Back then, love was all Harry ever wished for. He was one of those romantics who openly talked about their wish for eternal love all day long, seven days in a week.

On the contrary, his best friend, Louis, hated all this 'love' stuff. Harry didn't protest, because everyone deserved to be able to share their opinions and he respected that.

Therefore, Harry could just watch as Louis broke this girl's heart, and the other one, and that one, and so on. At least he didn't have sex with them.

There was this one smart girl, Eleanor, who wouldn't fall for Louis' trap. Louis really 'liked' her, but she knew better. Countless times had she declined him, until she couldn't hold it anymore and move schools--actually, countries--so Louis couldn't bother her anymore.

For a whole week, Louis spent his days ranting about how stupid Eleanor was, declining his offer for happiness. Two weeks after she moves, Harry fainted in the midst of P.E. and the next day, Louis told him that "girls are frustating" and "I like you, Harry."

Not only that, Louis told him that Harry might be his one and only. Surprised, Harry coldly told him that they shouldn't be friends anymore because he didn't want to fall into Louis' trap like those other girls.

Everyone in their school still remembered how obsessed Louis was over Eleanor. It wasn't any special feeling but obsession. Everyone knew that; Louis was obsessed in getting Eleanor because she didn't want him. Cliché, right?

The moment he declined to give Louis' wish, he knew he had become Louis' new obsession. He couldn't even tell him that he had been diagnosed with lung cancer because he knew that he would get all sappy, and Louis would tell him that everything was gonna be alright...

And Harry would obviously fall for his trap like those other girls.

Of course, Harry tried his best to get away from Louis. One of his solutions was to ditch Louis and befriend these cool guys; Liam Payne and Zayn Malik.

Then, a voice in his head told him that he couldn't get close to anyone because he'd hurt them when he finally died.

Harry also tried to get away from his family, but then they brought him to this place where he was diagnosed with depression.

He couldn't care less, though. He didn't take the pills he was told to take and kept on with ignoring his friends and classmates. That voice was his only company in the past few years.

And then, that year, his family finally decided to actually force him to drink his pills because of how bad his condition was. I mean, not only he had cancer, but he also had depression. How bad is that?

Louis continuously told him that he loved him... Since Harry wasn't that depressed anymore, he felt like he could think more positive and finally got close to him.

Everything was alright until...

Another voice came and reminded him that, "Louis doesn't love you. You're just another one of his obsessions. Once you're finally his, he's gonna leave you again."

Harry kept ignoring that voice, but...

Of course, it got the best of him.

Following the other voice's order, he broke up with Louis and stopped taking his pills again...

It wasn't bad the first day, but then...

Those two voices apparently brought more of their 'friends' and Harry grew extremely depressed the next day.

Voices were every where... Accompanied with the faces of people he loved most--his parents, sister, Zayn, Liam, and Louis...

The voices were telling him of how he was going to cause them sadness and everything was his fault...

And he...

...finally used that pocket-knife his father gave him...

...to kill someone...

...himself...

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-J. x