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Harry

Tomorrow is my 31st birthday yay! Note the sarcasm and day after tomorrow is the end of Selena's tour. The last show will actually be in London, all of our friends are going. I want to. I really do but I can't. My life sucks, I miss Selena, I feel as if I haven't been happy at all without Selena . But letting her go was the right thing to do. I still stalk Selena's social media accounts and the headlines. There's no sign of any boyfriend yet but she seems happy. That's all I ever want for her to be happy. She's happier without me, she's moved on and that's good. She doesn't need to be in love with me. I however can't seem to move on at all, after work my time is spent drinking and sulking at the bar. Nothing else. Many girls come and flirt with me and no matter how hard I try, I can never make a move. Looking at any girl makes me think of Selena and how she was supposed to be my only girl.

The same night, I head out to the bar and get drunk off my ass. This time Rick calls Nialler who takes me home.

"You can't keep doing this yourself Haz! You just turned 31 a few hours ago. Don't you think it's time to get your shit together?" Niall asks.

"I-I love herrrr" I slur out.

"It's useless talking to you drunk. Goodnight Harry. Happy Birthday!"

"Thanks Buddy, I love herrr. Night." With that I close my eyes and soon fall asleep.

I was awoken by my phone ringing. God my head hurts so much. Who the fuck is calling me this early? I check the clock and it wasn't early it was 3 in the afternoon then I remembered it's my birthday. My head was hurting like a bitch, my phone rang again. I picked it up and checked the caller id. It was an unknown number. I pressed answer.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Harry? Is that you?" All the sudden I stopped moving, my heart was beating faster then ever. I think I had stopped breathing. I know that angelic voice to well. It belongs to the girl who still has my heart.

"Selena?" I ask in a whisper.

"Hi, I wanted to call to wish you a happy birthday!" She remembered.

"You remembered? Thank you, it means alot!"

"Ofcourse I remembered, anyways. How've you been?"

"I should be asking you that, I'm good. How're you?" I lied. I can't let her know I'm terrible.

"I'm fine. So I don't know if you remember but tomorrow is the last night of my tour and it's in London. Everyone is coming. Louis, El, Soph, Liam, Zayn, Gigi, Niall. It would mean the world to me if you'd come. We can a hang out after the show, like old times?" She wants me to come? After I told her that I cheated on her? I can't. I should say no. I have to be a dick. Selena can easily see through me, if she sees me, she'll know that I'm still madly in love with her. I have to say no.

"Hello? You still there?" Selena asks.

"Yeah. Why do you want me there, after everything?"

Selena pauses,"I don't know"

I couldn't help myself,"I'll be there"

"That's great. Thank you. I'll see you tomorrow!"

"Bye!" I say and Selena hangs up.

"I love you" I whisper.

The next day came by quickly, I put a nice black button down dress shirt with pants and headed to Selena's concert. She had emailed me a ticket and backstage pass for the concert. I decided to go alone and not with my friends. I still don't know why I'm going. Seeing her is just going to make me miserable.

The concert was amazing, Selena was amazing and so were her dancers. She looked gorgeous in ever outfit. Now everyone's waiting for the last set. Selena comes on stage alone, without any of her dancers wearing a beautiful sparkly sliver dress with her hair down and bangs covering her face. She looked absolutely gorgeous.

"Hi guys!" Selena starts and the crowd starts cheering,"This has been the tour of my dreams, thank you all for supporting my album and for coming here every night and making me smile even on worst days. I'm beyond grateful for each and every one of you! Thank you making this experience amazing. Now this is a song that I wrote a few months back and I want to share it with you guys, it's called Sad Serenade. Hope you guys like it!" Selena smiles and the music starts.

"Happier times, Flash through my mind. We both say it's over And I believe it this time All the pain that I hide, Let it play through the night...A sad sad Serenade Sad serenade, We almost got it right. A sad sad serenade Sad serenade, For every broken heart tonight. All that love that we made, Turn it up let it play! A sad sad serenade Sad serenade,Serenade!"

By now I'm ready to just go and apologize and want her to take me back. I love her and it's clear that she loves me, why does she love me? Can't she move on?

Selena continues the next verse,"I won't regret, What I won't forget. Memories and your number are all I have left. I wish you the best I really do! Even though I know that I'm still not over you, I know that we both are to blame, I can't believe... You didn't fight harder for me! It's a sad sad serenade Sad serenade!We almost got it right, A sad sad serenade sad serenade, For every broken heart tonight! All the love that we made, Turn it up let it play! A sad sad serenade sad serenade, sad serenade! Hey Hey!" By now tears were streaming down Selena's face because of me. What have I done? Look at how hurt she is. She's crying and is miserable because of me.

Selena sniffles and finishes the song,"The more you love, The more it hurts. When it ends, when it's over. All that's left are the memories, Playing over and over. In your head, in you heart. Turn it up, make it stop. Tonight all over the world The most beautiful song ever heard! It's a sad sad serenade Sad serenade! We almost got it right, A sad sad serenade Sad serenade! For every broken heart tonight. All the love that we made turn it up let it play. A sad sad serenade Sad serenade Serenade, serenade, serenade, serenade, A sad sad serenade Sad serenade, Hey hey!"

Selena ends her song and wipes her tears by now my eyes are full. Selena gives the crowd a weak smile,"Thank you so much for being here! Revival Tour!" With that the confetti falls down and Selena waves at her fans.

I have to leave, I can't let Selena see me. If she does, she'll start crying and looking at her this upset, I'm already crying. I have to keep my distance. I need her to move on. I'm not good for her. She needs to move on. I can't see her tonight. I can't let her know that I'm still madly in love with her.

Selena

When I called Harry and he said he would come I was really happy. I wanted to see him cause I still believe that the Harry I fell in love with is still somewhere there. Deep down, he's still there. And he loves me just as much as I still love him.

The show was amazing, I got really emotional while performing Sad Serenade because that song means so much to me. It's about Harry and I's relationship. I had started crying but it's alright, I'm still very heart broken and my fans understand me and appreciate me. They don't judge me. I get off stage wiping the tears off my face. I entered the dressing room, my eyes still watery. I was greeted by my dear friends all waiting for me in the dressing room.

I was immediately embraced in a group hug. These guys are so supportive of me. I love them. I smile at them and wipe the last bit of my tears.

"You were amazing Sel!" Liam says.

"Thank you!" I smile.

"Are you okay?" Eleanor asked me.

"Yeah, yeah!" I nod.

"Where's Harry? Is he in the bathroom?" I asked.

All of them looked at each other,"Sel, Harry didn't come with us" Gigi says.

"W-what?" I ask, my voice cracking.

I take a seat on the sofa and all of them gather around me and sit next to me.

"I'm really sorry Selena!" Gigi says.

I lean my head on her shoulder, tears start to form in my eyes,"I really thought he'd come. He said he would"

Lesson in life, heartbreak is a bitch.