Chapter 8 - This is not right. This is not what I want..

(Jang Jae In ft Nashow - Hallucination) [Kill Me Heal Me OST])

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Hana's (YOU) point of view.

I just stared at my breakfast food.

"Hmm..", I sighed.

My both parents looked at me with a weird expressions.

"Hana, are you okay, honey?", Mom asked me and made me flinched a bit.

I look up and stare at my both parents faces.

I smiled gently and said, "Your daughter is okay, Mom. So,, lets eat!".

I quickly grabbed my spoon and fork and start digging.

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"Hana, after you done washing the dishes, can you please throw away the rubbish beside the sink?", Mom asked me while I'm doind the dishes.

"Alright, Mom.", I replied and wiped my wet hands after done with the dishes.

I carried the rubbish to the outside of my house. I wore my shoes and opened up the gate.

I threw the rubbish into a largedustbin. I turned around and ..

"Gahhhhh!!", I shouted when I saw a misterious man standing behind me.

"Hey hey, its me!", Sungjong touched my shoulder and I quickly opened my eyes.

"S-Sungjong?", I asked again when I cant clearly saw his face bcuz of his cap.

Sungjong take off his cap and I sigh, relief.

"Yahh! Are you crazy? You almost make me get a heart attack!", I smacked him on his shoulder and he moaned, hurt.

"Yahh Hana! Its hurt! I'm sorry kay! I-Its just.. I'm just jogging around here and then I saw you so I wanna say Hi to you but then, you suddenly turned around and shouted.", Sungjong pouted and look sad.

I felt guilty. I looked at him and he's wearing a track shirt with a track trouser.

"Eyy, I'm sorry kay? Dont make that face tho..Hehe", I tried to comfort him. I smiled at him.

"Hmm, then.. put a medicine on me, quickly! It will become a bruise!", Sungjong said while show off his shoulder, where I smacked earlier.

I rolled my eyes and smacked his shoulder again. Then, I quickly walked away.

"Aww! Hey, where are you going? Yaa! Yoo Hana!", Sungjong quickly ran after me.

I laughed and walk faster BUT then I suddenly bumped into someone.

"Ughh.. I-I'm sorry..", I looked at the person I bumped into.

My expression one hundred percent changed.

"W-Woohyun?", I looked at Woohyun with a shocked eyes. He didnt say anything and just stand infront of me and looked at me.

Both of us just stand infront of my house awkwardly.

For some reason, he looks so handsome today. Is he gonna go somewhere?

"Hey! Hana..--", Sungjong stopped beside me when he saw Woohyun.

Woohyun looks shocked when he saw Sungjong came for me.

"W-What are you doing here?", Woohyun asked with a cold voice.

Hm? Why did he sounds like.. angry?

"Well..I bumped into her near the rubbish site. And..what about you, what are you doing here?", Sungjong asked Woohyun with the same question

I just stood between them and say nothing.

Woohyun suddenly looked at me and said, "Are you free today?".

"Huh?", I quickly looked at Woohyun when he suddenly talking to me.

"I said, are you free today?", Woohyun asked the same question again and he looks quiet pissed off.

What the hell is wrong with him today? Is he in a bad mood today or whut?

"Why are you asking?", I asked him back. He glared at me.

"Just say, a 'Yes' or 'No'.", suddenly Woohyun get annoyed at me.

Why is he acting like this??

"Hey hey, relax Woohyun. What the hell is wrong with you, seriously.", Sungjong patted Woohyun's shoulder but suddenly Woohyun smacked it.

Both of us were shocked. Woohyun looks kinda shocked too.

Woohyun quickly turned around and wanna walked away.

Eh.. he just gonna walk away like that??

"W-Woohyun ah!", my lips suddenly called out for him. Ah...

Woohyun looked back and stared at me. Sungjong also looks at me.

"Err..Yes. I'm free.", I said as a replied to his question.

Woohyun suddenly smiles and said, "I will pick you up at 10.00a.m.".

"P-Pick me up? But..why?", I asked. I suddenly got a butterfly in my stomach. I dont know why, but I'm expecting something right now..

"Its a date!", Woohyun shouted then waved at me and dissappeared.

W-What.. a.. d-date ??

"H-Hey, Hana! Are you listening?", Sungjong waved his palm infront of my face.

"Huh? Hah?", I'm back into reality.

"Well, dont you wanna go into your house? I will go first, bye!", Sungjong suddenly rushing and leave me all alone, standing still infront of my gate cuz still cant get rid of my shocking feeling..

"S-So.. he asked me out.., didnt he? He did, right?? W-Wahh..", I amazed.

I walked in and close my house's gate. I climb the stairs and think about what I should wear for the date.

"Hee, I cant wait! For the first time, Woohyun ask me out after the accident. I'm sooooo happy!", I jumped on my bed when I arrived at my room.

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I waited infront of an amusement park, near the entry. I'm waiting for Woohyun with a fluttered heart.

Woohyun messaged me and said that the date will be held at an amusement park.

I stared at my watch that I wear on my wrist. Its already 12'o clock in the afternoon.

He's late.. Hmm..

I took a seat on one of a bench near the big gate and my eyes are wild searching for Woohyun.

Suddenly! I saw Woohyun was waving at me with a really bright smile on his face. Awh.. I cant believe it, that smile is actually for me..

I smile back to him and waved back.

I quickly stand up and wanna walk to him.

"Hey, Woohyun-ah--", before I could finish my words, I suddenly saw there is someone also walking beside Woohyun.

Hm? Who's that..?

But then, my legs stop walking and glued on the ground. My smile slowly fade away when I suddenly saw.. there is Jung Sora beside Woohyun. Ther are walking hand by hand.

W-What....

"Hey, Unnie!", Sora approached me when both of them arrived and stand infront of me.

My body frozed. My mouth shut. I just dont know what kind of expression am I wearing right now.

"Hey, Hana. Sorry if I'm late.", Woohyun said while smiling and let Sora's hand in his arm.

W-What is this... W-Woohyun-ah... W-What is this... What is she doing here..

"Unnie? Are you okay? You must be very shocked, I guess. See, oppa! I told you to tell her first! You see what have you done to her! She looks so shock.", Sora said while holding my arm and glared at Woohyun. Woohyun just scratching his head and smile awkwardly.

"W-What do you mean?", My voice finally came out and bravely asked. I looked at both of them and trying to control my expression.

Calm down, Hana..

"Err, well.. you know, actually, we were planning on doing a date. Just for both of us, me and Sora. But then, Sora wants me to invite you too. So.. yeah, that is the reason why I'm inviting you today.", Woohyun said while smiling innocently.

My heart break into pieces when I heard the truth reason behind all this date stuff.

I bend my knees. I take a very deep breath. As much as I can.

Smile, Hana. Smile.. You cant show that you didnt like it.. This is all for.. Woohyun's happiness.. Yeah, for Woohyun..

I quickly stand up and look at both of them.

"Hmm.. So! I guess I'm gonna be the third wheel, heh?", I laughed. Obviously, its fake.

Woohyun and Sora laughed when they heard my words.

"Dont worry, Hana. I'm not gonna let you be alone. Not at all.", Woohyun whispered to me and giggled while patting my head.

I just smiled.

"Oppa, palli! I'm soo excited!", Sora suddenly grabbed Woohyun's arm and pull him to the big open gate.

Woohyun turn back and looked at me but I just can waved at him and make a nevermind-its-okay expression.

He waved back and put his palms together and rubbing together and make a im-really-sorry-i-gotta-go expression.

Then, he and Sora walking into the amusement park together and left me alone behind..

"I thought.. you said that you wont left me behind..", I said while smiling sadly and my eyes starting to tears up.

No, Hana.. Dont waste your tears on small matter..

I quickly wiped my tears and collect back all my courage and follow them walking into the amusement park.

But then! Someone suddenly grabbed my shoulder. I flinched a bit.

"Hey! Where are you going?", Sungjong stand beside me with a smile.

"Yah! Pabbo Flower Boy! I told you dont make me startled!", I want to smack him but he avoids my hand.

"Hehe, you cant hit me again. Come on, lest go! We are gonna left behind if we late!", Sungjong shouted when he already walk a little bit far from me.

"Yah! wait! What are you doing here, by the way?!", I shouted back to him while chased him, Woohyun and Sora who already far ahead.

"Isnt it obvious? Being your partner for the date, of course.", Sungjong replied with an innocent face and walk again.

Hah..?

I grabbed Sungjong arm. He's facing me and make a 'what' expression.

"B-But.. How did you..--", I cant finish my words when I suddenly saw Woohyun and Sora are walking towards both of us.

"Eh? Sungjong oppa? What are you doing here?", Sora asked Sungjong with a confused expression.

I just stay silent when I saw Woohyun's expression changed.

He's getting angry again.. Whats wrong with him? Did they fight..?

"Oh, Hey Sora! Its just a coincidence. Well, since you got Woohyun as a partner, just let me be the partner for Hana. Is it okay?", Sungjong asked Sora and suddenly put his hand around my shoulders.

Eh?

I glared at him. But he just winked at me and smile.

Ugh.. whatever..

"No. You cant.", Woohyun suddenly spoke up and made all of us shocked by his answer.

I looked at his serious face.

"But.. why oppa?", Sora asked and tight her grabs around Woohyun's arm.

"No. Just.. No.", Woohyun said coldly. He looked at me and our eyes met.

W-Why do you say that, Woohyun-ah.. Dont make me expecting something again if the result will hurts me again..

"Why not? Since you got Sora as your partner, why cant Hana also get a partner? You just want to left her behind, alone? Come on~ She will be lonely tho. I can accompany her if anything happen to her. Or.. do you want change our partner? You with Hana and I with Sora?", Sungjong provoked Woohyun and smirked.

What the hell is going on here..

Woohyun suddenly looks confused.

"N-No.. I-Its not like that..", said Woohyun with a trembling voice. He looks at Sora then looks at me and Sungjong.

Ughh.. I dont want to listen to your answer, Woohyun! Cuz.. I know.. your answer is going to hurts me..

"I-I'm going with Sungjong..", I said while hold Sungjong arm. My voice is tembling.

Sungjong, Sora and Woohyun looked at me when heard my decision.

Sungjong smiles, Sora looks confused while Woohyun just looked at me..deeply. I cant read what is he thinking right now..

"Okay! Desicion has made! So! Lets roll.", Sungjong grabs my shoulder and we walk ahead and walk past Woohyun and Sora.

"Okay! So! Its going to be a Double Date, right? Yeay!", Sora jumped excitedly.

I took a peek at Woohyun and he looked at me with a sad(?) eyes..?

B-But.. why..? He should be happy cuz he will be going with Sora..right?

I ignored him and walked away with Sungjong.

"Hey, Hana.", Sungjong called me.

"Hm?", I asked him when he's calling me.

"Are you okay?", Sungjong asked and make me looks at him with a confused expression.

"Why?", I asked back.

Do I look sick..?

"Nahh, just asking cuz I kniw you are sad because..", Sungjong stopped half way.

"Because what?", I asked him while staring at him.

"Because.. I know. That you thought, that its going to be just both of you, Woohyun and you in this date. But..hmm..", Sungjong looked infront and put his hand on my shoulder down.

H-He knows..?? This is so.. embarrassing..

"Yeah, you're right. I'm such a pabbo, dont you think? Hahaha.", I laughed hurtly.

Yeah, you are such a fool.. So stupid.. Woohyun will never ask you out.. Pabbo Hana..

Again. My eyes starting to tears up.

"Ughh..", I wiped my tears but it keeps flowing harder and harder.

In the end, I cried again, infront of Sungjong.

Sungjong just kindly hugs me and patted my back, slowly..

"You're not a fool, Hana. You're such a great and brave girl I ever know.", Sungjong said that while still patting my back.

I cry loudly when I heard what Sungjong said.

"Why must this happen to Woohyun?? Why must Woohyun got into the accident?? Why not me?? I should be the one who lost my memory! This is so hurting me inside..!", I cried in Sungjong arms and he just nodded and keep patting me to make me calm down.

"Hey, you have me, right? Your 'always be there for you' friend.", He said and released our hug and he chuckled.

I smile.

"There you go. You really should always smiling. Dont cry! How many times should I told you that when you crying, you ARE SO DAMN UGLY! Hahaha.", Sungjong said and laughed hardly.

What the..

"Yah!", I wanna smacked him but he quickly ran away and put out his tongue to me.

"Pfft..", I laughed. I shake my head and keep walking and let Sungjong ran away.

Then, I saw Sungjong wanna riding on Viking.

V-Viking..?? Seriously??

I sighed. Sungjong, Sungjong..

I looked at my watch again.

Hm, well.. when I thought its going to be just a date for Woohyun and me, BUT then! Its actually going to be a Double Date..

What am I expecting for in the first place.. He cant remember me as his girlfriend.. and now, we already broke up without any reason.. and he already get back together with his Ex.. ugh.. Seriously, what am I expecting for..

I looked at the sky.

"Woohyun-ah.. what are you guys doing right now..?"

Sigh..
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