Guys, I give up. I've tried to draw so many times! It's just gotten so hard... I look at other peoples art, saying, "That looks amazing! I wish I could draw like that!...."

Then I realize, I can't draw. I suck at it. I hate myself because I just want to be like other people. Be talented. All I'm talented to do is nothing.

People say my art is good. I say thank you. But then I realize, MY ART SUCKS.

I'm literally crying because I know I can't draw. I wish I could... I've practiced, but then I forget how to.

Like a long time ago, my friend taught me how to draw feet and hands. Well, for about a week, I did it properly, then... I forgot. I realize I'm such a bad artist. I'm a bad writer... I'm bad at everything. And I'm thinking about- about being a medic in the military? How am I supposed to do that? I'm scared of dying. I'm a wimp.

I can't do anything right. I'm sorry that I'm just ranting on about how bad I am, but to me, I'm just a loser. An attention whore....

I don't know what to do anymore! My head is pounding, and I can't stop crying. I just want to be like most artists, talented... But I'm not. I can't even draw a human body! It's pathetic!...

I can't draw hair, eyes, arms, legs, necks, bodies, legs, feet, even fucking heads. What's wrong with me? It seems like for talented artists, that it jut takes them a few hours, but for me? It takes forever! Because I have to have everything PERFECT.

My art style isn't unique. It's shit. It's horrible... I just want to be talented... Not a worthless piece of shit..

I might discontinue this book. I won't post art! I'll just mope and call myself pathetic. Or I'll just continue it and feel bad about my art. Ugh.. What do you think I should do? Discontinue or continue and consider my art bad?

I don't know what to do anymore... I just feel horrible.

I'm just gonna die now... Sorry for ranting..