~WARNING EXTREMELY LONG CHAPTER! ENJOY!~

~May 30th (10 am)~

Sean quietly sat up from bed. He gagged at the taste in his mouth. He went into the bathroom and brushed his teeth 6 times. and used half a bottle of mouth wash. He went back into the bedroom and went into the twins room. They were already awake. Sean voice was tired and scratchy.

"Let's get breakfast." He picked both of them up and taking them downstairs. He sat them at the table and gagged again.

"Um, let's just have cereal today. Emily I'll slice you fruit okay?" Sean suggested. They nodded. Sean knew he'd hydro pump if he smelled eggs and bacon cooking. He chose not to throw up on the tile or in the sink so he swallowed most of it. He poured Sebastian cereal and cut up bananas and strawberries for Emily. He handed them their breakfast and looked at them.

"I'll be right back." They nodded. Sean hurried upstairs into the bedroom and in the bathroom. He expelled as much as his body would let him. She woke up and quietly walked into the bathroom. Her voice was calm and soft. She kneeled down next to him, rubbing his back.

"Sean? What happened?" She asked him. He coughed.

"I had that gross bile taste in the back of my throat. I took *cough* Emily and Sebastian downstairs for breakfast and was going to make eggs but I gagged at the thought so I just made cereal and fruit. You don't need to worry, it's probably just a stomach bug." She moved closer to him.

"Well Sean, I am worried. You filled the bowl 3 times in a single night. It's a big bowl. This isn't like you...You're scaring me.." She kissed his cheek, hugging his arm. Sean tried to hold back. He laid on the bathroom floor and looked at the ceiling. Emily and Sebastian came upstairs, looking for Sean. She heard their voices and went to see if they were okay.

"Here honey. *grabs the iPad* . Go play in your room and I'll come check on you in a little while. Okay?" They nodded going into their room. She heard Sean be sick again. She held back tears.

She knelt down next to him, placing her warm hand on his stomach, moving it around. Sean made her stop at a certain spot and kept her hand there. He laid down on the floor, swallowing what he could.

"Sean, what have you eaten in the last 48 hours?"

"Some light snacks and coffee. Besides all of the bile I had to swallow. Fucking vomit inducing taste in my mouth. I tried to brush my teeth this morning. I used half a bottle of mouth wash." He sat up and gagged hard at the taste in his mouth. She rubbed his back gently. She sighed.

"Sean?"

"Hm?"

"You need to be seen by a doctor."

*coughs* "No."

"Sean please?"

"Babe, I'm fin.." Sean threw up again.

"Sean. You have two options. Either you let me drive you to Urgent Care or I'll call 911 and have you escorted to the hospital. Sean you said it yourself this was just a stomach bug, then let's go get you some medicine to make it stop. Please let me take you.." Before Sean could object, a stream of liquid with a foul taste escaped his stomach and transported out of his esophagus. Sean nodded in agreement as he expelled more. She waited for Sean to finish before helping him to his feet. He walked to the bed and sat down. She got dressed and got the twins dressed. Sean sat up and put on a shirt and jeans. He put on his bracelets and sat back down. She came in the room and took Sean's keys.

"I'm driving." Sean nodded. Emily walked to Sean with tears in her eyes.

"Daddy?" She started to cry as Sean picked her up and hugged her.

"It's okay. Daddy's alright honey. No need to cry." She looked at Sean and sniffled. [R] She walked over to Sean and took his phone. She texted Mark.

R: Hey Mark it's [Y/N]. I need a favor.

M: Hey [Y/N], what is it?

R: Can you come over and watch the twins?

M: Of course.

R: Thank you so much.

M: May I ask why though?

R: Sean needs to see a doctor and Emily doesn't want him to leave.

M: Oh okay. Yeah I'll do it.

R: Thanks. We need you here as soon as you can get here.

M: I'll be over in 10 minutes.

R: Thanks Mark!

She looked at Sean and mouthed. "Mark's on his way." He nodded. Emily stopped crying and hugged him. Sean tried not to cry as she hugged him. She didn't want to let go. Sean ran his hand down her hair, shushing her gently.

"It's okay. Daddy's here." Emily smiled, nuzzling her face into his shirt. Sam started to bark at the door. She walked downstairs and opened the door and saw Mark.

"Hey." She hugged him and brought him upstairs. Sean looked at Mark and Mark looked at Sean. Mark could sense something wasn't right. Emily turned around and smiled. Mark smiled at her. Emily kissed Sean's cheek and walked over to Mark and hugged him. Mark hasn't been seen for a while. Sebastian hugged Mark as well.

"Game room's all yours." She told them. Sean struggled to stand up as Mark helped him up. Sean walked downstairs and to the car. She followed. Sean got in the car and stared at the floor. Trying to focus on things not moving. Sean really didn't want to go see a doctor. He never liked doctors. He also didn't want to worry [Y/N] so he'd rather see a doctor than see her worried. She pulled into Urgent Care and looked at him.

"You okay?" Sean stayed quiet for a second but answered honestly with a no.

"Do you feel like being sick again?" Sean shook his head.

"I feel like I'm gonna pass out."

"Stay here." She ran into the doctor's office and bought him a soda from the vending machine.

"Sean? I need you to drink this slowly." He nodded and drank his soda. After 10 minutes of seeing is Sean would reject the soda, he stood up and walked into the doctors office.

~10 minutes later~

Sean sat on the bed as the doctor came in. He looked at her and asked her what had happened.

"Um, I had woken up last night and I saw Sean in the bathroom. I heard him throw up so I ran into the bathroom. He'd thrown up a lot more. I have him a Tylenol and a muscle relaxer because his muscles were tensed up and wouldn't relax.. He went to bed and I stayed up. He'd filled the bowl 3 times. Before falling asleep. He woke up this morning and gagged a little brushing his teeth and make our children breakfast. He ran back upstairs and threw up more. We both agreed we'd come here. We drove here and he said he felt like passing out, I got him a soda and he was fine so we came in here." She explained.

"Well, it could be two things. He could have the stomach flu or he has a virus. We took his vitals and he doesn't have a fever and his heart beat was normal so he has a strong virus. It's not contagious but needs to be monitored. I'm going to give you amoxicillin and an antibiotic. Both need to be finished. I want a follow up appointment in a week. I'll have the medicine electronically sent to your pharmacy. Okay?" The both nodded, walking out of the office. Sean sat quietly in the car, tightly holding her hand. She pulled into the apartment and looked at Sean.

"Stay here." He nodded. She went into the house and looked at Mark. He walked to her.

"Can you keep the kids over at your house for 2-3 days. Sean's really sick and I don't want Emily to break down in tears when she sees him. He's really struggling. Please?" Mark nodded.

"Is there anything they can't eat?"

"Sebastian is allergic to bananas. and Emily hates, hates, hates mayonnaise and mustard. Other than that that's it. Just don't give them too much sugar." She smiled at Mark. He smiled. Emily and Sebastian went home with Mark and She got Sean into the house and upstairs. Sean started to cry as she helped him to the bed. She sat on the bed and wiped his tears. He took his shirt off and laid on his back. She smiled, draping her leg over his and placing her hand on his stomach. Sean looked at her. His voice got deep from how tired he was.

"Babe..?"

"Hm?"

"I love you." He pulled her closer to him, kissing her firmly. She smiled.

"Sean, I love you more." She rubbed his stomach gently. He soon after fell asleep. She quickly opened the bathroom door and turned on the light. She got water, placing one glass on the nightstand and the other on the bathroom countertop. She laid back down, debating whether or not to sleep. Sean pulled her closer to him, he looked at her, half awake.

"Go to sleep." His voice was deep and exhausted.

"But.."

"Please?" She cuddled him, placing her hand on her stomach and his on her stomach. Sean fell back asleep and she fell asleep. Sean slept peacefully and fell asleep without fear of dreams. She slept uneasy. She worried about Sean and the dream he had had last night. Could it be real? Could it be a "glimpse" at the future? She then remembered the promise she made him.

"We won't lose this baby. I won't let it happen..."

She worried more than Sean did. She worried about Sean if the dream were to come true. He was good at masking his emotions but at something this severe it would drive him insane. he'd go back to his habits, his addictions, he'd relive his mistakes. She didn't want to see him get to that point. She got up from bed quietly and sat at his desk. She googled tips on having a baby. Sean woke up slightly and sighed quietly. He sat up and looked at her. She stopped typing, noticing he was awake.

*deep and tired voice* "What are you doing?" He rubs his eyes.

"Nothing, just can't sleep" She lied. Sean raised his eyebrow.

"Babe? C'mere." He opened his arms. She walked to him, sitting on his lap.

"What's bothering you? and Don't lie to me." She looked down. Holding back tears.

"It's the dream isn't it?" She nodded, crying.

He held her closer to his bare chest, feeling her tears run down his chest. He rocked her.

"Hey. Listen. We together are a team. We can fight for each other. This baby is our main objective to keep safe. We can do this. All you need to do is eat right and keep the baby safe. I'll buy everything you need, just say it." She nodded, hugging him tightly.

"Hey listen. *lifts her chin up* I'm here for you." She kisses him deeply. He kisses her back. She pulls him down on the bed. She cuddled up to him, nuzzling her face into his warm chest. She fell back asleep quite fast. Sean smiled, as the sickening feeling in his stomach get weaker.Sean did as he alway would do when he would fall asleep with [Y/N], he'd place his hand on her stomach, in the middle of her stomach was the place she said felt the best. Sean's hands, arms and chest have always been very comforting to her and being in them would always make her feel safe. She smiled in her sleep as she felt Sean's hand on her back, pulling her closer to him. They had been together for 8 years and Sean was genuinely happy with his life and his family.

The way [Y/N] and Sean met wasn't a normal case. Some would say it was love at first sight.

She always told him.

"You are My Angel In Disguise. An angel in human form. Someone no one can replace..."

She meant that. and the rings on her fingers showed it.

~Worry?~

A/N: Start asking me questions. Doesn't matter what it is or how personal it gets I'm going to keep them all and put them all in a FAQ at the end of this book. Remember it's okay to ask personal questions. Questions about anything are appreciated. Thanks! A/N~