Chapter Eighteen
*Cameron*
I don't know how I made it through the day. But by the end of it I was ready to go hit the club and find someone to fuck. I was on the brink of my Heat hitting me. I felt it coming. And it confirmed it when London tenses and tells me with a worried tone,
"Cam. I don't think you're feeling too good. Maybe its best you head on home now."
London was an Alpha, a fact I keep forgetting about since I have known her before she manifested into one. It wasn't just the males I had to worry about. Why didn't I think of that sooner? I nod my head and get ready to head out. If I can find someone for the night my heat will be over sooner rather than later.
But after saying my goodbyes to the others, ignoring Sia altogether I head out for my car only to get stopped by him.
"Cameron! Wait up a second."
I didn't have time to deal with whatever it was he wanted to talk about. It was only midday, but I was sure I could find a hookup that would satisfy this itch that was growing. What am I kidding? I'm never satisfied with anyone. It was one of my problems with my past relationships. Sex felt more a chore than getting off for pleasure. But it still helped during my cycle at least.
"What do you want Steffon." I sigh in annoyance wanting to desperately get away.
He walks up and takes a hold of my car door I manage to open before he called out my name. His brows furrow as he looks at me. I swallow hard when I see the concern in his gaze. Why did he have to look at me like that as if he actually cared?
"Where are you going?" His voice sounded a bit off.
Quirking an eyebrow I couldn't help snapping, "To find someone whose willing to do what you won't."
Okay, I didn't mean to say that. Especially when his eyes widened and his hand slips from the door. Rolling my eyes I quickly slip into the seat ready to slam that door shut and get the hell out of here before I say something even stupider. But he catches it before I could do just that.
"Y-You're serious? You're going out in that state?"
I stare at him like he was dumb. Was he kidding me? He knows I couldn't just stay at home withering in the most uncomfortable situation all alone right? He wasn't an Omega. He doesn't understand the feeling of such desperate need that you would do anything to find anyone to sleep with you. And that was not okay with me. I didn't want to be stuck in a predicament finding myself with a complete stranger that I didn't choose while still being levelheaded and not using protection.
Granted I can't conceive but that doesn't stop me from getting sexual diseases. I was about to say this when he suddenly lets go and runs to the other side of my car. I just stare at him feeling dumbfounded as he opens the passenger side and slips right in as if his ass was lit on fire.
He starts buckling when I finally found my voice again. "What do you think you're doing?" I grouch.
"Going with you. I can't just let you go on your own to find someone again. You'll need me there in case something happens. I'm not going to let what happened last time happen this time too."
I stare him down with irritation at the max, but he doesn't back down. In fact his stare was just as intense, and I knew there was no way of forcing him to get out. He was serious about this. And to be honest I was a little relieved and a bit overjoyed knowing he was coming along.
I hated that me feeling happy was a part of that, but I couldn't help it. I don't know if it was because I was afraid to go back out there alone or for the fact that I just wanted him near me, maybe even make him a little jealous of what he'll be missing out on. Maybe a little of both. It still stung and hurt that he rejected me, and I couldn't help wanting him to feel just a little regret that he did.
Rolling my eyes, I look away from him and shut my door while starting the car. "Fine, but only if things start to go bad. If I find someone that I like and is willing you'll leave me alone. Got it."
"Only if that person has good intentions towards you. If I don't think they're a threat then I leave the two of you be." He responds back giving me a cheeky grin.
I sigh dramatically as I start backing out of the parking lot.
***
I was beginning to regret my decision in bringing him along. I clench my beer bottle as I sat at the bar counter, grinding my teeth in annoyance. We've been here for over an hour, and I have yet to have a single person come up to me. Not for the lack of trying on their part though.
Sia Steffon was going to be the death of my sex life if he didn't start backing off soon. With every person coming up to me, man or woman he always found a reason they weren't good enough. It wasn't like I was trying to find my forever person damn it. I just wanted to find someone to sleep with for the night. Why was he making this so difficult?
Another reason I haven't found someone was the fact that he wouldn't leave my side. Even when I had suggested he go hang out at his own table he replied with a big fat no and dropped the entire subject altogether. What was he trying to accomplish here?
If he wasn't going to be my wingman than he could just leave damn it. I got so fed up with his attitude that I turned my back on him and ignored him trying to talk to me. Guess he took the hint because I haven't heard another word from him in the last fifteen minutes. I knew he hadn't left my side because I could still feel his body heat, could still feel his pheromones seeping out a little.
When I start thinking this night was a dud and was about to tell him I was ready to head out I spot a man coming my way looking straight at me. He was wearing causal clothes with a nice pullover sweater and blue jeans. He didn't seem the type looking for hookups, but I have noticed him earlier before. He was with a few friends and my guess they came out for a few drinks. Maybe they just got off work and needed to let off some steam or something.
I wasn't blind that he checked me out a few times throughout the time I've been here. Maybe now that I wasn't talking to Sia he finally had the courage to come over and talk to me. I sit up straighter as he gets closer. He gives me a small smile, suddenly seeming to be shy.
"Hi." He states with a warm voice.
"Hello." I give him a smile back hoping this one was a done deal because I was starting to get desperate here.
"Sorry to intrude but you looked like you needed some rescuing." He nods his head towards Sia, who I was sure was listening to everything he was saying.
The guy had guts that's for sure. He didn't seem the type that could win against Sia in physical combat and the fact he was chancing it made me feel good about this one. I grin at him.
"What's your name?" I ask getting off the subject of my nemesis behind me where I could feel his pheromones getting stronger.
My body shakes from the caress it was doing to me and that wasn't fair. I quickly swing my gaze to him letting him know with my eyes that it wasn't warranted or appreciated at the moment. He just quirks one of those sexy brows at me that just made me clench my teeth even harder.
"I'm Joey." He reaches out a hand for me to shake.
Taking a hold of his I instantly notice two things. One, he had the softest hands I've ever felt making me think he's never had a laboring job in his life and two there was no spark, no intensity, no electric pull of any sort.
My smile almost slipped. Because while I would love to keep this conversation going between us he wasn't what I needed tonight. God damn it. Why couldn't the universe allow Betas to satisfy a desperate Omega when they need them too?
"So, is he like your bodyguard or something?" He asks sitting down next to me on one of the stools.
My interest windles a little and I hated the fact that I could feel Sia smirking behind me. He must have figured it out when he released his pheromones, and the guy had no reaction to them.
"Something like that." I shrug.
He looks over to Sia again, who had the audacity to raise his soda, because he wasn't going to drink and drive, with that smirk still in place.
"So, what brings you here when it isn't even five in the evening?" He asks looking back at me not caring that Sia was being an ass.
I sigh. "That time of the month for me I'm afraid and don't have a willing Alpha to help me with it."
I feel Sia stiffening behind me. I don't normally brandish my vulnerability to strangers but unfortunately with this I needed too. I could see the guy was interested in me, but he would never be able to satisfy the cravings. And I needed that. I watch the light of understanding hit his eyes. A sad smile graces his lips.
"Ah. My apologies, I guess I'm a bit in the way of that right now. Makes sense though." He frowns making me frown.
"The bodyguard thing, I mean. With the news of that rapist going around, Omegas need to be more careful. Stay safe alright." He clinks my bottle, nods his head and gets up. "It was nice to meet you..."
I realize I never gave him my name. "Cameron." I quickly state.
His smile grows bigger. "Nice to meet you Cameron."
"You too." I nearly whisper as I watch him walk away.
I deflate as he goes back to his friends. Why couldn't there be an Alpha like him? Why did he have to be a Beta for? All the sudden I didn't feel like being here anymore. Taking my wallet out I start to pull some bills to pay for my drinks when Sia clasps my hands.
"I already paid." He says in a tone that was gentle.
Looking over to him he wasn't smirking anymore. In fact he looked like he was pitying me. Getting instantly angry I snatch my hands from his and start to walk out. Since when did he have the right to pity me? He rejected me, turned me down and now he was pitying me?
What a fucking asshole.
I don't make it to the door when he suddenly snatches my arm and pulls me back. I go to shove him off when he snaps,
"Is me paying for you an issue as well? I was trying to be nice."
I scoff. "Nice? I came here for a reason, Sia. And all you've done was push everyone away finding stupid reasons why they aren't good enough. News flash buddy, I don't care if they are or aren't good enough. I just want someone to fuck so I can go back to my daily life and not think about this shit again for another month. I'm not here to find my fucking soulmate."
I try to snatch my arm away, but he holds firm. "Let me go." I seethe.
But he doesn't. He just stares at me as if contemplating something in his mind, like he was at war with whatever he was thinking.
"Don't blame me for giving you what you want when we're done." He whispers harshly making me completely confused.
"What-" I start but he begins pulling me after him, maneuvering us though bodies on the dance floor straight to a hallway in the back. The walls were painted black making it dark. He slams the bathroom door open, checks to see if anyone was in here before letting me go.
"What the hell are you doing?" I ask wondering what has gotten into him so suddenly.
He doesn't answer as checks all the stalls right before he pushes me into the last one against the wall at the very end.
"Sia-." I begin to panic, not sure what he planned to do.
He doesn't allow me to finish my sentence as he twists me to face the wall, pushing up against me with his body flushed against mine. I gasp hating that I wasn't going into fight mode but rather getting turned the fuck on instead.
"Remember, Cam, don't blame me for giving you what you want." He whispers softly in my ear creating shivers to race down my spine.
"W-What are y-you-" My concentration was lagging as I was breathing with slight difficulty.
His hands roam on my hips sliding to the front of my jeans. I couldn't help pushing back against him as the pleasure just from that simple touch ripples through me. I don't quite register the sound of my zipper being pulled opened and gasp when he roughly pulls down my pants and underwear in one fluid motion.
I don't have time to think of anything or say anything as his body heat leaves my back and he kneels right at my exposed ass cheeks. I moan out loud when his big, calloused hands takes a hold of each cheek and squeezes gently.
"Holy shit you're prefect." I hear him whisper in awe right before he spreads them wide and dives right in with his hot wet tongue.
And all I could do was lean heavily against the bathroom wall, moan in the absolute pleasure I've never received before from my taint and allow him to have his way with me.
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