Chapter 7 - You've changed and your changed have hurt me as well.

(song's title : Ailee - Singing Got Better)
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Hana's (You) point of view.

I cant get enough sleep because of what happened last night.

I hope.. its just a dream..

"Hana!", Mom shouted my name and called me to get my breakfast before I go to school.

"Coming!", I replied while climb down using stairs.

I quickly went to kitchen and greet my parents with a kiss on their cheek.

"Morning, pa.", I sat and quickly ate my breakfast.

Dad replied my greeting with a nod.

"So, will Woohyunie walk you to school as usual today?", Mom said and winked at me.

I gave her a fake laugh.

"Hahaha. Well..yeah.", I replied her with a smile.

Actually, Mom and Dad still dont know that Woohyun and me already broke up. They thought that our relationship are still good like the old days. I'm sorry.. Mom..Dad..

"Why not you invite Woohyun to our house this weekend?", Mom said while arranging some plates on table.

I flinched a bit when I heard Mom said that.

"Um.. well.. he quiet.. busy these days! Maybe he gotta works on some school projects. So, yeah.. maybe he couldnt come.", I quickly get up from my sit and get ready to school.

Mom and Dad nodded their head when heard my reason.

"Okay, I gotta go to school. Later~", I waved a goodbye to Mom and Dad.

They waved back while smiling beautifully.

"Have fun with Woohyunie, Hana! Hehe.", Mom shouted and teased me.

I just laughed at her. I opened my house door and expecting to see Woohyun infront of my house like usual.

"Woohyun, sorry for the late--", I cant continue my words when I saw there is NOBODY infront of my house.

Eh? Wheres Woohyun?

"Woohyun?", I called for him but theres no one.

I still looked around and searched for him. But there are still NO ONE.

"Hana! Woohyun! You should go to school now! You will be late, you know.", Mom shouted loudly from inside the house.

"Err, y-yeah Mom!", I replied her and quickly walked to school alone. Without Woohyun.

Err, maybe he got something more important to do.. y-yeah.. believe in him, Hana. Yeah.. I smiled again to put more confident in myself.

"Okay, lets go!", I walked alone today to school. It is a little bit awkward but.. I dont care. Its my first time walking to school alone. Even after the accident, Woohyun still agreed to walk me to school everyday. W-Well.. maybe Woohyun gotta something to do.

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I walked slowly passed the school's gate. THEN, someone patted me on my shoulder. I turned around and I saw..

"Hey! Eh? Wheres Woohyun? Didnt you both always come to school together?", Sungjong looks around me, searching for Woohyun.

"He's not with me today.", I put my hands in my winter jacket to avoid coldness.

"Eh?! Why?", Sungjong asked while stared at me.

"W-Well.. maybe he got somet--", Before I could finish my words, I saw Woohyun walking passed the school's gate and walk towards us.

"Ah! Woohyun! Where did you go?", Sungjong put his hand up and called for Woohyun. Woohyun saw us and approached us.

I just looked at him without any words came out from my mouth. Where did you go, Woohyun? You didnt forget to fetch me up, dont you?

"Hey. Sungjong! Hana!", Woohyun approached us more closer and gave a buddy-hug to Sungjong.

Then, he looks at me. Suddenly, his expression changed.

Hm?

"H-Hana..", He said my name.

I just looked at him with a questioned eyes.

"Err.. I'm sorry..", Woohyun suddenly apologized to me.

"E-Eh? Why??", Sungjong suddenly asked Woohyun and keep looking at both of us.

Now, I just stands and facing Woohyun while Sungjong stands beside us in the centre.

I just silent and stares at Woohyun. Sungjong looks at us with a curious expression.

"E-Err.. I'm sorry, I forgot that I need to pick you up today..", Woohyun said that while making a guilty expression.

I just stay silent and let he staring at me and talking.

How could you forgot about me.. You NEVER forget about me even once, Woohyun..

"Hey hey, I asked you, where did you go?", Sungjong break our awkward conversation and asked.

Woohyun stopped looking at me and look at Sungjong.

He suddenly smiles brightly.

D-Did you just smile..? After what you've done to me?!

I glared at him.

"You know, just now I walked Sora from her house until to her school. Ohmygod, I cant stop smiling till then.", Woohyun giggled while me and Sungjong showed a confusing plus shocked expression.

W-What?!?! H-He .. m-met .. S-S-S ..

"WHAT?! YOU MET SORA? THAT JUNG SORA? HOW? WHEN? WHERE?!", Sungjong suddenly shouted loudly until both of us covered our ears.

I'm the one should be ask him like that. Geez, Sungjong..

"Woah! Bro, cool down! You were about to make me become deaf!", Woohyun punch jokingly at Sungjong.

I just stand there and frozed for a moment.

W-Wait.. so.. Woohyun forgot to pick me up, because .. he .. h-he .. WALKED JUNG SORA TO SCHOOL ?!

I quickly stared at Woohyun.

How could you Woohyun-ah? B-But.. you never EVER forget ANYTHING about me! NEVER! Moreover, its because of JUNG SORA?!

I closed my eyes slowly and calm myself.

Dont let your tears fall, Hana.. You need to keep it. Dont show it to Woohyun.. Be stronger.. Y-Yeah.. be strong..

I opened my eyes and ..suddenly I saw Sungjong's face are VERY close to me.

"W-Woah!", I flinched and took a few steps backward. That was so close!

"Finally, you spoke.", Sungjong said while put his arms around his waist.

"W-What?", I stared at him with a weird expression.

I looked at Woohyun and he just stared at me and Sungjong. Our eyes met.

Why did you look at me like that? I still mad at you, you know.!

I quickly break our eyes contact and look at Sungjong.

"Are you okay, Hana?", Sungjong suddenly asked me with a worried voice.

Eh?

"What do you mean?", I asked him back. He just looks at me with a worried eyes.

No.. Did he knows? Is it too obvious??

"I asked, are you okay? Just answer me with a 'Yes' or 'No'.", He suddenly gave me his orders.

What the..

I rolled my eyes and said, "Yes, of course I am OKAY. Why?", I glared at him.

He still looks at me and stared me in the eyes.. deeply.

W-What the hell is wrong with this kid..

While, Woohyun is still looking at me with a mixed expression.

"Okay! You seems okay to me! So, lets go go go!", Sungjong shocked me by his suddenly loud reaction and he grabbed Woohyun and my shoulders.

We get into the school with a very mixed feelings..

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I looked at Woohyun but he seems .. busy (?) with his phone.

"Psst! Woohyun!", I called him with a whispered voice.

Mr.Baek is still teaching and writing on the board.

Woohyun seems cant hear me and I called his name louder.

"Psst! Psst! Woohyun! Nam Woohyun!", I throws a few of my eraser's dust on his desk but he still ignore me.

Hm.. lets see..

"Yaa.. You stupid idiot dumbass evil bo--", Before I could continue my words, I saw Woohyun smiles really .. really brightly while looking at his phone.

H-He smiles.. again.. its already a second time for today. That such a new record.. so weird.

I looked at him while he's typing something on his phone.

Is he messaging..? But.. with whom?

"H-Hey..", I tried to call his name again but .. he just still smiling while looking at his phone.

W-What..

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Its recess time. I eat my lunch at school's rooftoop and now I am looking at the sky while sitting and leaning on a wall.

"Hmm..", I sighed and looking at the blue sky.

"Yaw!", Suddenly my beautiful scenery was blocked by Sungjong's face.

I made a pissed off expression.

"Get lost, Flower Boy.", I pushed Sungjong face's aside with my right palm.

He just giggled and sat beside me while I still continue my sky-gazed.

"So~! You are .. sad?", Sungjong asked me with a carefree voice.

Whatta heck.. haish..

"No, I'm not!", I denied Sungjong's opinion and facing other way.

How did he knows my .. feelings?

"Hana..", Sungjong suddenly called my name with a smooth voice and stared at me.

"What?", I asked him while still looking at the sky.

"You know, when you are infront of me and theres only two of us, you can say whatever in your mind. I will lend you my ears and also a shoulder for you to crying on..", Sungjong said while looking at me with a deep stares.

I quickly looked at him when I heard that.

S-Sungjong...

Our eyes met and we just stay silent for a seconds. Then, we both looked at another way.

"T-Thank you..", I said while covered my face on my knees.

"Y-Yeah.. you are welcome..", He said that and suddenly get up from his seat.

I looked at him with where-are-you-going looks.

"Are you deaf? Didnt you hear the bell ringing just now?", Sungjong smirked at me and quickly walked away.

Bell ringing? When?

Suddenly, "KRINGG!!", The school's bell just ringing.

I glared at him and shouted, "Pabbo Sungjong!!".

He just waved at me and giggled then went out.

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Finally, its time for going back home.

"Woohyun!", I shouted Woohyun's name when I saw he from the back near the gate school.

Lets go home together! I smiles.

I walked faster than before and our distance are shorter. He seems like he didnt hear me, so I called for him again.

"Woohyun ah--", But then! When Woohyun turns his figure and looked at me, I saw infront of me and Woohyun, there's Jung Sora.

"S-Sora..", I said her name. I looked at her and she smiled at me.

"Unnie! Wahh, where did you go yesterday? Why did just dissappeared like that? So, hows ur visit to your friend? Is it okay?", Sora hugged me and held my hands with a smiles.

W-What ... w-why is Sora here..

Then, I looked at Woohyun who is smiling really ... really ... really brightly right now.

That smile .. is the same smile from this morning and when he was looking at his phone just now..

"Hahaha.. well.. I.. g-got an important call from my home. So.. yeah..", I tried to smiles as brightly as I can.

Actually, I might scream loudly while I cry if I keep standing there and watching you guys..

"Ahh~ I see.", Sora nodded her head like she understands everything.

While, Woohyun keeps looking at Sora and didnt want to blink even a second.

Dont look at her with that look in your eyes..

I stared at Woohyun so that he will looks this way.

As I thought, he quickly look at this way when he felt like someone is staring at him. I didnt break my eyes contact with him and keep looking in his eyes .. deeply.

I hope you can read my thoughts and hear my heart..

Surprisingly, he also didnt look away but keep looking at me in the eyes without a blink.

I miss that eyes when its staring at me like this .. but this one .. its different cuz theres no LOVE in those eyes .. I really miss our moments, Woohyun-ah..

But then, I felt strange feeling in my chest. Its like .. just .. strange. I think, Woohyun also feel the same as I am.

We are looking at each other like .. we are going to say something, but it doesnt want to come out from our stupid mouths.

We are still looking at each other without a word coming out until we heard Sora's voice shouting.

"Hey!! Are you guys listening to me??", Sora stands in the middle, between me and Woohyun and automatically, our eyes contact break off.

I sighed. Haish..

"Y-Yes, Sora, why?", Woohyun walked closer to Sora and hugged her shoulder.

Woohyun ...

"Hm! It looks like I just talking alone just now and both of you didnt even give any respond.", Sora said while pretending to be sulk with both of us.

Woohyun already made an uncomfortable expression when he saw Sora is sulking.

I created a smile on my face and get near to her.

"Hey, okay. I'm sorry, kay? Okay okay, so tell me. What are you doing infront of our school's gate.", I comforted her while put my left palm on her shoulder.

I done that cuz I know that Woohyun really dont know how to handle woman when she's crying, sulking, angry or else.
You should be glad I'm here Woohyun.

"Hehehe. So sweet of you, Hana unnie!", Sora hugged my waist and smiles brightly.

Then, I saw Woohyun made a glad expression.

Pfft.. so obvious hahaha.

I just nodded my head as a respond to Sora's compliment.

"Soooo, what are you doing here, Sora?", I asked again.

Then, I saw Woohyun looks at the other way.

Hmm?

I ignored him and look at Sora.

Sora's face suddenly became red like tomato. Ehh?

My eyebrows already met together to show that I am confused.

But then.. suddenly..

"Unnie, didnt Woohyun oppa tell you that .. w-we .. um .. we .. we are getting back together.", Sora said thay then quickly covered her face with her palms.

W-What ....

T-They are getting back together ?? My Woohyun and .. S-Sora ?!

I cant believe it. I quickly looked at Woohyun to make sure that Sora is lying but .. I made a big mistake.

I saw Woohyun ..

He .. also blushing like Sora. And more hurtful, when I looked at him to make sure is it true, and .. he respond ..

"Y-Yes..", Woohyun said while responded it with a nodded.

...

M-My world .. suddenly .. become BLACKOUT.

Theres no words coming out from my mouth. No. I cant even open my mouth. I'm speecless.

No. This is all a dream. No, it cant be ..

"Hey, Hana.. Are you okay?", Woohyun suddenly come close to me and wanna touch my shoulder but I quickly smackes his hand.

He looks shocked. Sora also looks shocked with my action just now.

Ah...

"E-Err.. I'm g-glad. Wow, I didnt expect that but WOW.. C-Congrats! Err.. I-I'm sorry.. I suddenly got a stomach ache. Y-Yeah.. s-so.. I'm sorry. E-Excuse me..", I made an excuses and quickly walked away and left both of them.

I walk but then, I turned around and said, "Woohyun, Sora, congratulation!", I waved at them and I saw both of them are smiling.

They waved back to me and .. Woohyun smiles really .. brightly .. again .. to me.

I quickly turned around but I cant take a step forward. My legs suddenly frozed and feel like its glued on the road.

N-No.. Hana. You cant cry! You cant cry infront of them! No, Hana! No!

I already felt .. warms in my eyes.

No.. Hana.. Please.. Hana.. Dont cry.. D-Dont cry, Hana ..

My eyes sight starting to get blurry. I cant see the road infront of me.

Stupid, Hana! Dont cry! Move! Walk! J-Just walk!

"Hana? Are you okay?", Woohyun suddenly shouted to me and asked me. I heard his footsteps coming closer.

Hana.. walk.. move.. Dont just stay here like an idiot and waiting for him to comfort you! J-Just .. please ..

I cant handle it anymore and my tears starting to flows down on my cheeks.

Hana.. you are so stupid.. Yeah.. I am so stupid..

Woohyun's footsteps are coming closer towards me.

No, Woohyun-ah.. Dont come any closer.. I dont want to let you see I'm crying.. Not again..

I still cant move my legs and just frozed there.

My tears keep falling down and I cant wipe it cuz I'm afraid Woohyun will know.

Footsteps sounds more closer to me.

Please.. dont..

Suddenly, SWISH!

Theres a school blazer/coat covered almost my half top body.

I fliched. W-What .. who's ..

Then, I heard..

"Hey! Woohyun! Nevermind. Hana just feel quiet tired, you know. Well, she's the type who cant walk to much. If not, she might fainted. Hehe, so dont worry. I will send her back home. Bye!", Sungjong said and turned around and put his arm around my neck.

S-Sungjong..?

"Hey, Hana. Lets go. Before, Woohyun see you.", Sungjong whispered to me and pushed me to make me walk.

D-Did .. he .. just help me?

I took a peek to look at Sungjong and I saw he is just smiling at me.

S-So.. he did that, to .. avoid Woohyun from seeing me crying? Is that the reason why he put his school's blazer on my head? To avoid Woohyun from seeing my face?

I smile back to him.

"Thank you, Sungjong.", I said but still let his blazer covered my face cuz I'm still shy bcuz he already saw my crying face.

"What? I cant hear you.", Sungjong replied while trying to sneak a peek on the blazer, but I quickly grabbed the blazer and fully covered up my face.

"I hate saying the same words twice.", I chuckled and quickly walked faster than him.

He also laughing and he safely send me back home.

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~To be continue♡~ Thanks for reading nae!

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Y-Yeah.. I'm sorry for the very very looooooooooooong UPDATE! v_v I'm really really .. busy this year. And MAYBE I might also update late for the next chapter. Sooo, FORGIVE ME ehh? :'3 BUT no worries, cuz I, ABSOLUTELY WILL UPDATE THIS STORY! Anyway, Have fun reading! ^^ Or.. should I say.. Have fun crying? Hahaha. Nahh, whatever! Just.. HAVE FUN! :)
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