23: Breaking Promises
A/N: HII GUYSS. HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD! I'M ACTUALLY WRITING ALOT THESE DAYS, I WANT TO FINISH THIS BOOK VERY SOON BECAUSE I WANT TO START OTHER HARLENA BOOKS, I HAVE SOME GREAT IDEAS BUT I JUST WANT TO FINISH THIS FIRST. SO ENJOYY THIS CHAPTER, THANK YOU FOR READING AND VOTING! xxx
Harry
I'm right now on my way to pick up Selena as we're heading to the studio. I reach her apartment building and text her that I'm down. We've been back from L.A about a week now and I just want to tell Selena that I love her so bad but I don't want to scare her. I mean I don't think she loves me, at least not yet. I've thought about telling her, I think about it all the time but I can never gather the courage to do so, probably because I'm scared of losing her.
The car door opens and in comes in Selena,"Hey handsome!" She smiles at me and gives me a kiss on the lips.
"Penny for your thoughts?" Selena asks.
"Huh?" I say somewhat distracted by my thoughts.
"You seem like something is on your mind. Everything good?"
I avert my attention from the road for a second and smile at her, I grab her hand and kiss it as I speak,"Just work, nothing important. Don't worry" I lie but Selena seems to believe it.
We reach the studio and walk inside hand in hand. We're greeted by Jenna and Jake two of the the producers who are working with Selena on this album.
"So Selena, we just finished hearing the final version of Perfect and it sounds great. Should we play it for the two of you?" Jenna asks.
"Yeah, sure!" Selena replies.
Jake leads us to the booth and hands us two pairs of head phones,"You know how to play the song right Selena?" Selena smiles and nods at Jake. Jake leaves Selena and I alone in the booth.
"So, I hope you like it" Selena smiles at me and starts the song.
This song wants to make me go find Sam, Selena's ex and literally kill him. He put Selena through so much and by this song you can tell that Selena actually felt as if she wasn't good enough and has to change herself to please this guy. No one ever deserve to feel this way, especially not Selena.
Once the song is over Selena looks at me,"So. What do you think?"
"You sang and wrote the song beautifully but that bastard put you through so much. I just want to fucking kill him" I say through gritted teeth.
"Honestly, I don't even feel the pain anymore. I'm glad that a toxic relationship like Sam and I had finally came to an end. Now all that is left is just a few songs reminding us how fucked up our relationship really was"
"Are there more songs about him on the record?" I ask, suddenly I start to feel a little jealous that Selena still writes songs about him.
"Well just two, three more that I wrote after my breakup" I nod.
"The songs that are my favorite are the ones that I've been writing for the past few months. Do you wanna know why?"
I nod, wanting her to continue. "Well cause they're about you and us" she smiles at me.
I smile at her,"Really? Can I hear one of these songs?"
"Well I'll play you one that is done. Hold on"
After about three minutes Selena looks up at me,"I wrote this several months back. It's called Hands To Myself". The song starts playing.
I love it, a smirk appears on my face as I realize that I have such an affect on her. The song is great, the vocals, the lyrics, the music. This really is an amazing song.
As the song stops Selena looks at me,"It was great. I loved it so much. I love the fact that you can't keep your hands to yourself because of me!" I smirk.
Selena smiles and kisses me on the lips slowly, I cup her face with my hands and just admire her beautiful features. Selena giggles at how focused I am admiring her beauty,"God I love you so much!" I blurt out.
Selena's eyes widen at my statement and I'm pretty sure mine did to. I remove my hands from her face and move away.
"W-w-hat?" Selena asks.
"I should probably get going." I say and look at the ground. Selena nods her head and I rush out of the studio and to my car. I unlock it and get inside. I scream out in frustration. I hit the steering wheel several times.
"What have you done Harry?" I mutter as I start the car.
Selena
"So did you talk to him" Gemma asks me on the phone.
It's been about a week since Harry said he loves me at the Studio. I haven't talked to him or seen him since.
"I'll take your silence as a no. Come on Selena. What are your plans? Avoiding him forever? You love him, just go and tell him!" Gemma says.
"What if he doesn't? What if he takes it back? What if it was a spur of a moment thing for him?"
"Trust me when I say this Selena, Harry is in love with you! And even if he's not you have to go and confess your feelings for him. Life is about risks Selena, stop being so scared and go over to Harry's and tell him exactly how you feel."
"Now?"
"Yes now! It's 7 pm on a Saturday. Harry is probably home. Go Selena. You can do this!"
"Okay! I'm going to do it. Bye Gems. I'll talk to you later!"
"Bye Sel!" With that I hang up and grab my coat. I lock my door and head to Harry's place.
As soon as I reach Harry's house I take a deep breath and knock on the door. Within seconds Harry opens the door wearing a black t-shirt and grey sweatpants.
"Selena?" Harry asks.
"Hi, can I come in?" I ask with a weak smile.
"Yeah sure. Come on in" Harry moves aside giving me space to enter the house.
Once I get inside I take off my coat and place it on the coat rack."You sit here. Let me go make you some tea" Harry says and I just nod.
After about 5 minutes Harry comes out of the kitchen with the tea and takes a seat next to me,"So what brings you here?"
I turn my face and body a little so now I'm facing Harry,"I'm Sorry Haz"
"What for? You didn't do anything wrong"
"That day when you told me that you loved me whether you meant it or it just slipped our of your mouth, I wanted to say it back I really did, I love you Harry. I really do. And it scares me that I've fallen so deeply in love with you in such a short time. After Sam, I promised myself that I wouldn't date. I wouldn't fall in love no matter what happens. I promised myself that I would never fall in love ever and then you came along and showed me that love doesn't always have to be that bad. Within months you made me forget about my heart break and sorrow and now all I know is that I am madly in love with you Harry. Even if you don't feel the same way. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART-" I was interrupted by Harry smashing his lips onto mine.
Harry pulls away and places his hand on my cheek. His thumb caresses' my cheek as Harry smiles at me,"I love you so much Selena and for the past week I thought I scared you off and lost you forever. You've brought out the best in me. You've made me happier then I've ever been before. I can't imagine a life without you Selena. I love you so much! I honestly gave up on love years ago but you made me realize that love isn't something that should be given up on. That if you find the right person, you cannot deny love. I love you with all my heart Selena!" Harry smiles at me.
The both of us lean in and our lips come into contact. Our lips move in a perfect sync and I can feel the fireworks exploding behind us like they always do everytime we kiss. I wrap my arms around Harry's neck and pull him closer. Harry's arms found my waist. We pull away when it was necessary to catch our breath.
Our lips came into contact once again and this time I tug at Harry's shirt. Harry pulls away and whispers,"You sure?"
"Yes" I smile.
Harry then grabs my hand and leads me upstairs. That night Harry and I become one.
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