Chapter 18 - The moment when I feel I still have a chance to have YOU back

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Posted on 22 July 2015

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Hana's point of view

I opened my eyes when I heard voices beside me.

I moaned hurt when I felt my body sore.

"Eh? Hana! Ohmygod! You finally wake up! I am so scared!", I turned beside me and I saw Chorong ran towards me.

I looked around me.

Eh? Where am I?

I sat up straight as I looked around.

This is.. nurse room, right?

"Ugh. W-Why am I here?", I asked Chorong while held my head when I started feeling a little bit dizzy.

"You okay? Dont you remember? You drowned last night! I was so scared when I heard from Woohyun that you drowned. He told me that he already sent you here then I quickly ran to here and saw you were sleeping.", Chorong sat beside me then held my hand.

I looked at her.

Ah.. y-yea.. I drowned last night then I suddenly felt really tired and fell asleep maybe.

I sighed.

So, he carried me until here?

"If only he didnt left me..", I mumbled to myself.

"What? He left you?!", Chorong looked at me with a terrified stares.

Erk, she heard me?

"Err.. n-no.. He just.. dont know that I cant swim. S-So.. urm..", I looked at another way and avoided Chorong's eyes contact.

"What the.. and here I thought he help you! but.. ugh that stupid kid, really..", Chorong clenched her fist.

Sigh..

"But.. he did saved me.", I said while stared at my feet.

"Yeah, I know. But still! He left you! What the heck is wrong with that boy?! I never thought he was this stupid.", Chorong said with a really angry voice then poured a glass of water for me.

I just shrugged when I heard she said that.

He has an amnesia.. So..

"Here.", Chorong gave me a glass of plain water.

"Thank you, Rong.", I gave her a really sweet smiles then took the glass and drank it.

She nodded then took the glass back after I finished it.

"Mr.Baek said you can take a rest here. Then, we will go back home today. So, you can take a rest as much as you want. I will be here with you, kay? In case, if you need anything.", Chorong said then help me lay down on the bed.

I just nodded since I really need a rest right now.

I am so tired..

Chorong pulled up the blanket until it reached my chin. I try to close my eyes but then I remembered something.

"Rong, wait! Urm..", I turned around and looked at her.

"What is it, Hana? You need something?", Chorong asked me and walked towards me.

"Err.. dont get mad, kay? B-But.. wheres Woohyun?", I asked with a shaking voice.

"Hm, he is in the outside.", Chorong rolled her eyes then pointed at the door.

Eh? He's here?

I looked at the door and then nodded.

"I will call him.", Chorong said then walked out.

"Eh-- wait--", Before I could stop her, Woohyun already came inside and walked towards me.

I quickly lay back then pulled up my blanket until it covered my whole body even my head.

"H-Hana..", I heard Woohyun said when I felt that he arrived beside me.

I just stayed silent. What should I do..

"Hana, I--", I quickly turned around and looked at him before he could speak up.

He looked at me with a mixed feelings. I stared into his eyes.

If only, you remember.. I wouldnt have this trauma back again, Woohyun..

I quickly looked away because I cant stand when he was staring at me, too long.

"Thank you.", I said while looked at another way.

"E-Eh? But, w-why?", Woohyun asked me with a confused expression.

"Because you saved me yesterday.", I blankly said then sat up straight.

Both of us suddenly became silent. I played with my fingers. This is so.. awkward.

I looked at him but what I saw was a.. guilty expression.

"Hana..", I looked at him again when I heard he called my name.

"Hm?", I stared at him with a curious expression.

He looked down at his shoes and said, "I-I'm.. sorry..".

My eyebrows automatically met up together.

"For what?", I asked him.

He then looked at me with more guilty expression.

"B-Because I pushed you.. and..", He stopped talking then looked back down at his shoes.

".. and?", I asked again.

Stop staring at you shoes and look at me, Woohyun..

"And.. because I left you.", He said then looked really really guilty and sad.

He playfully kicked the corner of my bed.

Really..

"Yaa, its okay. I am so glad that you came to saved me.", I gave him a really 'sincere' smiles.

Its okay.. I am fine..

He then looked at me again. His eyes started to get teary.

What..

"W-Woohyun? Hey, I said I'm okay! Its okay, really!", I patted his shoulder to calm him.

Hey.. dont cry.. Its really nothing.. really..

My chest suddenly felt hurt and squeezed harder.

You liar, Hana.. Actually, you really sad and felt betray and all, right? But.. you cant say that openly cuz the one who makes you feel all of this is.. Nam Woohyun.

I sighed. Then, Woohyun suddenly hugged me tightly.

"E-Eh? W-Woohyun?!", I said when I already in his arms.

My heart suddenly beats really hard and faster.

W-Why are you doing this to me, Woohyun..

He hugged me tighter. Theres no even any space between us. We were too closed!

I tried to push him because I cant help myself and I'm afraid I will hug him back and never let him go.

But, Woohyun didnt let me and hugged me even tighter.

"I-I'm sorry.. I truly am..", Woohyun said then bumped his face on my shoulder while still hugging me.

I frozed. I cant say or do anything.

"Please, Hana.. I know you're sad and angry with me. Y-Yes, you should. I'm so stupid. I am your f-friend but I dont even know anything about you..", Woohyun said while still put his face on my shoulder.

Friend huh? Hmm..

"I am sorry, Hana.. B-But, Hana.. I am really scared when you suddenly didnt breath a-and.. I am so scared thinking that you might leave me..", Woohyun said then faced me.

Both of us stared at each other. Our faces were separated just by 5 inches.

I tried to held my breath because we were really closed.

"Hana..", Woohyun called my name while staring at me.

I'm going to die for real if you keep staring at me like this, Woohyun-ah..

I just looked at him and shut my mouth. I didnt dare to open it.

"E-Eventho, I know I am not perfect and I dont even know myself fully again, but Hana, I can try my best. I will try my best and take a good care of you. S-So.. Hana..", He stopped for a seconds then took a deep breath.

I just stared at him nervously.

".. S-So Hana, will you still accept me eventho I cant remember you? Will you please let me know about you AGAIN? Will you please let me fall for you AGAIN?", Woohyun said in a serious tone while held my shoulders and stared into my eyes.

What..? Is he serious..? Did I hear him wrong..? Am I starting to hear something weird?? Am I starting to become.. deaf?!

I sat up infront of him blankly.

"Please, Hana.. Teach me about everything. Teach me about the old me. I really need my memories back, Hana. I cant stand it anymore. My heart hurts everytime I saw you got hurt and I need to know the real reason why.", Woohyun cupped my face.

Woah.. I cant take it anymore.

"O-Okay! I will. I will teach you about everything.", I quickly looked away and hide my red-blushing face.

"Really? Seriously?", Woohyun looked at me with his sparkled eyes.

I nodded slowly.

"Yes, okay! So, lets started now!", Woohyun got up with brightly smiles on his face.

Wait. What?

"Now??", I asked him in confusion.

He nodded.

"H-How?", I asked him while stared at his figure that moved excitedly.

He suddenly stood quietly. He put his finger on his chin with eyes closed as if he was thinking something.

I chuckled. Pfft.. why so cute, Woohyun

"Urm, well, firstly! You need to introduce me to places where you and the old me going for dates before.", Woohyun opened his eyes and said with a smiles.

Places that we going to dates before?

I looked at him and thinking.

"Urm, can you take it? There were more than 20 places actually cuz THE OLD YOU really liked to took me to many places.", I said then laughed when I remembered my old memories with Woohyun.

"Erk, really? Wow, why are the old me so energetic? Surprising.", Woohyun said then chuckled.

I just shrugged as I dont even know why.

"Okay then, nevermind. Just bring me to all those places. I will looking forward to have a various dates with you, Hana.", Woohyun said then patted my head.

W-What.. that was so sudden..

I turned away as I knew that my face already turned into really red like tomato.

I saw Woohyun already walked to the door and when he slided the door, he turned at me and said,..

"Get well soon, Yoo Hana. I will miss you if you didnt get well. Dont make me wait."

Then, he gave a really charming smile and walked out and gone.

Wait..

"D-Did.. he just said that he will miss me if I didnt get well?", My eyes widen as I remembered what just Woohyun said earlier.

I lay back on my bed and pulled up the blanket until reached my chin.

"Aish, you just make me dont want to get well so soon, Woohyun-ah..", I mumbled to myself then a smile plastered on my face.

Geez.. whatever

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~To be continue♡~ Thanks for reading!

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I had a very bad dream last night. I dreamed about this story will be delete because of my worst GRAMMARS. And I was crying because I'm so sad. I'm glad that my dad woke me up before I really cry in my sleep. Hahahah, is it really that bad until I got a bad dream about it? XD If it is, I'm sorry~~ :'^

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