I'm a mess
Aiden's POV
I don't know what the hell happened in last fifteen minutes.
All of a sudden Leela came and kissed me and I'm shocked by her actions.
Then I saw Keily watching us with a hurt expression from my vision.
I abruptly pushed Leela from me. I panicked. My Keily is again hurt because of me. I felt down .
I felt guilty for hurting her. A lump formed in my throat when I saw her with hurt expression!!!!
Leela introduced herself as my girlfriend and that made me more irritated.
I purposely introduced Keily as My wife so that Leela should know her place. But that girl doesn't seem to get it!!
Feeling the urge to explain to Keily I started talking but she stopped me and handed my laptop and some note.
And everything happened. I asked Leela to get out ignoring her cringy protests.
Oh god! I again messed everything. Last 5 days were amazing days in my life.
I took Keily to lunch and followed her like a lost puppy. I liked the feeling when I'm around her.
I wanted to take care of her!! She is a careless doesn't care about her health. I haven't seen her eating much.
she is too thing for her age. She has muscles but she have to maintain her health.
I know I'm complicating everything. My mind says to push her. My heart says go and grab her heart.
I don't know what I'm doing. But I'm well aware that in this confusions I'm hurting her too. Ah!!! I don't know what to do??
Neither of us talked .It's like our eyes holding conversations. I wanted to be with her all day.
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I'm sitting in Keily's bed and missing her presence. It's like more than 15 days she gone out for work and only God knows where she went! I pulled my hair out of frustration.
She can text me about her whereabouts. At least a phone call. But I know I hurt her again deep down.
I felt bad like crying for hurting her. I still not sorted out my feeling for Keily.
I laid in her bed and slept inhaling her scent. I like her scent.
That mild sweet caramel scent. I'm crazy for her.
That's when I realized my mistake. Leela is not the one for me! I have to settle things right this time!!
Morning I called Leela. "Leela , let's break up",I said coming straight to point. "What?why ?If it's for my behaviour of last time I apologize babe",she panicked. I cringed at her calling me babe.
"No it's not for the last time.Its just I don't feel the connection towards you for a long time and I realized now. I'm sorry", I concluded.
I'm shocked by her words. "Okay Aiden,I understand but can we still be friends?", She said sobbing.
I cut the call with okay. I felt relieved and happy. I don't know why I'm happy.
Suddenly realising I still haven't seen Keily home I got frustrated to the core. I'm going crazy without her presence.Oh god!!!
I'M A MESS WITHOUT KEILY!!!!
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