to his little bed.
"Okay, later." I nod and get ready to exit my room. I fix my hair and walk out, my heart pounding so hard I might trip on it as it's ready to fall out of my chest and onto the floor. When I make it out to the kitchen my mother smiles at me, "Isn't that better?" I nod at her, "Much." Then I look at Jungkook and he's already looking at me, he's sitting at the table.
My mother really was being my wing woman wasn't she? She looked at me like, 'oh yeah girl, work it. Get that boy'. "Don't you have to go home?" I ask him. "Jae knows I'm here." He says then looks back at my mother. "That's so great that you get good grades." She smiles. "Here, why don't we go to the living room?" She suggests and he stands up from the table.
"Yes, that would be a lot better." We all walk over and I sit on the couch with Jungkook, fairly close to him. My legs bent on the cushion and my mother sits on the arm chair. "Yuna actually helps me with my math." Jungkook says as he swiftly wraps his arm around my shoulder, and it makes me happy that I can experience this again.
Especially because I know how he feels.
"Oh really? How sweet of you bean." I blush. "Eommaaaaa." I whine, still not minding that his arm is around me. He chuckles his hand gently squeezing my shoulder as if teasing, "Bean?" He asks. "Just drop it." I cover my face with my hand, leaning into his torso more out of embarrassment. "Awe, you never told Jungkook about your nickname?" She asks with a smile.
"Please Eomma, don't.", "Okay, So!" She starts anyways. "You don't care about my well being." I say but she still starts. "When Yuna was little... and we were eating a very expensive dish at an expensive restaurant. Yuna sat down and after hours of eating, she got up and had beans on her dress, everyone called her bean for the rest of the night. It sort of stuck."
My mother laughs like she's made a damn accomplishment. I hear Jungkook chuckle, his fingers running little circles on my shoulder. "That's cute." He says and I just run my fingers through my hair. "I'd like to just eat litter." I say. "Awe Yuna, it's a cute nickname." My mother teases. My face is all red, I feel it. "Can I jump out of the window?" I ask.
"So Yuna helps you with your work?" My mother just ignores me. Well, that doesn't sound like a no. I can help myself to the window, goodbye world. "Yes, she does. She's a very good teacher." Jungkook smiles and looks at me. "Well, it does run in her blood." My mother looks very pleased to hear this from Jungkook. "I can tell, she learned it from her parents very well." Suck up.
My mother smiles even bigger I'm sure her face will fly off. The door opens and in walks my father, "Today was a very long day.. with finals and essays and-" he sees Jungkook as we all stand up and greet him, with a quick bow.
"Oh, Jungkook.. what a surprise to see you here. How are your parents?" He asks as he closed the door and takes off his shoes, hanging his laptop bag on a rack that's on the wall. "They're doing well, on another business trip but they should be back home this weekend." Jungkook explains. "Oh that's great, and your sister?"
My father walks over to us and we all sit down. "Good." He smiles, I've never heard him say something nice about her and smile while saying it. Super suck up. He placed his hand on my hand this time and it makes me blush a lot as I hold his fingers, he holds my fingers back. His fingers are so soft it's making me want to die. "So your parents business is doing well, I've read about them in the paper not too long ago."
Jungkook nods, "Yes sir, they're opening up little shops around different cities of Korea and it's allowing many people to get jobs.", "That's so amazing." My mother claps. "Yes, indeed it is, I'm so happy for your parents." My father smiles as he reclines the chair. Jungkook plays with my fingers and holds a conversation with my mother as my father closes his eyes for a few minutes.
"So what made you bring Yuna home?" My mother asked with a smirk. "Oh, Jae asked me to. Also because she told me my parents wanted the mail to get picked up." Jungkook explains not trying to be so obvious, but I feel like it already is. "Wow, and you listened to your sister? From what I've heard Jae is very mischievous." My mother chuckles making Jungkook and I chuckle.
"She is, but I kinda deal with it. And also, I don't mind walking Yuna." He says looking at me and I look at him too, "She's a really good friend." He smiles and I blush really hard because I know what he actually means. I nod and look at my mother, "We really are." I nod to her. She smiles, "That's nice to hear, Yuna has always-", "Eomma." I mumble.
"She really cares about your sister so it's nice you two are friends now." She smiles. Jungkook and I nod, his arm returning around my shoulder. My mother offers some tea and Jungkook accepts, I look at him. "Friend." I whisper. He chuckles, "Mmmhmm." He nods. I gasp and teasingly push his shoulder.
I then want to pass out when he sets his hand on my back as my body is facing him, "You know what's true." He mumbles and then plays with the ends of my hair. Goodbye world, I shall see you in another lifetime. "Oh yeah?" I raise an eyebrow, teasing. I push his buttons a little as I lick my lips and smile, "And what's that?" I ask, I'm then startled when my father starts snoring.
I cover my mouth and laugh, my other hand setting on his thigh. He looks at me and smiles getting startled himself, I quickly take my hand away when I catch myself touching him. "Oh, hon.. wake up, you won't be able to sleep when it's time. Here have some tea." My mother tells my father. We all have some refreshing tea and my parents talk to Jungkook more.
Then, unfortunately, shortly after Jungkook gets a text from Jae and he has to leave. "I hope I'm not being rude, but my sister would like me to go back, she feels scared alone.", "Oh of course! That's okay." We all stand and I walk Jungkook to the door, handing him his mail as he puts on his shoes so that he doesn't forget it.
"I'll call you right when I get home." He whispers. I look into his eyes, "O-Okay." I nod. He smiles, "Bye." And he walks down the hall and into the elevator. I close the door and my mother is now in the kitchen. "He really is cute Yuna." I choke on my soul. "Eomma!" I whine. "Really! He is, I saw him touching and playing with your hand."
Now I've choked on my heart. "H-He was not." I cross my arms over my chest and pop out my hip. She laughs. "That boy is obvious." She points at me. "He sure is bean." My father teases me too. "Appaaaa!!" I cover my face with my hands. "I'm not a bean!" I shake my head. "Well, you're our bean." My mother smiles at me.
I leave my hands on my cheeks, "I'm going to my room." I mumble. "Good night!" My mother exclaims at me. It's very strange to see my parents home at this time, well.. my father. And my mother isn't busy with work. I walk into my room and Kevin is laying on my bed again, I grab my phone from my book bag and wait for Jungkook's call eagerly.
"You think he'll really call me or not?" I ask Kevin, he meows in response. "Well, to catch you up.. Today Jungkook confessed to me." Kevin stares at me, "That's exactly how I reacted, it was pretty crazy." I nod at him, "And not to forget that I also confessed back to him, and he's been acting weirder than usual."
I raise my eyebrows when I remember what he had told me when I had told him that earlier. "Though he did say that he's always stared at me but I never noticed." a chill runs through my body and I'm ready to just turn into a whole ice cube. "Can you believe it Kevin? This whole time he actually liked me and I thought that he didn't." I find myself smiling.
"Yuna, my love, let Kevin out please." I hear my mother. "Okay!" Kevin and I look at each other then I get up, he follows me. I open the door and Kevin walks right out without a goodbye. "Fine.. bye Kevin, rude." I close the door, then I hear my phone vibrating on my bed. I run to my bed and jump on it, grabbing the phone in the process.
I kick my legs out of excitement, then I calm down before I pick up his call trying to sound cool. "Hey." I then smack my forehead for being dumb. He lets out a breath and my ear has a damn orgasm, I turn my head away from the phone and bite down hard on my hand. I lightly scream before I go back to listening to him, he still hasn't said anything.
"I don't know why I thought that you wouldn't pick up." he chuckles lightly. My ear is bleeding now, holy shit. "You told me you'd call me." I chuckle nervously, I don't even make any sense. "Ha.. yeah." he stays quiet and I grip my bed sheets, what is he going to say? It's so suspenseful. "So Jae was actually scared without me." he chuckles, making conversation.
"Well, she's your sister, she's used to being around you all the time." I tell him. "True." he whispers which feels like he just punched me in the stomach. "I- ah-" Here it is, just say it Kook.. don't make me suffer anymore. "So, you like me.. Back?" I look up at the ceiling and smile. "You just want to hear me say it, don't you Kook?" he laughs, another eargasm.
"That's why I asked, isn't it?" I let out a breath, "Fine." I bite my lip before I start. "Yes Jungkook.. I like you back, and I should be asking you to-", "I like you, Yuna. Ha.. I've liked you for a real long time and honestly, hearing you say it back pushed all the negative thoughts that I had about myself.", "Jungkook.. What if Jae hears you talking to me?" he clicks his tongue.
"I don't care, I've held it in for such a long time I can't hold it in anymore. I don't care who hears." he tells me in a lower volume. So he does care if Jae hears, because he knows how she is. "But you do care just a little bit." I whisper. "Are you saying that because you're the one that cares about it the most?" I stare up at the ceiling again.
"Yes, because I'm terrified that she won't be okay with it." I confess out loud. "Who cares?" he says and my eyebrows knit. "Who cares?" I sit up a little ticked off. "Jungkook, maybe you've been too distracted, but the way you act in front of Jae with me really annoys her. She doesn't even like you interacting with me." I explain to him.
"Don't you remember that one day you got all ballzy and pulled me under your arm, Jae was about to blow up the street. Her reaction to any of this would be just the same and the person who would have consequences would be me, not you because you're her twin." he stays quiet. "What is it that you want with me Jungkook?" my eyes water for some reason.
I'm going through so many emotions as once that I don't know how to feel, period because I'm so overwhelmed.
"The way you acted with me today made me nervous, in a good way and it's attention I've always wanted from you.. But if you have bad intentions I don't-", "They're not bad, I promise. I'd never ever want to hurt you." My eyebrows knit and I shut my eyes, all this feels like such a dream because I had never thought that Jungkook would even feel the same way about me.
I'd wish on every shooting star that he would, and now that he does I honestly don't know what to do. "I actually wanted to ask you out on a date." he says shyly. I'm going to hate myself so much for this. "Jungkook.." my bottom lip quivers and it's like my whole life is crashing down. "Yes?" I look down at my nails, "We can't, you understand that.. Don't you?" I ask him.
I hear his breath hitch, "Wha- J-Just because of her?" I look away from the direction of the phone as if he's looking at me, it feels as if he is. "I'm sorry Jungkook, I cherish my friendship with your sister way too much." I suck in air sharply.
"There isn't something that could make you change your mind? Like.. I don't know.. Just, please let's talk this out. I felt really happy a second ago and now I just feel really-" , "Please don't tell me that, you'll make me feel really bad about my decision." it's quiet, it feels like such a long time and I'm suffering. "But.." he stops.
"Just think about it, please don't let this be your final answer. I don't want to give you up that quickly, especially not for her." he doesn't understand, Jae always feels like Jungkook gets everything, and if he had me too Jae would be so mad. Even though I've made up my mind, I lie.. Such a bad Yuna. "Okay.." I sense him smile, he's fallen for my lie.
"Okay." he says it back. I look at the clock, 9:30. "It's a school night and we have to go to class tomorrow." he makes little sounds with his mouth as if trying to figure out what he should say to me to make me stay and talk to him. He could anything and I'd stay, just for him I'd stay. "Until 10.. Please." my heart pounds in my ears.
"Okay." I whisper, a little pleased that I get to talk to him a little longer. "Tell me about..." He hums and I finally smile and I enjoy talking on the phone with him. We talked about a lot of random things and he never once asked me how long I've liked him. I think he doesn't want to bring up the topic again so I don't push him away, we ended up laughing and talking for hours.
I got to find out so much about Jungkook in such a short amount of time, and it made me happy that I've liked him for all the right reasons. Jungkook is really funny, kind, and compassionate. He's just confirmed everything I've ever thought about him, all good things. Which just makes me like him even more.
Our conversation didn't end until midnight. I look at the clock not realizing that we had talked for so long, "Oh my gosh." I whisper. "What is it?" He asks sweetly, followed by a relaxed breath. "We talked until midnight." He chuckles, "Yeah, I guess we did." I bite my lip, "We should... hang up.. we got school tomorrow." I suggest.
"Okay." But neither of us hang up, which makes both of us laugh. "Goodnight Jungkook." I whisper. "Sweet Dreams Yuna." He whispers, then we both hang up. I let out a breath and drop my hand as I look up at the ceiling, feeling very relaxed. What an accomplished night, just talking to Jungkook like I've always dreamt of.
I look down at my phone and smile to see a goodnight text from Jungkook.
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junggukie971
Goodnight Yuna, I'll see you in the morning when we walk to school together.
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I reply and then realize that I have several messages from Jae. Fudge nugget.
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Jae
Omg the convo I had with Jimin was so great
Hey is my brother there at your apartment with you?
Oh! He messaged me, you probably have your phone in your backpack
Now I can talk to Jimin on the phone!
I was literally dying the whole time!!! UGH YUNA HURRY UP AND REPLY!
I'm scared, tell Jungkook to come back
He came back
Hey, he's talking to a girl on the phone, I heard him after I took a poo. He sounds really annoying with a higher voice.
He's laughing a lot.. do you think it's that girl we saw with him at school? She was pretty but not that pretty, you know what I mean? Like.. she has a big forehead. Also.. her hair always looks greasy. I like her skin though. Should I go ask him?
He threw a shoe at me, I wonder who it is now..
Yuna.. did you fall asleep?
Fine.. you probably fell asleep.. goodnight
Tell Kevin goodnight too.
See you tomorrow
This is the last one
Bye
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I feel like such a bad friend, I was so busy talking to her brother that I didn't even notice how much she was messaging me. Though it's kinda funny to see Jae message several times, it's like I can hear her voice saying all those things to me. I'm sure she's asleep now, and I didn't even hear Jae on the other side of the call when she apparently bugged Jungkook.
He must've been really good at hiding it because I don't ever remember hearing her. I decide I'll wait until the morning to talk to her, that seems more reasonable. I stand up and turn off the light, not forgetting to open the door to my room. "Kevin, come here." I whisper to him, I hear the little bell on his collar and a little meow.
When I'm home, I absolutely need Kevin so I can sleep. I close the door and I turn around, the moon light is coming from my window, I see his graceful little cat body jump onto my bed. I plug my phone in to charge and then I join Kevin in my bed. I get under the covers that are warm from when I was lying on top of them, I hear Kevin purring as he lays next to me.
"It was a really good day, it really was." I tell Kevin, and I know that he's listening. "So.. Jungkook told me he likes me and I told him back. Which I already told you but I wanted to tell all over you again." I smile in the dark, you'd be able to see my smile clearly if you were in this dark room.
"I'm so happy Kevin, I literally never thought that he could ever like me." I feel tears of happiness falling down my cheeks. "All those times I thought I wasn't good enough for him to want me, and he wanted me the whole time." I smile and hug Kevin.
"Oh Kevin.. if this is a dream I really don't want to wake up, please let this be real. Please let this be true, that he wants me just like I want him." I press my nose against his little head and he purrs even harder, "This isn't a dream.. isn't it?" I ask him. He makes a tiny little sound and I smile, "Goodnight Kevin." I kiss his head.
I fall asleep quicker than I think I ever have, though it was a little hard because I was so excited with the thought of Jungkook.
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The next morning when I get ready for school I make sure to actually try not to look like a slob. Actually doing my hair, nothing special though, a high done up ponytail and make sure my lips don't look crusty. I grab my things and pick up the phone when Jae calls. "JUNGKOOK STOP BEFORE I DICK PUNCH YOU!" She screams making me wince then smile and laugh.
"Hi best friend, we're waiting for you outside.", "Okay, I'll be right out." I tell her as I grab my keys and head out of the apartment, forgetting to say bye to Kevin. I'm sure he'll understand, he always does. We end the call and I run down the hall, I'm out in seconds and it's like a damn drama. The second I see Jungkook he turns and looks at me, a smile on his face.
Everything slow motion and the wind blowing his hair perfectly. "YUNA!" Jae screams and hugs me, taking my attention away from her brother. "Hi Jae." I chuckle as I hug her back. "I need to tell you about Jimin." She whispers in my ear. "I can't wait.." I whisper back as my eyes fall on Jungkook, he smiles as he looks down at his shoes and he stuffs his hands into his pockets.
As he looks up, little pieces of hair fall onto his forehead and he just stares at me. Ugh, this boy.
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