Ok. I need to tell you guys something...

Its been 2 years, 1 day, and 2 1/2 hours since my best friend Melinda died.

She got hit by a 18 wheeler truck while trying to get her sister's favorite Ice Age ball.
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She was only 9 years old... I was maybe 11 or 12 at the time...

Melinda always told me...

"Angels cry when a pure, loved, special, beautiful person dies. Angels cry when anyone dies."

Not a day passes when I think that I should have went for that ball, I can't stop thinking about the red blood on my hands when I was trying to stop the bleeding.

Melinda has a white lily in her hair, because of two reasons...

1) It was her favorite flower

2) The white lily symbolizes death

I have a zinna flower in my hair since... it stands for depression... and I have serious depression..

I hope you guys know that this takes guts to say to the billions of people who might read this.

If you are reading this and agree with what Melinda used to say...

Then...

Thank you.

That is all I can really say...