Is it sad that no matter how hard I try
No matter how badly I want to see my own blood
I can't cut?
I've tried so many times to cut
To see my blood pour out onto a table
But it never comes
The most damage I've ever done was a paper cut compared to the people I see cut
So what is wrong with me?
Why can't I do this one, simple task?
I don't understand what's so hard about cutting
How do you do it?
How are you able to get enough courage to cut yourself and do it multiple times?
What's wrong with me to see that I can't do it?

To the people out there who can cut like its nothing:
What's your secret? What's you trick? How do you do it?

((Media: red pen))