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22: Realization

A/N: HII GUYSSS. HOW ARE YOU ALL? HOPEFULLY YOU'LL ENJOY THIS CHAPTER, IF YOU DO, DON'T FORGET TO VOTE! I FEEL LIKE MAYBE YOU GUYS DIDN'T LIKE MY PREVIOUS CHAPTER, DO GIVE ME FEEDBACK IF YOU DO OR DON'T!  xxx





Selena



Right now I'm backstage in my dressing room at the Ellen Show. I'm wearing a black crop top with black cropped trousers and black high heels. My hair is done in nice big curls and makeup is very light. In about twenty minutes my interview with Ellen will start. I'm actually so excited. I love Ellen and I can't believe I'm finally getting to meet her.

There was a knock on my door and in came Harry with bag in his hand. "Sel, I got you food!" I got up and walked over to him.

"How did you know that I was starving?" I ask.

Harry smiles at me,"I took a lucky guess"

I kiss Harry on the cheek,"Thank you. What will I ever do without you?"

"Well you'll never have to find out. Don't worry!" I smile at Harry and grab his hand and pull him to the sofa.

"So are you nervous?" Harry ask.

"Well for the performance a little but for my interview not so much. As far as I know Ellen is a sweet and funny person. She's not very intimidating."

"Your performance will be amazing, you really shouldn't worry at all!" Harry grabs my hand and kisses it.

I smile at Harry, as I was about to speak there was a knock on the door.

"Come in!" I say.

"Sel, come on we have to get to the stage now. Your interview starts in 5 minutes" Anna states.

"Okay" I smile at her. I get up and give Harry a peck on the lips and exit the room.

"Now, she's going to ask you about your album, so give her all the details and tell her that it's coming out on 27th November. She's also going to ask you personal questions, don't give vague answers but don't disclose too much. Just as much as you are comfortable with okay?" Anna smiles at me.

"Yeah I understand!"

"So you might know my next guest by her hit single 'Same Old Love' which is number one in 28 countries up till now. She killed her AMA's performance a week ago. Put your hands together for Selena Gomez!" Ellen says.

As I walk on stage everyone starts clapping and I smile and wave at the audience. I reach Ellen and she hugs me and smiles at me.

I take a seat on the couch next to Ellen's as she speaks,"Hi, how're you doing! You look fantastic I must say!"

"I'm great. Thank you. How are you?"

"I'm good. So tell me Selena, where are you from?"

"I was born and raised in New York City"

"Oh you're a city girl. But you don't live in New York at the moment do you?"

"Actually no I don't. I live in London"

"You like England better then the States?"

"I love both, I've gotten pretty used to England and the States is my home so yeah" I smile.

"Now tell me, how were the AMA'S? I saw your performance and it was absolutely amazing!"

"Thank you so much. They were amazing, I was really nervous at first but then I eventually calmed down"

Pictures of me on the red carpet started to appear on the screen behind me," You looked gorgeous that's for sure!"

"Thank you!"

A picture of Taylor and I on the red carpet appeared on the screen,"You came with Taylor Swift am I right? The two of you looked gorgeous. You have been friends for quite a long time am I right?"

"Yeah, we've been best friend's for almost 10 years now and she's amazing. She's always been there for me, I love her!"

"She is great. She's been here several times. We love her."

A picture of Harry and I backstage at the awards appeared on the screen and my cheeks started to turn red,"And who is this handsome fella?"

"That's Harry, he's my boyfriend."

"How come the two of you didn't walk the carpet together?"

"Harry actually wasn't coming to the awards, he lives in London. Last minute he surprised me!"

"That's so sweet. Everyone wants a guy like Harry in their life. So how did the two of you meet?"

"Harry is actually my childhood best friend's brother so.."

"Oh and I was watching your interview with Ryan on the red carpet and you told him that Harry was the reason you're making music right now?"

"Yeah, he's the president of Interscope labels and he heard me singing once and refused to take no for an answer. I've always wanted to be a singer, I guess I was just too shy."

"Well Harry really seems like a keeper, don't let him go so easily!"

I smile at Ellen, Harry is a keeper, my keeper. No way in hell am I ever going to let him go. He's the best thing that ever happened to me.

"So when are we going to hear the rest of the album?"

"I'm actually still working on it. It'll be released hopefully by the end of this year!"

"So have you thought of the name yet?"

"Yes I have, Revival"

"What's the inspiration behind the name? What type of songs should we except from you on this album?"

"Well actually about three years ago I was diagnosed with Lupus and I was very sick and side by side alot of other personal shit happened. So basically alot of people tried to bring me down and tried to change me and I guess for a while I actually did lose myself. I become the girl everyone wanted me to become, which put me in a very dark place. Until recently I got ahold of my life. I found myself once again and let go of all the people who had a negative impact on me in the past. Now I only keep close my friends and family who I know care for me. So after a very long time I found myself, so this album is my story. I've always wanted people to connect to my lyrics rather then my music. I want people to be able to relate to my lyrics instead of dancing to it at clubs. So the album is basically my Revival" as I finished the audience started to clap, I muttered a thank you and smiled at them.

"It's a good thing you're surrounding yourself around the people who care for you like Harry" Ellen smirks at me causing everyone in the audience and myself to laugh,"But tell me about Lupus. What is it? Do you still have it?"

"It's an autoimmune disease. About two years ago it got pretty severe to a point that I had to go through chemotherapy but now I'm alright. I mean it stays with you forever, but you just got to keep yourself healthy and take care of yourself and you'll be fine!"

"Well you should take care of yourself anyways! Thank you so much for being here Selena!"

"Thank You so much for having me!" I smile at Ellen.

"Selena Gomez, ladies and gentlemen! We'll be right back!" With that the show take a commercial break.

"It was lovely meeting you Selena!" Ellen says as she hugs me.

"Likewise. I loved being here" I smile as Anna guides me off stage towards my dressing room back to My Harry, God am I already in love with Harry? It's been like less then two months I can't be in love with Harry. Can I? I only think about him like all the time and care about him more then anyone in this world. Ofcourse it isn't love? I am falling in love with Harry Styles aren't I?




Harry



I was sitting in Selena's dressing room watching her interview until Ellen called commercial break meaning her interview ended. So I was just waiting for her to get back to the dressing room now. Selena, has changed me. We've been together for almost two months and I've known her for almost eight months now and I can honestly say I'm no longer the same man I was eight months ago. I used to be with a different girl all night and never even once had an strings attached. Being committed wasn't on my watch. My life was work, a little time with friends and one night stands until Selena came along. I've fallen head over heels for her, I'd do anything for me and being without her makes me feel so alone and sad. I know what this is, I'm fucked. I'm madly in love with Selena Gomez. That girl will be the death of me, I've fallen in love with her just after such a short time. I promised myself that I would never do love again but now I'm screwed.

The door opened and Selena and Anna came inside interrupting me and my thoughts. "Haz, I'm back!"

"Hey I watched the interview. You did great!" I smile at Selena as she takes a seat next to me.

"Thank you. My favorite part was talking about you!" Selena gives me kiss on my cheek.

"Mine too!" I give her a smirk.

"I'll see you in a bit, gotta change into my performance outfit!"

I smile at her,"Okay I'll be waiting!" With that Selena walks into the bathroom.

Should I tell her that I think I'm in love with her? I don't think, I know that I love her. Should I tell her? I can't keep this in forever, but what if she doesn't feel the same way? It's too soon I shouldn't tell her.I have to urge to just tell her, but I don't think she loves me, maybe she does?

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice that Selena was out of the bathroom and standing right in front of me. She was snapping her fingers in front of my face, trying to get my attention. She was wearing a white suit, with nothing but a black bra under her suit jacket.

"Haz? Where are you lost?" Selena asks.

"Sorry. I was just lost in my thoughts. You look gorgeous. Wow."

"Really? You like?" Selena gives me a little twirl.

"Yeah you look stunning and hot plus wow abs!" Selena giggles at my statement and kisses me on the lips shortly before pulling away.

I was about to speak when Anna beat me to it,"Selena, come on. You're on in five. Let's go!"

"Go on. Break a leg!" I say as I hug her,"Good Luck!"

"Thanks Haz!" Selena smiles at me and follows Anna outside the dressing room.

I watch Selena's performance on the monitor and she was literally amazing. She was perfect, once again I did not like the male dancers who were too close to her but otherwise the performance was amazing.

Selena jogs into the room with Anna and Theresa behind her and hugs me,"Did you like it?" She asks.

"Nah. I loved it!" I smile at her.

Just like I love you.

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