Okay
So
Today I had an extreme mood swing
In under five minutes
And in that mood swing,
I became extremely depressed
Now I have ADHD and it's extremely hard to not have these mood swings
Except I had one
And I cried

A lot.

So I told my friend how negative I thought of myself and she replied with positive-ish things.
Except I stayed negative
And then she said she wouldn't talk to me.
For
The
Whole
Weekend

So now I'm in tears (again)
Because by BFF/crush won't talk to me this weekend
And I planned on cosplaying with her
And I'm just trying to sleep it off
But
Nothing's
Working
I've tried cutting (with a pen)
I've tried going outside (too late in the night)
I've tried calling her mad saying sorry (won't pick up)
I've tried spamming her (won't answer)
So now I'm left with no options and slowly lost yet again another best friend
And it's breaking me
I don't know what to do other then cry
Please help me.
((That's her in the media. No names will be revealed))