"Her Madness."

Mallika's POV

Motherfuckers.

How dare people think that they can betray me! A jerk didn't betray me even he made his little gang against me.

Dark Stars. I got to know that those little shit is going against me. I am so angry right now.

People really don't value their life.

Mallika: Quanto abbiamo perso?

(How much did we lose?)

We were talking in italian so that others can't understand us. Anyone of the people here can be a spy.

Krish: Abbiamo perso due casse che contenevano armi e i nostri uomini sono riusciti a impedire loro di prendere il resto.

(We lost two crates that had weapons in them and our men were able to stop them from taking the rest.)

Those assholes have been getting bold a lot.

Mallika: Quante vite abbiamo perso?

(How many lives did we lose?)

Krish: 7 sono morti e 10 in ospedale.

(7 are dead and 10 in hospital.)

Mallika: Dai alle famiglie degli uomini che abbiamo perso 10 lakh ciascuna e 50 lakh agli uomini che abbiamo perso ed erano a rischio.

(Give the families of the men we lost 10 lakhs each and 50 lakhs to the men which we lost and were at risk.)

Krish: Sì, mamma.

(Yes mam.)

Mallika: Attaccheremo di notte alle 3 del mattino.

(We will attack in night 3 A. M.)

At the Devil hour.

At my hour. I am The Devil. The real Satan.

Krish: Sì, mamma.

(Yes mam.)

He bowed and left. I stood up, everyone in the room stood up and bowed. I went towards the door.

Mallika: voglio vedere il mio piccolo bambino

(I want to see my little baby.)

I muttered under my breath.

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I went to study room and started the finding him in the footage of camera in my pc.

He was sitting in the kitchen silently, all alone. I saw his lips moving. He is talking to himself.

My baby!

I felt a pang of agony in my chest. It is all because of me.

I saw a tear slip down his eye, going down tracing his soft skin.

✨दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

I want him crying in pleasure given by me not in pain. I felt myself being wet at the thought of him crying while I pleasure him.

Something is stirring inside my stomach seeing him. I never felt this kind of feeling before it was new for me.

✨ज़िंदगी की शाख़ से लूँ कुछ हसीं पल मैं चुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

Seeing his crying eyes are going to be my new addiction. I smirked.

I saw him lifting a finger and wiping the tear drop. How delicate he is. Only made for me.

✨दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

He put his head down on the table and wrapped his arms around his head. He is crying. I feel bad.

I am becoming mad. I can't see him crying. His eyes, I remember when he called me Angel for the first time ever how his eyes were sparkling. Such a big and innocent smile was on his face.

He named a devil, Angel. How ironic.

✨ज़िंदगी की शाख़ से लूँ कुछ हसीं पल मैं चुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

He is crying because of me day and night. I wanted him to never cry because of anyone but now I am the reason of his tears.

I am shaking in rage. I am angry on myself. I stood up and teared off my sleeve of my shirt. I grabbed my head tightly.

✨जो भी जितने पल जियूँ उन्हें तेरे संग जियूँ
जो भी कल हो अब मेरा उसे तेरे संग जियूँ✨

Mallika: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I yelled in anger.

I took a knife out of drawer and stabbed it in my arm. I didn't reacted. I don't feel any pain but I feel so good seeing blood go.

I tilted my head and smiled widely.

His sparkling eyes came in my view as I closed my eyes.

Babyboy you did wrong catching the devil's attention.

✨जो भी साँसें मैं भरूँ उन्हें तेरे संग भरूँ
चाहे जो हो रास्ता उसे तेरे संग चलूँ✨

I collected my blood in a container. I pressed harder on my wound so that more blood can come out.

I went towards shelf and took a book out. A black button was there I pressed a button. The shelf moved and a door appeared.

I went in the door closed. I placed the container of my blood on a small table and took my canvas.

I dipped my finger in water and then in my blood, I started painting.

✨दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

This room is my secret. I have my collection of him here. All the secret pictures of him here. My secret collection.

I have a feeling that my baby is none other than him.

I could choose any boy but I choose my baby because I have a strong feeling of him. I just need a confirmation. I will get it soon.

I smiled widely seeing my art.

(A/n: She drew only eyes, with blood.)

How beautiful my little baby is.

I took the paper from canvas and put resin on it so that the blood doesn't rot. It will dry in 3 hours. It is a good quality resin. I am rich.

I went outside in my study room and closed the door. I saw my baby was not in kitchen. Where did he went?

I checked he was in bedroom, sleeping peacefully. A smile automatically formed on my face. Aww! He is so cute.

It's cuddling time.

But first I have to treat my hand or else it will leave blood stains on bedsheet and him, then he will get to know about me sleeping next to him which I don't want because I am doing it without his will.

I will soon hug him with his will.

I hurriedly but neatly aided my arm. I put chloroform on my hanky in a little amount. I quietly went in room.

✨मुझको दे तू मिट जाने, अब खुद से दिल मिल जाने
क्यूँ है ये इतना फ़ासला?✨

He laying on bed, a slight pout was formed on his lips. Tears stains were on his cheeks and his pillow was wet.

His hairs were dry and I know it is not because of not taking a bath. It is because of crying.

I wanna kill myself for this but I can't. If I died who will protect my baby?

I leaned near him. My breath falling on his ear.

Mallika: I am sorry.

✨लम्हे ये फिर ना आने, इनको तू ना दे जाने
तू मुझपे खुद को दे लुटा✨

I whispered and pressed my hanky on his nose and mouth. He became startled, he was struggling against me weakly.

Sumedh: Mmmhh!

He was drowsy. His soft pushes did nothing to me. Soon, he stopped struggling and became limp in my arms.

I threw my hanky on floor and engulfed him in a warm hug.

Mallika: I am sorry babyboy, but I will soon hug you with your permission... very soon.

I whispered and pecked his forehead softly. I traced the curve of his cheek with my thumb.

✨तुझे तुझसे तोड़ लूँ, कहीं खुद से जोड़ लूँ
मेरे जिस्म-ओ-जाँ में आ, तेरी खुशबू ओढ़ लूँ✨

I laid down on the bed and laid him on me. His face was on my blossoms. I made him wrap his hands around my waist.

He weights very less but at least better than before. I remember when I touched him I felt skin and bones only, no muscles but now it is more than that.

I wish if I have met him before, I have protected him. How many times he had wished to be saved.

✨जो भी साँसें मैं भरूँ उन्हें तेरे संग भरूँ
चाहे जो हो रास्ता उसे तेरे संग चलूँ✨

I looked down at him. He is very innocent for this world. An Angel.

He calls me Angel while is the one.

His eyes are closed and are relaxed. His eyelashes are so long that it touched it skin. His cheeks are so cute just like rasgulla. I want to eat my rasgulla.

I pinched his cheeks. He is so cute. I leaned in to kiss his cheeks.

My phone vibrated. Ugh! What now? Can't I even spend some quality time with my baby?

I took my hand down to my jeans pocket trying not to disturb my baby. I carefully took my phone.

Krish: Come to den. It's time

Seen

I groaned internally. I didn't wanted to leave my baby so early. I put my phone on bed.

I looked at my baby. I pecked his cheek.

Mallika: I am sorry for leaving so early Bye Cadbury.

I pecked his forehead and laid him on the bed comfortably. I took my phone and that chloroform soaked hanky.

I went in the study room. I burned the hanky with my lighter. I went in the parking area and took my bike. I wore my gloves and helmet and sped off. In fifteen minutes, I reached.

I took my helmet off before going in. Everyone bowed to me. I went in the room and sat on head chair. I signaled them to sit.

We discussed the plan and went to their secret hideout.

I took out my gun that had a silencer on it. I shot anyone that came into view. I personally tortured the leader before killing him.

Mallika: How dare you think pequeña mierda that you can disobey me? Huh!

(little shit)

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I was to den with Krish and Ishaan. We three were alone in my room.

Mallika: After this I have lost trust in everyone. If he can betray me others can too.

I said playing with knife. They both nodded.

Krish: Yes mam.

Mallika: Prove me your loyalty.

I stared at him. He was shocked.

Mallika: Here take this knife and stab me.

Krish: But Ma-

I cut his words in between.

Mallika: Otherwise I will lose my trust in you too.

I glared him.

Mallika: Take it, stab me in the arm.

I threw the knife at him which he caught. He came near me. I stood up. He looked in my eyes, I smirked. He stabbed the knife in my already wounded. I yelped, holding my arm.

Mallika: Ishaan, it's your turn.

He nodded and came near us. He took the blood coated knife from Krish and stabbed me. I fisted my palms. I felt my head spinning, I stumbled.

Krish and Ishaan helped me sit. They were feeling guilty.

Krish: I am sorry Mam.

Ishaan: I am sorry Mam.

Mallika: It's Mikku for you both.😊

A soft smile formed on my face.

I need to go home and see my baby I didn't even put my art piece in frame. The resin must be dry by now.

Mallika: Chalo ghar chale.. Subah ho gayi hai.

Krish: Tum meri bike par aa jao.. drive kaise karogi?

Mallika: No need. It's alright.

Krish: Aree-

Mallika: Chalo.

I stood up and rushed to my bike. I put on my helmet and started it.

Ishaan: Slow drive karna.

I nodded. Whole way they both were beside me on their bikes to protect me.

My baby was not even looking in the balcony from that day. He is traumatized.

When he was not in the room I got the railings changed from iron to mirror, so that he can forget that. But he never looked in that direction. 

We reached the mansion. I am for real feeling too much pain in arm, it is stabbed 3 times.

My heartbeat rose up suddenly. I saw my baby rushing towards me.

Sumedh: Angel!

His tone held panic. He came to me and held my wounded arm carefully. Krish and Ishaan stepped back.

I smiled looking at him. He caress for me. I craved for his touch. He his touching me with his will. Plan successful.

✨दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

Sumedh: Tum.. tumhe khoon aa raha hai... aao baitho..😥

He made me sit on the couch. Krish was talking to doctor Naina on call.

I heard little sniffles bringing me back. I saw he was crying. I cupped his face.

Mallika: Cadbury kya hua? Ro kyu rahe ho?

I am feeling pain. I don't want to see him crying.

✨बाँहों में दे बस जाने, सीने में दे छुप जाने
तुझ बिन मैं जाऊँ तो कहाँ?✨

Sumedh: Tumhe dard ho raha hai.🥺

He cried. I wiped his tears with my thumb and pecked his forehead. How innocent he is.

Mallika: Par dard to mujhe ho raha hai na..

Sumedh: Par.. par..

He sobbed and hugged me. I winced in pain.

Mallika: Ahh-

He immediately pulled back from me. I miss his warmth. I wanted to stay in his arms but this stupid wound hurts so much.

✨तुझसे है मुझको पाने यादों के वो नज़राने
एक जिन पे हक़ हो बस मेरा✨

Sumedh: I am sorry. I am sorry.🥺

He repeated continuously. I put my finger on his lips to make him quiet. He looked at me with his big eyes. He makes me lose control over myself.

Mallika: Shh..

A pink hue covered his cheeks making him look more pretty. I removed my finger and held his hand. He blushed furiously.

Sumedh:😳

His cheeks are wet, eyes are puffy, and those plum lips. I can take him whole right now.

✨तेरी यादों में रहूँ, तेरे ख़्वाबों में जगूँ
मुझे ढूँढे जब कोई, तेरी आँखों में मिलूँ✨

Krish: Ahem! Ahem!

He cleared his throat bringing me back to reality.

Krish: Doctor aa gayi hai.

I looked at my baby, he was standing. I want him near me. I pulled him to me holding his wrist. He fell on the couch losing balance. I pulled him near me. I can feel he was tensing in his seat.

Mallika: Yahi par raho.. mere paas.

I whispered. He nodded while biting his lip. I wanna eat that plum pair of lips. His lips are red in colour, I mean more red than normal and I love it.

✨जो भी साँसें मैं भरूँ उन्हें तेरे संग भरूँ
चाहे जो हो रास्ता उसे तेरे संग चलूँ✨

The doctor was treating my wound. I pulled him near me, our shoulders touching. He was sitting straight with his hands on his lap with his fingers fisted. He is nervous.

The doctor gave me necessary instructions and information.

Krish went with doctor to leave her till door. I have got a big bandage on my left arm. Now it will be difficult hugging him.

Mallika: Room mai chalte hai.

I said softly to him. He was still nervous, tapping his foot softly. He nodded in response. We stood up. He was with my side the next second.

I smiled at his gentlemen behavior. He cares for me. We went in room, I sat on the couch. I was quietly waiting for him to start talking. After a long amount of hesitation he finally spoke.

Sumedh: Tumhe chot kaise lag gayi? Dhyan kaha tha tumhara?

He scolded me. I like being scolded by him.

Mallika: I am sorry.😊

I said with a smile.

Sumedh: Agar tumhe kuch ho jata to?

Mallika: Tumhe meri fikar ho rahi hai?

I smirked. He tensed in his seat.

Sumedh: Mai dar gaya.. tha.🥺

His voice broke at end. His eyes were filled with tears. I gasped out a breath.

Mallika: Cadbury!

I pulled him in my arms. He hugged me back, snuggling into me.

Sumedh: Angel.

I became shocked. He called me Angel? I am feeling very happy that I wanna jump.

Mallika: Mujhe firse Angel kaho.

I said desperately.

Sumedh: Angel!😭

He sobbed. I rubbed his back softly. My heart is paining hearing his cries.

Mallika: Mujhe maaf kar do please.

He looked up at me.

Sumedh: Tumne mujhe hurt kiya..😢

I wiped the tear which left from his eyes with my thumb.

Mallika: Mai gusse mai thi.. I am sorry baby.

This feeling is something I never felt before. He can make me do anything with that eyes of his.

He looked in my eyes. I don't know what he saw but the next second he agreed to forgive me.

Sumedh: Mujhe tumhe gussa mai dekh kar dar lag lagta hai. Dubara aisa mat karna.

He rested his head on my shoulder. He is such a baby. My baby.

He is being comfortable with me again. He rose his hand and put it on my waist. I feel goosebumps.

Mallika: Tumne mujhe maaf kar diya?

He nodded. Finally, I feel peace. We sat in a comfortable silence. I feel so giddy giddy.

Suddenly I heard some sobs. I looked down at him, he was crying. He is trying to hide his tears. I rubbed his back and head softly.

Mallika: Bas karo baby please, I am sorry.

My eyes filled with tears at the sight.

Sumedh: Tumhe pata hai mujhe kitna bura lag raha tha.. mai bandha hua tha.. saans nahi le pa raha tha... mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mai mar jau-

I put my palm on his mouth. I shook my head.

He can't die. He can't leave me. He is mine. No one can separate us. Not even death. I will die before him.

I hugged him hiding him in myself.

I can't let him go. I can't lose him.

✨दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझ को मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन✨

Mallika: Tum mujhe chodh kar nahi jaa sakte.

I am scared to lose him. Yes. I am scared. Dark Angel is scared only for her baby.

Sumedh: Mai bhi tumhe chodh kar nahi jana chahta.

I feel like heaven. He wants to stay with me.. forever? But there is a huge risk. I am the risk. My sadist side.

Mallika: You chose pain?

Sumedh: No, I chose you for myself.

Mallika: You will get lots of pain with me.

I warned him.

Sumedh: Mujhe tum par vishvaas hai.. tum mujhe kuch nahi hone dogi.

He is very innocent. I can't help but hide him in me. I pulled him towards me.

After few minutes.

Sumedh: Mujhe kuch kehna hai.

Mallika: Hmm.

I caressed his hairs while looking in his adorable eyes.

Sumedh: Tum raat mai kaha hoti ho?

Mallika: Study room mai.

I lied.

Sumedh: Mujhe raat ko aisa lagta hai jaise koi hai mere saath.. subah mai late uth raha hu aur sar mai bahut dard hota hai.

He said while looking here and there being scared. I am the reason.

I think his head is paining because of chloroforms. I am giving it to him from last few days.

Don't worry babyboy, I will not need to use that chemical on you from now as you have agreed.

Mallika: Daro mat baby.. aaj se mai tumhare saath hi soungi.

He nodded.

Mallika: Tumhe pata hai.. mujhe insomnia hai.. neend na aane ki dikkat.

He looked confused for a moment then nodded. He is so cute.

Mallika: Mai usually pills lekar soti thi par jab mai tumhare saath soyi to mujhe pills ko koi jarurat nahi padi aur mujhe bahut acchi neend aayi. Tum mai kuch to hai.

I pinched his cheek.

Sumedh: Tumhe neend nahi aati to tum meri godh mai lait sakti ho.

He offered his lap to me. I am selfish. I agreed in a second. It is so easy to manipulate him.

Mallika: Okay.

I laid my head in his lap. He became stiff but, slowly caressed my hairs. I smiled looking at his face.

I feel butterflies in my stomach. He is looking at me with so much admiration in his eyes.

This is my home. My peace. My salvation.

Mallika's POV Over

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Sumedh's POV

I was so scared when I saw blood coming out from her arm. I felt like crying seeing her in pain. I was not able to control myself from tearing up. I hate it. I hate that I can't control my emotions.

I hugged her. She hugged me tighter. 

When she pulled me to sit beside her I felt so nervous. It's not like I am sitting with her for the first time but it's the closeness. I tensed in my seat.

I bit my lip to control the pain on my wrist I cut myself yesterday. All those memories haunted me. I was not even able to see in the balcony from that day.

I was scared, if something happened to her? If she lost too much blood? I can't see her in pain.

When she called me Cadbury again, all my worries vanished. But, then those haunting memories came in front of my eyes again.

When I looked in her eyes, I saw loneliness. The exact thing I craved for was she craving too.

I can't leave her alone when I realize she is all alone. I forgave her.

I was confused when she asked that I chose pain. I chose her, not pain, what does she mean by that?

I got to know she has insomnia. It's a serious problem.

I offered her to sleep in my lap and she immediately accepted. I was stiff. Her head on my lap. I looked at her. She looked adorable. My hands automatically went in her soft hair.

I smiled. Maybe, I can trust her again.

Someone knocked on the door. I looked at her, she sat up while adjusting her hairs. I sneakily glanced at her and blushed.

Krish bhaiya came in. He smiled at me. I smiled back.

Krish: Tumse kaam hai.

He said seriously while looking at her. She nodded and stood up.

She cupped my face and pecked me on my forehead. I closed my eyes feeling heat on my cheeks.

Mallika: Mai abhi aaati hu.

I nodded. They both went.

I did right trusting her.. or not?

Sumedh's POV Over

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Mallika's POV

I went to my study room with Krish, Radhika was already there.

Radhika: What do you think you are doing Mikku?

Mallika: What am I doing?

I asked back sarcastically.

Krish: Pehle tum usse hurt kar rahi ho fir mana rahi ho fir hurt kar rahi ho fir mana rahi ho. Chal kya raha hai?

He glared me.

Mallika: Galati ki hai to maafi to maangugi hi na.

I said frustrated.

Radhika: From when did Ms. Mallika Singh started apologizing?

I glared her.

Krish: Aisa bhi kya hai uss ladke mai? Aaj se pehle to tum kisi bhi ladke ke liye kisi se bhi bhi maafi nahi maangi.

He scoffed.

Mallika: Bas vo mujhe accha lagta hai.

I said while playing with my fingers. Why am I feeling nervous? They looked at me like I am an alien.

Mallika: Aur ha vo koi bhi ladka nahi hai. Vo mera Cadbury hai.

I glared him. Radhika came near me.

Radhika: You are playing with his feelings. He will get hurt in the end.

Krish: People who start crying while expressing their feelings are the most innocent creatures on the earth. Never hurt him again.

He said truth. My baby's innocence attracted me.

Radhika: You are brainwashing him.

I clutched my hairs. I feel a throbbing pain in my head hearing their words.

Krish: Jane do usse.

Mallika: Nahi!

I yelled.

Mallika: Vo kahi nahi jayega. Vo mere paas hi rahega. Vo sirf mera hai. Usse mujhse koi bhi door nahi kar sakta aur agar tum dono ne koshish ki to mere haath se maroge. Mai lihaaz nahi karungi.

I warned them and stormed out of the room. My baby. I need to see him.

I went to the room. I saw he was arguing with Kishor. I ignored Kishor and hugged my babyboy, inhaling his scent. I feel peace.

I felt he was stiff but slowly he got relaxed. We stayed like that for sometime more before I broke the hug after comforting my heart.

Sumedh: Tum theek ho?

He asked with concern in eyes. I smiled at him.

Mallika: Hmm.

I looked at Kishor who was maintaining a respectful distance with his head down.

Mallika: Cadbury, baat kya hai?

Sumedh: Vo maine apna khana adhura chodh diya tha to Kaka keh rahe the ki mai kha lu par mera mann nahi hai.

He was looking down all the while.

Mallika: Khana kyu nahi kha rahe? Vaise hi itne patle ho? Tumhe to jyada khane ki jarrurat hai. Kishor 3 phulke aur sabzi jyada lekar aana.

He nodded and went.

Sumedh: Par mujhe nahi khana.

Mallika: Shh.

I kept finger on my lips with a fake angry expression to make him quiet.

He put his finger on his lip and nodded with fearful expression. I held his hand and sat with him on the couch.

Kishor came and served us and went.

I broke a morsel and took it towards his mouth. He didn't open his mouth so I pinched his waist.

Sumedh: Ahh-

I put the morsel in seeing the chance.

Mallika: Khao.

He chewed while making faces. Then he also feed me with his hands.

I feel so grateful.

I wish maybe we can stay like his happily ever after.

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Boring, right? It will become interesting soon.

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