Chapter 21 - Finally, the day I most await has come but..

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Posted on 3 August 2015

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Enjoy ladies and gentleman~

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Hana's point of view

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"Yawn~!", I spread my arms as I woke up from my bed.

I stared at my bare feet.

Why am I so sleepy..

Today is Tuesday. Theres no school for today since the upper years have an important exams coming soon. So, the principal gave us a rest for today.

I took my phone then slided my lockscreen. I looked at my phone screen.

"Eh?! Its already 12pm?! Ohmygod!", I quickly got up from my bed and went to my bathroom and took a shower.

When I'm done putting on my casual clothes, I quickly went downstairs.

"Omma!", I shouted for my Mom.

I went to the kitchen and I saw Mom was cooking something.

"Omma, why didnt you wake me up?", I asked her then hugged her from behind.

Mom flinched a bit then I saw she smiled.

"Yaa, why would I wake you up? You are already this big enough. P/S, no breakfast for you.", Mom exclaimed then keep mixed something in the pot.

"Eh~~ wae~?", I pouted then released my hug from Mom's waist then sat down on the dining table. I swung my legs rythymly.

Whats with the 'p/s' tho hahaha

Mom stopped cooking. Then, she faced me.

"Yaa, you see that clock? Tell me what time is it?", Mom pointed at the clock on the kitchen wall.

I looked behind me and observed the clock.

"Urm, 1:05pm. Why?", I said then looked back at Mom.

Then, I saw Mom smirked. My eyebrows met together.

"So, its almost lunch time, you know. Of course, there is no breakfast for you. Ey this kid really.", Mom suddenly knocked me on my head with her spoon that she used earlier to tasted the soup.

"Omma! Thats hurt!", I gasped then looked at Mom.

Mom just giggled then walked away.

Geez, Mom..

I smiled while looked at Mom's back.

I suddenly got up then shouted at Mom.

"Omma! I love you!", I shouted then I heard Mom giggled while climbed the stairs.

"I love you too, my lovely daughter, Hana.", Mom replied then went upstairs maybe to wake Dad up.

I smiled brightly.

Yosh. Today will be the greatest day ever! I need to prepare myself for tonight.

I filled my head with so much imaginations what will happen tonight at the fireworks festival with Woohyun.

It will be fun! I cant wait! I miss Woohyun so much already..

*****

-2 hours before going to the festival-

"Tteora wajeo~ I want you back back back back back~ back back back back back~", Suddenly, my phone rang.

I looked at my bed. I stood up from my make-up table then walked towards my bed. I grabbed my phone and answered the call.

"Yoboseyo?", I said on the line.

"Hana!!", I heard Sungjong shouted my name on the line.

"Yah! I will not talk to you ever again after this!", I exclaimed with annoyed tone.

"Eh~ Andwae~", Sungjong said and I could imagine that he is pouting that moment.

"Then, please! Stop shouting in my ears like that, you pabbo chingu!", I took a revenge on him and yelled at him.

Erk, my throats hurt.. hahaha

"Hahaha. Arasseo, arasseo~ Mianhae. But, I am just too excited because you are finally going out with Woohyun! Gosh, Hana. You must be really nervous, right?", Sungjong teased me then giggled on the line.

My face became bright pink.

"Y-Yah.. dont said it like that. You will make me feel really nervous than I am now.", I said then lay my body on my bed. I stared at my ceiling wall with sparkled eyes.

"Eh~~~ Dont make me puke, please Hana?", Sungjong said in teased tone then suddenly his tone changed to a serious tone.

Pfft..

"Its you who started it first tho.", I chuckled on the line then I heard a 'tch' from him.

I just shook my head. This kid is really hard to understand..

"Whatever. So! Have you done dressing up?", Sungjong asked with an excited voice.

Like seriously. Is it me or Sungjong is going to the date?

I chuckled.

"Already did. I just need to do a little more touch up on my face.", I said then walked towards my make-up table.

I stood straight infront of a mirror then spin around to looked at my new dress.

I look kinda good in this light-blue dress. Nice choice, Sungjong.

"Oh, I see. So, do you need a ride? Cuz I am also going to the fireworks festival. Well, actually my whole family will be going to the festival. Thats why.", Sungjong said on the line with a joking tone then laughed

"Really?? Ohmygod, that will be great! Cuz, Woohyun said that he cant accompany me and he said to meet him at the front entry of the festival.", I jumped out of happiness.

Fuh. I am so scared that I will be going alone and tara! Theres go my savior! Huhu.

"He said that?", Sungjong suddenly asked me.

"Hm? Yeah. He did.", I replied with a weird expression.

"Thats weird. I called him just now and he said he is going to pick up someone and I thought it was you.", Sungjong said on the line.

Huh? But.. he said to meet him at the festival..

"Really? W-Well, maybe he is going to pick up one of his family member or maybe its his younger brother? I dont know.", I said then started to feeling weird inside.

Why am I suddenly feel.. insecure?

"Hm. Maybe. So! You really need my ride, right?", Sungjong said and changed the topic.

I nodded.

"Hello~ Do you really need my ride, dear Hana?", Sungjong asked me again.

I already-- oh. Hahaha. He cant see me.

"Yes, yes. I do.", I replied then nodded again eventho he cant see it.

"Okay! Meet you in 25minutes! Gotta go! Bye~", Sungjong said then ended the call.

I threw my phone on my bed then dressed up prettily.

Woohyun will like my appereance for today, right?

I smiled beautifully infront of my mirror. I grabbed my sling bag and went downstairs.

As I arrived in the living room, I saw Mom and Dad was watching TV.

I walked towards both of him.

"Mom, Dad. I'm going~", I said then both of them looked up at me.

"Be careful, dear.", Mom said then flashed a smile at me.

"Do you have enough pocket money, dear? Who will pick you up? Woohyun?", Dad asked many questions then looked at me.

"Its enough, Dad. No, Sungjong will pick me up. Woohyun have something to do first then we will meet at the festival.", I replied then smiled.

"Okay then. Be careful, Hana.", Dad said then smiled at me.

I nodded then walked towards the door and put on my heels.

Oh wait.

I turned around and walked into my house back with my heels on.

I quickly ran towards my parents that sat on the couch and back hugged them.

"Wish me luck, Dad, Mom.", I said while my arms around their shoulder from behind.

Both of them look confused.

"Ohmygod, Yoo Hana! You are wearing heels on our house!", Mom scolded but she didnt shove me.

I do? Hehe

I hugged them tighter then released our hugs. I smiled at them then walked away.

"Good luck, honey!", Mom turned around and said with a smile eventho she still looked kinda pissed off.

"Good luck, sweety.", Dad shouted then waved at me.

I nodded at both of them then gave them my most bright smile I ever give to them.

I love you, guys.

I walked out from my house and suddenly I heard a honking.

"Pin pin! Watch out, pretty! You're too beautiful to being crash by a car.", I turned around and saw Sungjong was smiling while rolled down his car's window. Then he stopped his car infront of me.

He gave me signal to go inside his car and I did.

"What the hell with that?", I laughed when I heard what he was saying earlier.

"Its the truth tho. You look pretty today, Hana. I'm amazed.", Sungjong said then shrugged.

My cheeks already felt really hot.

"K-Komawo. (thank you)", I said then threw my gaze through the window.

I heard he chuckled then we both started talking about the festival.

*****

"There. Okay, lets go.", Sungjong parked his car and got out. I also got out from the car then followed him.

We walked towards the front entry of the festival. I looked up and saw a huge banner that wrote "Let the fireworks shine your life!" on it.

It will..

I smiled then looked infront. I saw Sungjong was on phone.

"Hana. I'm going first, okay? My mom already asking for me. Are you okay waiting for him alone?", Sungjong said then waved at me.

I nodded.

Sungjong looked at me then he suddenly hugged me.

E-Eh??

"W-What are you--", I stuttered.

"Good luck, Yoo Hana. You know I will always cheer on you, right? If anything happen, quickly come to me, okay?", Sungjong released our hugs then looked into my eyes.

Sungjong..

I am touched. I never imagine that I will one day got this very kind friend like Sungjong.

I nodded.

"I will. Always.", I said then flashed him a smile.

"Okay. Good luck on your date, Hana! Aja aja fighting!", Sungjong cheered me then he walked away while laughing.

Hahaha. I really need to buy him something after this.

I stood there alone while waiting for Woohyun. The crowded was getting bigger and packed.

Everyone look very excited to see the fireworks.

I smiled then looked around.

When will Woohyun arrive tho? He's late for 10minutes already..

I tried my best to warm my body while breath in my palms. I rubbed it together then breath in it again.

"Its so cold--", Suddenly, I heard someone familiar was calling my name from behind.

Its Woohyun!

I smiled really bright then I looked back and saw Woohyun's figure was walking towards me.

"Woohyun..", I said his name when he already arrived infront of me. I gave him a really big smile.

I am glad you are coming..

I looked at Woohyun from his toe to his hair. God.. he is so handsome..

"I thought you were not coming--", Before I could finish my words, Woohyun suddenly said something that made my heart thumping uncontrollable.

"You look.. beautiful, Hana.", Woohyun said then looked at me with his pretty eyes.

W-What...

My legs gave out. Ohmygod.. that was so sudden! H-He said.. I'm beautiful..

I dont know where to hide my really red like tomato face. I am really blushing to death right now.

"Urm. T-Thank you.. W-Well, where did you go just now? You're late.", I changed the topic and try to avoid his eyes contact.

My heart.. dont beats too fast.

"Hana, actually--", I looked at Woohyun when he wanted to say something but then a very familiar voice disturb us.

"Yah~ Oppa~ Why did you leave me just like that? Here, the car key. You just ran away and then forgot to close the door. Aish, really.", That familiar voice said then clinged on Woohyun's arm.

My expression changed. Bitter.

I looked at the girl beside Woohyun. The girl also looked at me with shocked expression.

"S-Sora..?", I said then looked at Woohyun then back to Sora who still sticked too close with Woohyun.

My heart hurts when I saw Woohyun dont even care and just let Sora held his arm like that.

"Eh, how come you also here, unnie?", Sora said then smirked. She tighten her hug on Woohyum's arm.

I ignored her then looked at Woohyun asking for explanation.

"Ehem, Hana, actually, Sora will join us today. I heard that Sungjong also going. So, its fair for me if I also bring a friend too, right?", Woohyun said then wrapped his arm around Sora.

What the.. is he kidding with me? He purposely did that, right?

I tried to calm my heart.

This isnt happening to me.. No. Not today. Not on my special day!

I closed my eyes and try not to get mad.

"W-Woohyun, can we talk for awhile? Alone.", I said then walked away from both of them.

I saw Woohyun released his hug around Sora's shoulder then walked towards me. I ignored Sora that glared at me.

"What?", Woohyun asked with a lazy tone.

Woohyun.. whats wrong with you..

"Woohyun.. are you still mad at me?", I asked then gave him a pitiful eyes.

He looked at me then gave me a weird expression.

"Why would I? I told you that I dont care what happened between you and Sungjong. I just brought her because I want to. Is there a problem, Yoo Hana?", Woohyun said then glared at me.

He is still mad at me..

I shook my head then looked down on my heels.

"Okay then. We're done right? Lets go.", Woohyun said then walked away from me.

But.. This is not what I expect..

I looked at Woohyun's back figure. I gave out a big sighed.

"Woohyun.. why are you being like this..", I mummered then walked towards both of them.

I want to spend my times with Woohyun..

*****

"Oppa! See! See! I want that! Buy that for me, please~", I heard Sora said while pointing at a small handbag.

I looked at Woohyun. He just nodded then walked towards the game store together with Sora. Both of them just left me behind, alone..

I looked at them with a bitter expression.

I should be there beside him.. not her.

I forced myself to walked towards the game store. I stood not too far beside them. I observed the game store.

Oh.. its a shooting game. I'm really good at this..

I looked at Woohyun beside me. He already hold a toy gun and he aimed for the handbag that Sora wanted.

Sora was jumping up and down beside Woohyun. Maybe because she was too excited.

I ignored her then looked at Woohyun back. He looked really serious. Suddenly, he changed his aim. I looked at where he aim for and..

Eh? Wait. He aim for the wrong thing. Thats not a handbag. Thats a box of something?

I looked at him but he was so serious until he didnt notice that he aimed for the wrong thing.

He exhaled then SHOT!

The red box fell down. I heard Sora whined.

"Thats not what I want~~ Oppa~ Try again, try again!", Sora shook Woohyun's arm over and over with a disappointed look.

"Here, the gift, sir. Woah, you're lucky cuz this is the most wanted gift that couples want.", The owner said then gave Woohyun the red box that he shooted earlier.

Woohyun grabbed it then opened it.

I took a peek then I saw a really beautiful ring in it.

Its really beautiful. It has diamond on it..

Now, I think I know why that is the most wanted gift for couples..

I suddenly felt really nervous. In a bad way.

He must wanted to give the ring to Sora, right..

I sighed, sadly.

Woohyun closed the box then put it in his pocket.

Isnt he going to give that to Sora..?

"You want that handbag, right? I will get it for you.", Woohyun said to Sora then smiled at her.

He smile..

I looked at another way. Dont want to see Woohyun work hard for someone else.

"Yeay! Oppa, you're so cool!", Sora shouted in a happiness voice.

He must already got it.

I turned around then saw Sora was hugging Woohyun.

My legs glued on the ground.

S-She hug Woohyun..

I saw Woohyun didnt move even an inch.

Calm down, Hana.. You're already saw this many times.. Relax..

I plastered a forceful smile on my face. You can do this.

Sora released the hug then smirked at me. I ignored her. Then, they started walking and left me walking behind, alone again.

Nevermind, Hana. You made him mad with you. So, you deserved this kind of treat.. y-yeah, you do..

We walked along the stores. I looked at my watch.

Half an hour before the fireworks start..

We sat on a bench. Three of us.

Why do I feel like.. I'm a third wheel?

"Hey, Unnie. Why dont you buy us some water before the fireworks start?", Sora said then looked at me.

I made a 'what' expression.

"Nevermind. Let me buy it for you.", Woohyun suddenly spoke up then stood up.

I quickly stood up and stopped him.

"Nevermind. Just let me do it. You and Sora can sit here for awhile.", I said then gave them a forceful smile.

Sora smirked at me. Woohyun looked into my eyes. I quickly avoid his eyes then walked away.

I looked back and I saw both of them talking happily without me. Well.. I guess, I did the right choice. He seems happy..

I try to ignored my hurt feeling and went to buy something to drinks.

*****

"Thank you.", I said to the owner.

I grabbed two bottles of orange juice then walked away.

I looked at the bottles in my hand.

Woohyun's favorite.

I smile proudly. He will like it.

Suddenly, a flashback flashed on my mind.

-FLASHBACK-

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I suddenly got a goosebumps.

The boy' ? Is he .. no no no. He's not the same person. There are many boys here tho. Nope. Not him. I gotta search for him as soon as possible or not, this juice will not be cold anymore.

I walked away from the crowded people and walked passed through.

I walked beside the ambulance and saw .. s-saw ..

Woohyun?!

My legs was shaking. I'm trembling.

The orange juice bottles already rolled down on the roads.

W-woohyun?! B-but when did he got hurts this much? Theres so many blood on his face!

I ran towards him. My hands was shaking very much.

-FLASHBACK ENDED-

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I gasped.

My hand was shaking and unfortunately, the orange bottles fell down.

My eyes widen. The bottles rolled down on the roads. I quickly chased it and grabbed it one by one.

I stood up and bring it to my chest.

No..What the hell is wrong with you, Hana? What were you thinking?!

I hugged the bottles tighter. My eyes suddenly got teary. I felt like wanna cry.

"Hana, stop it. Nothing bad will happen to Woohyun. Its okay. Nothing will happen this time. Nothing.", I calmed myself from thinking about useless thought.

I started to plastered a fake smile on my face.

Think positive, Hana.. Well, you can just ignore Sora and enjoy your day with Woohyun, Hana..

I walked back to where Woohyun and that girl are.

I walked while jumping like a kid.

He will really like this. Cant wait to give this to Woohyun.

I smiled brightly. I walked and saw many crowded peoples around.

All of them already take a place and waiting for the fireworks play.

I walked happily while hugging two bottles on my chest.

I smiled when I saw two familiar figure not too far infront of me.

"Woohyun! Here, an orange drink for you--", I looked at the bottles then looked up at them BUT I quickly stopped walking when I arrived exactly behind them.

My eyes widen and I frozed.

I saw something that.. make me got a really DEEP cut on my heart.

I saw.. both, Woohyun and Sora.. kissed.

Their lips met each other.

Sora titlted her head and kissed Woohyun while Woohyun look surprised and just stood without doing anything..

Woohyun.. w-w-why.. God! why! Why is this happening to me..

"W-Woohyun..", Without my knowing, I accidently said Woohyun's name and both of them look surprised then I saw Woohyun pushed Sora away from him.

Its too late.. its too late.. too late..

The two bottles I held in, fell and rolled down until it reached Woohyun and Sora legs.

"H-H-Hana!", Woohyun looked at me and his eyes widen.

I gave him a really weak smile.

My eyes got teary and my sight starting to get blurry.

"So, this is what I got for all this months taking care of you and patient with your bad attitude towards me and help you get your memory back b-but.. t-this is what I actually get?", I smirked then my tears fell down.

"H-Hana, listen here. N-No, this is--", Woohyun wanted to say something but I cut his words.

Woohyun wanted to walk towards me but then I stopped him.

"Stop! J-Just shut up! L-Let me talk!", I yelled loudly like a mad person.

My tears keep falling on my cheeks and I dont give a damn about my makeup anymore.

Both of them flinched and frozed. Some people near us already looked at us. But, I dont care about them.

"Ha ha ha. For all this months.. a-all this months! all my effort are USELESS! I done all of that for nothing! NOTHING! Why, Woohyun.. j-just why.. I always, always.. be there for you.. b-but.. WHY! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?! Am I really nothing to you?! Dont you feel anything even a little feeling towards me?? Do you really love that girl?! I mean.. w-why.. I w-was your girlfriend.. I s-should still be your girlfriend if you r-remember about me..--", I yelled and let out everything that I keep inside all this times.

I sniffed and didnt even bother to wiped my tears. I just let them flow as I just let go of everything.

"I-I know.. I cant do anything if that what your fate is.. But, Woohyun-ah.. I tried! I-I tried very very v-very hard.. I forget all about tiredness and giving up. Y-You know why? B-Because I love you.. its because I will always LOVE YOU, Nam Woohyun..", I cry loudly and covered my whole face with my hands.

I cant do this anymore.. I feel like being stabbed really really deep.. and.. it leave a really DEEP SCAR..

I put my hand down and looked up with my wet and puffy eyes.

I gave him a really mean smirked. My tears falling and keep falling on my cheeks. My eyes already look puffy because of too much crying.

"Tch. I cant do this anymore. W-Why would I love someone that never love me back? Its stupid. I am so done with all this shits. Hahaha, I-I am really pabbo. I s-should just forget about you the moment when you said you dont know me. I know I should.. b-but.. because of my p-promise to you a-and because of my stupid f-feeling towards you.. I didnt g-give up.. I DIDNT. And also because of that, I got hurt.. W-What I got from y-you.. is this. Very nice, Nam Woohyun.", I said with a really painful yet full of hate smirked.

I looked at Woohyun and he just stood there and speechless.

I looked behind him and saw Sora. I walked passed Woohyun and walked towards Sora.

When I arrived infront of her, with all my girl strength,.. I slapped her hard on her face.

She shocked and so do all people around us. She looked so small in my eyes and I really feel like wanna stomp on her and kill her.

"You. Congrats cuz you won and get to break me and Woohyun apart. You are happy, dont you? Now, you can take him back. I DONT NEED him anymore. He all YOURS. I gave up and YES, I lose to a stinky GARBAGE like you. I am so proud of you, Sora. Congratulation.", I gave her a very fake smile while patted her shoulder.

How I wish I can tear her lips that kissed Woohyun's lips, apart.

She flinched and too scared to look at my face. I gave her a really evil glare.

I turned my back and wanna walk away. But, before I could, Woohyun suddenly held my wrist.

I turned around and smacked his hand hard. I glared at him with my tears still flowing down on my cheeks.

"Enough, Nam Woohyun! Enough! I am so done with you! I HATE YOU, NAM WOOHYUN!", I yelled at him then looked at him with so much hates.

No.. You still love him, Hana..

I felt like theres something control my whole body. I said something that I dont mean it.

Woohyun frozed and looked at me with hurt expression but I dont care anymore. I wanna run away from all of this. My best day has gone.. fully gone.

I ran away with a really painful expression and pain feeling all over my body.

"Hana! Wait! Yoo Hana!", I heard Woohyun calling for my name then I quickly ran faster until I didnt notice that I already on road.

I ran while crying and keep crying. I tried to stop from crying but I cant. This tears keep falling and falling..

SUDDENLY, I heard a beeped from my right side as I try to ran away from Woohyun.

I looked at my right side and I saw a huge truck was coming towards me.

"PINN!", The truck driver try to warned me but unfortunately, I just frozed on the road.

I shocked and panicked.

Slowly, the truck coming closer and my eyesights got brighter because of the truck's light.

Ugh.

I turned my head away as the scene infront of me getting brighter and..

BAMM!!

The truck crashed on me and I flew over the truck.

My whole body fell on the road and I felt many sharp pains all over my body.

My head bumped hardly on the road.

My beautiful light-blue dress already drenched with bloods.

My dress..

I coughed blood. I try to move my hands and legs but I cant. It doesnt want to move.

Then, I heard a familiar voice came towards me.

"Hana!!!!", Woohyun shouted my name then he quickly sat beside me on the road then held my head and put it on his lap.

"H-Hana!! Yah!! Yoo Hana!! W-Wake up!! L-Look at me!!", Woohyun said then he carrased my cheeks that full with blood.

I try my best to open my eyes as I starting to feel really weak and my heart race became slow..

I opened my eyes and saw Woohyun face above me.

"W-Woo..", Before I could say anything, I coughed a lot of blood over and over.

My head.. its hurt so much.. this pain is killing me slowly..

Then, suddenly I felt a really sharp pain in my head and slowly.. my eyes getting heavier..

Mom.. Dad..

"Hana! Hana!! Yoo Hana!!! No!! Hana! P-Please!! Dont leave me!! H-Hana!!!", I could barely heard Woohyun's words and..

I closed my eyes.

Nam Woohyun.. I love you..

*****

Woohyun's point of view

I chased Hana from her behind.

"Hana! Yoo Hana!", I called for her but she ran faster until she reached the road.

Wait, Hana.. I dont want to kiss her. She kiss me so sudden. Then, before I could push her you suddenly appeared behind us. Believe me, Hana.. I really regretted bring her along! Ugh! Why am I so stupid! Just because of my jealousy towards you and Sungjong, I hurted you. Please, dont leave me..

As I ran and ran after Hana, suddenly a beeped sound came from nowhere and I heard a crashed sound like a bigger accident just happened.

I shocked when I saw a truck already stucked on the road and.. aa-nd I am more shocked when I saw such a familiar figure lay down on the road with blood all over her.

W-Wait.. N-No..

"Hana!!!", I yelled for Hana when the figure that lay down on the road was Hana.

I put her head on my lap. My eyesights slowly getting blurry. Tears started forming in my eyes.

"H-Hana! Yoo Hana! W-Wake up~ Please..", I shook Hana's body over and over.

I looked at Hana and her state really scared me. Her face and her dress all full with bloods.

My heart ache when I looked at Hana.

SUDDENLY, my head hurted.

"Ugh..", I held my head hard and automatically closed my eyes.

Suddenly, a familiar memories started playing inside my head.

Piece by piece, my old memories with Hana showed up. Everything bombed at the same time in my head and makes my head hurt more.

What is this?? Why am I remembering things that I didnt do??

Everything that me and Hana spent time together since we are high schooler started playing in my head like a movie.

Every moments that Hana and I shared start popped out in my head. The moment when almost everyday I pick up Hana from her home and accompany her to school. The moment when both of us stayed together on the rooftop and eat our lunch boxes. Sometimes, we changed our lunch boxes and ate it. I remembered that one day, Hana was cooking for me and she brought the lunch for me and I ate it deliciously.

I remembered the moment when we made our first kiss. The moment where I stayed over in Hana's house and her parents really like me. I remembered when I sneaked into her room cuz I saw her room still bright and she laughed at me cuz she said she knew that I will come up. Then, both of us talked and talked and then, we bid a goodbye and I took a peck on her lips then went downstairs.

I remembered the moment when I made a surprised party on Hana's birthday. I didnt wish her anything from the morning until when the midnight reached, I called her and asked her to meet me at the park. When she arrived, she was very shocked until she cried so much because I made the park look really bright with so many types of lights. Its so beautiful that night. Then, I went to her and kneeled and I said sorry for not being the first one to wish her but I wanted to be the last person to wish for her so that she will remember me the most.

And then, the most important part, I remember is.. the moment I got into the accident.

I have remembered almost everything right now. EVERYTHING.

And.. its too late. I regained my memories but.. Hana wont be there and happy for me.. Its too late.

I remembered Hana last words for me.

"I hate you, Nam Woohyun!"

Without my knowing, my tears fell from my eyes and flow on my cheeks.

Pabbo, Woohyun. You are so stupid! How could you forget about Hana just like that?! Moreover, you broke up with her?! YOU ARE THE MOST STUPID GUY IN THE WORLD NAM WOOHYUN!

I looked at Hana face that was full with bloods.

"H-Hana.. my Yoo Hana..", I wiped all the bloods that was on Hana's face. I wiped it and wiped it while crying loudly.

All this bloods really pissed me off. I hate seeing all this red bloods on my beautiful Hana face.

"No! No! Get off from Hana's face!", I got insanely mad and wiped all the bloods from covering Hana face. My tears fell madly.

" H-Hana.. Dear Hana.. I r-remember.. I remember everything. I remember everything Hana! S-So, please.. wake up.. w-wake up, Hana..", I cried and cried while hugging Hana's head on my chest.

My shirt already full with bloods and I dont care about it at all.

My tears keep flowing and I screamed loudly. I heard people near us already called for an ambulance.

I looked at Hana while crying. I dont care about my pride anymore.

I am so mean. I shouldnt have a pride anymore. I dont deserved it..

"H-Hana.. you remember our promise, right?", I talked with Hana eventho she didnt replied me and just hardly breathing.

I cant stop my tears from flowing when I saw how hard Hana's pain is..

"E-Eventho, I'm not in the place to say this.. b-but Hana.. You promised me that.. you wont ever l-leave me, right..?", I sniffed and cried then touched her face smoothly.

I looked at her with a hoping expression yet sad.

My whole hands and lap already full with bloods.

"H-Hana.. you c-cant leave me.. you cant. P-Please.. stay alive, Hana.. p-p-please..", I stuttered when I saw Hana state getting worse.

Suddenly, the fireworks that we waited for flashed beautifully behind me. I looked behind and I saw various types of fireworks play on the sky.

I smiled painfully.

"H-Hey..Hana.. Our dream comes true, I guess? Our last dates, we promised to watch fireworks together but.. I broke the promise. And now, we finally get to see the f-fireworks together. Hana, look..", I pointed at the fireworks that keep flashing beautifully at the night dark sky.

I smiled bitterly and my tears fell again.

"Hey, Hana.. dont be like me. Dont break your promise, Hana.. O-Open your eyes.. We promised to watch it together.. L-Look! The fireworks are so beautiful, Hana. Please, open your eyes and look at it..", I touched her cheek with my right hand then slowly put my forehead against hers.

My tears fell on Hana's face.

Yoo Hana.. open your eyes.. Look at me..

I crying and crying while my forehead on Hana's forehead.

"I-I'm sorry.. I-I'm sorry.. I'm sorry, Hana.. I'm sorry..", I appologized to her eventho I know she cant hear it.

I cried until theres no tears are left to come out from my eyes. I looked at Hana frozen figure then automatically, my tears started forming again.

Suddenly, I heard an ambulance stopped exactly infront of us.

I stood straight then looked at Hana's weak face. I rubbed her cheek smoothly while smiling bitterly.

"I want to say something to you. B-But.. I will tell you when you're awake. S-So.. p-please.. wake up, Hana. D-Dont sleep too long..", I said for the last time before the medic staff started doing their job carefully and put Hana's weak body into the ambulance.

Without waiting even for a seconds, I quickly jumped into the ambulance and we went to the big hospital.

Yoo Hana, I want you to listen to this carefully when you awake. I always wanted to say this.

I LOVE YOU.

So, please. Dont leave me and please wake up. So that you can punish me because of what I've done to you.. I deserve it, Hana. I deserve it.

I checked my pocket and took out a red box thay I won earlier at the game store.

"T-This.. is actually for you, Hana.. I wanted to give it to you.. b-but..", I held my tears but then I cant hold it anymore and I cried soundless.

I took out the ring from the red box. I shakingly wear it on Hana's index finger.

"Its beautiful..", I said then smiled painfully.

How I wish, you could see the ring..

I closed my eyes while grabbing my hair messily and hardly. Not even a word come out until we reach the big hospital.

God, please.. dont punish me in this way.. Dont take her away from me. She's the most precious person in my life.. Save her please..

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~To be continue♡~ Thanks for reading nae!

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Wow. This chapter is freakin LONGG! Fuh, my brain, my hand, my emotion, my heart all in pain. Hahaha. I got too emotional and into it while writin this. So, absolutely there will be so much mistakes everywhere. Mianhae. Anyway, enjoy your reading!

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*****STORY by; kimsyaz*****