When I arrived from school today, I was feeling really down.

For some reason, I was really distracted this morning...

What am I kidding... I'm always distracted these past few weeks.

I keep making myself a fool. A stupid naive fool.

I'll tell you the reason why someday... I just can't accept it... Not yet. But I'll get there. Soon hopefully.

Im starting to like Christian less and less... Because of two reasons...

Reason number one will be explained at the same day I'll tell you why I see myself as a fool.

Reason number two is... Well...

I'm starting to like someone else

OH HOLY FREAKING SH!T I FINALLY ADMITTED THAT I LIKE HIM *barfs rainbows and sadness and sh!t*

And ohhhh... That somehow reminded me...

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I messaged someone to bring candles for the advent wreath and guess what?!

THEY THOUGHT I SAID CANDY

I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I TYPED CANDLES and not CANDIES

Well... They do kinda spell alike if you read that quickly... And I have to admit I committed the same mistake a few days ago but still...

YOU USE Candles FOR ADVENT WREATHS

YOU DONT PUT CANDY IN IT

THATS FCKING COMMON SENSE

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This morning isn't that really bad...

Our teacher asked us to write an apology letter using sticky notes to those who we want to apologize to.

I was surprised when a lot of people in class gave me an apology letter. It was just a simple activity and I bet you they wouldn't have done it if our teacher didn't tell us to, but still...

They thought about me.

And that... Was good.

Daniel gave me an apology letter saying he was sorry because he didn't love me back

Which was a joke and he was forced by his peers to do it.

But hahahaha! It was funny I guess... I don't like him anymore and I don't care at all if he doesn't like me

I gave letters to people too. I would love to give one to everyone in class, but there weren't enough sticky notes...

I also gave one to Christian. Hehehe...

He was... Kinda amused and kinda surprised and kinda confused and weirded out?! Idk, I can't read his expression.

AND THEN IN THE AFTERNOON THE SH!T THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE SH!T HAPPENED SO LETS SKIP THAT

I arrived home, feeling gloomy. But three things cheered me up.

1: WE HAD SWEET AND SOUR FISH FOR DINNER (I love sweet and sour food)

2: We have good internet connection today, so I binge watched miraculous ladybug comic dubs. I love ML comic dubs! (Cause they have the best scenarios that I want to happen so badly)

3: I found this new cartoon animation thingy called 'Obituary'. It's just starting out. Only one episode is made so far, and I already love it.

It's about a girl named June who's parents died when she was young. A bunch of ghost took care of her as she grew up (there were not much explanations given about that yet...)

Here is the pilot (and only) episode (so far!)

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Ayyyyyy

SPOILER!!!! (Sort of)

A mean girl named Lisa-Rose kinda reminds me of Sunset Shimmer when she used to be a villain...
The way she acts and the way she speaks really reminds me of Sunset Shimmer!

Well that's all. I'm feeling a lot more better now. ^__^