I hate... [excuse all the cursing I did.. Sorry about that.]

People who park on where the disabled should.
Like- they piss me off so much.
FUCKING HELL ARE THEY BLIND?? IT'S RIIIIIIGHT THERE. The sign. IT'S RIGHT THERE, IDIOTS.

People who do not support the LGBT+ or hate the peeps.
Love is love, bitches. And if you can't fuuucking understand that then fuck off and leave us be.

People who throw trash on the streets.
You'll regret that once our planet becomes full of pollution.
SERIOUSLY. CAN'T YOU BE PATIENT UNTIL YOU GET HOME??
DUDE.

When people care about me.
It makes me feel bad.. Because no one should care. I don't know.. it probably even makes my depression worse..

Myself.
I just.. hate myself so much.. I really, really hate myself.
I deserve to just die.

Uh..... People themselves.
I mean.. people are mean to the earth.. They throw trash on it. The seas have trash. Factories pollute.
And they kill.. they kidnap.. they murder.. they... uh... r-r-.. The R word..
And some are greedy.. they wouldn't give any money to the poor. I mean, if I had tons of money I would've given half of it to charity...
Not all people though. There are some that need help. There are some that need saving, even when they think they don't deserve it.
The bullied. The abused. The depressed. The people who help others even when they can't help their self.

Uh...
Things I'd love to do but can't.

Bring those little kittens home.
My mom doesn't want to let me keep every stray kitted I see ;-;

Give money to those who pass by our car.
If only I brought my wallet.

Buy online.
Oh wait, I already did that shiii-
I am ded to my parents.
I used my mom's credit card haha-

I'd love to meet all my friends I made here irl.
Sadly though, as the school's taught, and as the mother's said.
You can't meet people you met online in real life.

Buy a rope from online.
I can't let my knowledge of how to tie a noose go to waste.

To make this world a better place.
One out of seven billion can't do it alone. I don't have the power to.

Help others.
I really want to help people. Especially to those who hate their self, to those who are depressed, to those who self harm, etc. etc.
I really hate myself for not being able to do that.

Express my emotions correctly.
I can't.. exactly show emotions that well. Sure I smile, and laugh, but in the end, I'll feel empty again.
Another example of this is.. I care too much that I can't seem to show it. I really want to give people gratitude but I can't put it to words. I want to help people but I fear I'll cause more pain to them.

Save them.
...
I.. can't.. help them...

Well that's it for me, bye.