Peyton didn't leave me last night. I was expecting him to burst out and say that he's not ready to be a teen father. We are adults, we're both eighteen but Peyton is slightly older. I know I'm mature enough to raise a kid on my own. When I showed Peyton the pregnancy test he smiled. I didn't expect him to smile, but he did. He smiled, hugged me and kissed me.

We are just a bunch of legal adult teenagers having a baby when we haven't even made it official. I mean I'm not expecting a proposal or something but I'd like to know where we stand. Everything is so surreal right now, I am actually going to be a mother, and so is my mum. Speaking of my mum; her bump has grown bigger since the last two weeks. I really don't want to be a parent with my mum. Either I move in with both my dad and Amanda or I make it offical with Peyton and move in with him to start preparing for our baby.

Surreal. I can't even feel anything in my stomach. Just fluttering.

I'm meant to be at school today but it's Friday and Peyton and I agreed that I should rest after all the food I coughed up. He will come see me after school today though. I know I said I would call Nash yesterday but if I call him, that could lead to me telling him. I will call him, he desveres to know. He is my best friend after all.

I need advice. I need help from someone. Amanda. She too stayed at home and mum couldn't stop her. Amanda decicded to rebel against my mum because today is her appointment and she isn't taking us with her. It's not that i'd like to go anyways. I hate the baby she's about to have.

"Amanda can you come to my room for a second?." I shout through the open door of my bedroom.

"Sure, I'll be right there." She shouts back to me.

Amanda pushes the door shut and seats beside me on my bed. She frowns slightly looking me up and down.

"What?." I ask.

She shrugs, "Nothing, it's just that you're wearing boys clothes."

I look down at my outfit and smile. I'm wearing Peyton's clothes from the morning I found out we did it. I don't know why I chose to wear it but it's just comfy.

"Uh, it's, my close friends clothes." I answer. Not wanting to give Amanda much information.

"Okay." She smiles, continuing, "What did you want to tell me?."

I hesitate for a second, "You have to promise not to tell a single soul. Not mum, not anyone."

"I promise."

I can trust Amanda. Although she's nine she knows alot. She even knows how people make a baby. That's how much she knows. I'm just afraid at how she'll react.

"I'm Pregnant." I blurt out.

Her eyes widen and her mouth forms an 'O' shape. A smile creeps onto her face and her eyes still wide. She jumps up and down my bed. "Really?."

"Yes, REALLY." I can't help but laugh.

"I'm going to be an aunt!. And when your kid is nine, I'm going to be eighteen. That's awesome. Wow, I can't believe it."

"Neither could I." I grin happily. If Amanda approves then I'm happy.

"Wait, that means you had sex. Ew."

"Amanda!." I exclaim, laughing. "You shouldn't know this stuff at your age."

"Might as well know now because whats the point of knowing in the future; when I can know now. And lord knows what you do when I'm not home."

"Okay!. I see you point, now get out of my room. Love you lots."

"Hate you lots." She smirks, walking out.

I sigh as Amanda shuts my door. I lay back on my bed and grasp my phone. I couldn't be bothered to call Nash so I text him.

KATE: Come over to my house. I have IMPORTANT news to tell you. Please, and just come alone. I hope you understand. xx Kate.

SENT.

Almost immediatly I got a text back.

NASH: Of course, I'll be there soon, I love you. xx Nash.

I love you too Nash. But I don't reply back. I'm going to hurt him even more. Sigh.

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"Hey!" I grin widely, opening the front door for Nash.

"Hi." He replies.

"Have a seat."

I motion him a seat at my living room. I seat down first and he copies my exact move, seating next to me. How am I going to do this?. If only I could blurt it out like I did with Amanda but I can't. Nash stares at me absent mindedly.

"How am I going to say this?." I coaxed rubbing my temples.

"Just tell me." He urged running his hands through his brown hair.

He looked incredibly similar to Peyton, body wise. Both Athletic and very well built. But in looks, they look nothing alike. Peyton has blonde hair and VERY blue eyes. While Nash has emerald green eyes and brown hair. Polar opposites.

"I can't just blurt this out like this, you know what happened last time I blurted something out." I reminded him.

"Just tell me. I won't react like I did last time."

"I'mpregnant." I slurred the words.

"What?." He asked rasing an eyebrow. "I had no idea what you said."

"I'm Pregnant." I gulped.

He stared at me. He didn't say anything, he just stared at me. I couldn't read out the expressions on his face. He just looked expressionless and doleful, I hate my self for doing this to him. Nash's lips remain in a straight line and he looked so glowering at me.

"Say something please." I plead, grabbing his hand and wrapping it in mine. "Please.'

"I love you." he says biting his lip. "I love you and I'm not going to let some other guys kid get in the way of me fighting for you."

"Nash...thank you." I force a smile. But honestly I wanted to break down crying. I don't deserve his love but he still gives it to me. He pulls me into a tight hug and I hug him back.

"Your my Best Friend, and my first everything. Your my first kiss, my first real love. My first and only best friend. Don't forget I took your viginity before Peyton." He smirks and continues. "I've been through so much with you and I don't want to loose us."

I don't want to loose us too. I have never loved someone like I have loved Nash. It's true he did take my virginity before Peyton. And I took his. I love him.

"I love you." I sniff.

Authors Note:

Sup guys! How was your day? GOOD? That's EPIC. Anyways.... damn Nash back at it again. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapters. Leave your opinions. And THANK YOU ALL, I love you all so much. No words can describe. And just because I love you all, I spent four hours on this :)

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