Chapter 17 - Everything become a mess when you forgot everything about me

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Posted on 17 July 2015

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Hana's (Your) point of view

I yawned when I felt that a sun's shined on my face. I opened my eyelids slowly.

"Ugh.", I moaned. I am still sleepy..

"Hey, wake up, Hana! Its already 8.00 am!", I heard Chorong said then shook my body.

I pulled up my blanket to covered my whole body. "Shh. Just for a few minutes..", I said then slowly fell asleep.

As I was about to reach my dreamland..

"Yah!!! Yoo Hana! Its Woohyun!", Chorong suddenly yelled while looked out the window.

Then, I automatically opened my eyelids then sat straight up. I ran towards Chorong who stood infront of our room's window.

"Where? Where is he?", I asked when I arrived beside her then also looked out the window.

Hm? Theres no one but just a wide highway.

"Pfft. Now, go wash yourself then you can see Woohyun for real.", Chorong chuckled while pushed me to the bathroom.

"What the.. Yah, Park Chorong! You lied to me!", I scolded her while she still pushing me towards the bathroom.

"Idc. Now, go and wash yourself. You are so stinky!", Chorong said then threw a towel at me and luckily, I caught it.

Ohmygod. This girl really..

"Ergh. Fine, fine.", I closed the bathroom's door then hangged the towel.

I quickly showered myself while hummed a new song titled 'Bad' from my fav boy band, Infinite.

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"You know, this evening, we will be doing a swimming lesson or maybe they will be doing a game about water? I dont know.", Yura spoke up while four of us were eating in a buffet, silently.

I choked when I heard what Yura said. I coughed hardly as I punched my chest lightly.

"Hey, Hana. Are you okay?", Chorong asked while stared at me with a worried expression.

I just nodded my head then drank a glass of plain water.

Yura continued when she saw me back into normal condition.

"Maybe it will be held in a beach?", Yura asked while still continued eating her foods.

Chorong and Eunji just shrugged and I ate my foods silently while looked down.

What should I do.. I am afraid of water.. and no ones know about this EXCEPT Woohyun.

B-But.. heh, since he got amnesia so probably he wont remember right? I smiled bitterly.

Before, Woohyun always backed me up whenever there were an event or anything like this happened. But now.. I sighed.

God, I hope its not a hard task.

I just continued eating my foods silently with a nervous feeling.

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-In the evening around 6:20pm-

"Okay! So here the thing is. We will be doing a junkle trekking since the beach's wave got stronger and bigger. So it might be dangerous if we do any activites there. So, yeah, we, the teachers changed our plan. You guys will be doing a jungle trekking with a pair. There will be two students in one group. We already divided you into groups. So, listen carefully.", Mr.Baek gave a speech then called each of our names.

Ohmygod.. thank god..

After a few names got called, finally my turn arrived.

"Yoo Hana. Hana, you will be pairing with Kim Taehyung.", Mr.Baek said then continued calling others names.

I got partner with Kim Taehyung?

"Hey, Hana.", I turned around when I heard someone called my name.

"Hey, Taehyung!", I waved at Taehyung as he walked towards me.

"So, I guess we will be a partner again?", Taehyung gave me his charming rectangular smile then chuckled.

"Hahaha. Yeah.", I giggled then we started to walked side by side since Mr.Baek said we can just start if our names got called.

As we walked further and further into the woods, we stopped as we saw a very beautiful scenery that was very rare to be seen.

"Uwoah~", Both of us, me and Taehyung in awed. We both stood still.

So beautiful..

We saw a sunset was about to disappear as it about to go down and got covered behind the mountains. Its very beautiful as the sunset produced an orange-red-purple-yellowish color in one shape of circle.

"Ohmygod..", I mumbled to myself.

I saw Taehyung looked at me then chuckled. I just ignored him since the scenes infront of me is more beautiful and captivating.

"Hey, Hana. Lets take a selca together!", Taehyung said and excitedly took out his phone.

I just giggled as I saw Taehyung childish obsession over a selfie.

I just nodded while smiled.

I fixed my hair then my clothes. I looked at his phone as he called for me to looked at his front camera.

"1... Snap!", Taehyung chuckled when he saw my confused face when he suddenly snapped before the counts end.

"Yah, Kim Taehyung!", I shouted at him as he just laughed hardly.

You tricked me!

"Omg, Hana! Y-Your face.. pfft! Its so.. UGLY!!", Taehyung exclaimed as he unlocked his phone to see my picture.

What the..

"Yah! Give me that!", I scolded him as I tried to reached for his phone but I failed when he suddenly held it above his head.

Ohnygod, this alien is so tall! How can I suppose to grab that?!

As I keep jumping and jumping to reach for his phone but failed and I was already tired.

"Geez, Taehyung. Whatever.", I gave up then walked away.

I heard he was giggling behind me then he quickly walked with same speed as mine.

I cant help but smiled.

"I will save it as our memories.", He chuckled then tugged his phone in his pocket.

I glared at him then both of us just laughed as we walked to the final check.

But, they didnt aware that there were someone who watched them from a far behind them. The girl was trying to seduced the boy with bad intentions and the boy believed it while staring at them with a very deep glare that full of .. anger and jealousy..

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I checked my phone when I arrived in my room. I left it to charged the battery.

When I unlocked it, there was a message from Woohyun.

Eh? Woohyun sent me a message? For real?

I excitedly opened the message box and read it.

From : My Woohyun
Meet me at the swimming gym. Sharp 8:00am.

My eyebrows met together.

"Why did he asked me to meet him? Tonight?", I asked myself and sat on the bed.

My whole body felt aching everywhere. The effect of the jungle treking earlier.

Ugh.. I am so tired..

I looked at my feet.

But.. Woohyun is waiting for me..

I sighed and forced myself to get up. I quickly changed my clothes to a comfortable one. I grabbed my phone with me and put it on my pocket.

I looked at my watch. Its already 7:55pm.

Luckily, the swimming pool gym is near. So it just takes me 5 minutes walk to there.

"Guys, I'm going for a walk for awhile.", I said to my roommates while put on my shoes.

"Okay. Be careful, Hana.", Chorong said from the bathroom. Most likely, she answered me while she was showering.

Pfft..

I just chuckled then went out from my room and walked to the swimming gym.

After 5 minutes, I arrived at the swimming gym sharp 8:00pm. I sneaked in quietly since I know we cant come in here without permission.

Btw.. why he asked me to come here? There were so many other places tho..

When I came in, I saw a huge swimming pool which made me shivered in afraid.

Well.. you will be okay, Hana. Moreover, Woohyun will be here with you..

I nodded my head. Yeah.. he will.

I smiled then sat on one of the bench that being put infront of the pool.

The swimming gym was huge and big until it makes my voice echoed.

I looked at my watch and its already 8:05 pm.

"He's late..", I sighed but still smiling cuz feeling so excited to see Woohyun.

Its the first time for him to messaged me first. Of course, I am excited!

When the clock strikes 8:30pm, basically, I was waiting for him half an hour, Woohyun arrived and walked towards me with a pokerface.

Oh. There is him!

I quickly got up and walked towards him too. Both of us stopped infront of each other when both of us stood closely next to each other. We stopped exactly beside the pool.

That time, I wasnt scared cuz Woohyun was infront of me. And thats really made me felt safe and secure.

"Woohyun..", I flashed a smile at him. But he still with his pokerface on.

W-Well... maybe he is not in the mood

Woohyum didnt reply me so that makes us drunk in a silence.

After a few minutes, I got frustated with this silence so I started to spoke up.

"Woohyun--", But before I could finish my words, Woohyun opened his mouth and let out his voice.

"Why were you with Taehyung earlier?", He asked me without looking at me nor saying my name.

I tried to think positive and still flashed him a smile.

"Urm, its because he was my partner. Why, Woohyun?", I tried to make an eyes contact with him but failed since he avoid my eyes.

"Is it a must that you need to laugh, touch and all with him? Is it a must?", Woohyun looked at me with a glared.

W-What..

"O-Of course, not.. but--", Again, my words got cut.

"Then, why? Why would you do all those things with him?!", Woohyun glared at and not even a single smile plaster on his face.

"W-What things?", I clueless asked.

Those things..? I dont understand..

I tried to calm myself from being sad because Woohyun kept talking to me using a loud voice. Almost scold.

"Dont try to act stupid, Hana. I saw it. I never thought you will be this kind of girl. I thought you were different. Nahh, I guess I'm wrong.", Woohyun said then smirked evily at me.

He then rolled his eyes then want to walk away but I grabbed his shirt from behind, avoid him to walk away.

"W-Woohyun.. I-I dont know what you mean.. b-but please forgive me, if I did something wrong to you..", I said in a shaking voice while grabbed his shirt from behind.

N-No.. I dont want to lose you, Woohyun.. Not like this.. Not in this way..

My eyes started to tears up.

Woohyun suddenly turned around and smacked my hand.

"What Sora said is true, I guess. You were trying to make both of us, me and Taehyung fall in love with you, right?", Woohyun asked me with a smirked.

W-What..? N-No.. no..

When I'm about to say something to defend myself, Woohyun cut my words again.

"Please! Just, shut up, Hana. I dont need to hear anything from you. Pfft. Well, its not like I already fall in love with you. Unfortunately for you, I'm not in love with you YET, Hana. I'm glad Sora told me earlier before I also get into your stupid trap.", Woohyun said with a deep voice and a smirked.

Ugh. My heart..

I shut my eyes when I heard what Woohyun's just said infront of my face.

"Hey, listen here, Hana. I will not-- No. I will NEVER EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, Hana! You heard me, right? Never.", Woohyun said while pointed his index finger infront of my face.

He gave me a really terrified glare.

My heart throbs turning into a million pieces. I felt like my heart got stabbed, deep. Its so hurt until I felt my organs didnt working anymore.

W-Woohyun.. No.. No.. You are wrong.. I just love you.. I just love my Woohyun. I dont love anyone else other than you, Nam Woohyun..

I saw Woohyun turned away and walked away.

N-No..

I quickly ran towards him and grabbed his shirt again but he quickly turned around and that makes my body unstable.

My legs shaking and unfortunately, the most I fear about happened to me.

SPLASH!

Without my caution, my legs slipped and I fell into the pool.

Urgh..

I saw Woohyun's figure faded away from my sight.

N-No.. Dont leave me alone, Woohyun.. I cant swim.. Help me, Woohyun.. Help me..

I tried my best to get out from the pool. I spread my arms wide and my legs wide and try to swim up but.. I just cant.

No.. God.. No.. Dont do this to me..

I finally reached the top of the water. I saw Woohyun not so far from me.

I looked at him with a tears flow crazier on my cheeks. I cried and cried.

"W-Woohyun.. I.. c-cant..", Before I could finish my words, I sinked again in the water.

I cried really hard but it cant be seen since I was in the water.

Woohyun.. dont leave me.. Woohyun-ah.. why are you doing this to me, dear.. Why..

I cried a lot while I struggled in the water trying to save for my life, alone.

SUDDENLY, my legs got cramped in the water. I cant move. Not even a bit.

God.. No.. Not now..

I touched my cramped legs in the water. My lungs felt packed as I lacked so much oxygen. I tried my best to hold my breath in the water.

N-No.. I've reached my limits..

"W-Woohyun..", I said in the water and bubbles came out from my mouth as I said his name.

Woohyun, I cant swim.. You know I cant swim.. Why..

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Ah.. you forgot. Y-You forgot everything about me.. Ha ha.. I am so stupid.. Woohyum forgot that you cant swim, Hana.. He forgot EVERYTHING about you..

I cant help myself but just cry over and over. I smiled bitterly.

You cant do anything, Hana.. Its the end.. The worst the end for your life..

As I slowly sinked in the pool, my eyes started to closed slowly. My body felt really weak. I cant breath anymore.

I'm dying..

But.. I dont want this.. I hate this ending.. I cant leave Woohyun in his state right now.. He still cant remember me.. I cant leave him right now..

God please..

Suddenly, I heard a splashed above me. I cant hold up my head. I dont have any energy left on me.

Then, my head goes blank and completely dark as I slowly closed my eyes..

Woohyun-ah..

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Woohyun's point of view

I turned around with an annoyed face and unexpectedly, I made Hana slipped and she fell into the pool.

I frozed.

What did you do,Woohyun?! Ohmygod!

I quickly turned around back and walked away.

Yaa! Nam Woohyun! What the heck is wrong with you?! You just pushed Hana and you do nothing?!

I knocked my head as I keep listening other voice in my head these days.

What the hell is wrong with my head these days.. ugh

"W-Well.. she can swim up by herself. Its not like she's a kid tho.", I said to comforted myself.

I opened the swimming gym door and walked out.

Yaa, idiot! She cant freakin swim!!

I heard the voice again in my head.

"Ugh. Shut up--", I stopped from walking.

Wait. What?

"What the heck! God, you are so stupid, Woohyun! Why the hell didnt you help her earlier?! Ohmygod.", I quickly ran back towards the swimming gym and pushed the door.

I quickly ran towards the pool. I stared in the pool. Then, I saw a figure down the pool.

SPLASH!

Automatically, I jumped into the pool.

I swim towards Hana and I quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her out from the pool.

I put her beside the pool, on the floor. I quickly got out from the pool and sat beside her.

I dont care anymore about my wet uniforms and wet hair.

No..

"Hana! Yoo Hana! Hey, Hana! Get up!", I slapped Hana's cheek gradually.

No..! No! Dont, Hana!

"Hana! Yoo Hana! Get up, right now!!", I slapped her cheeks harder.

What should I do.. what should I do..

I sat beside her blankly as I saw she's not breathing anymore.

Yaa! Do a CPR, idiot!! Faster!

That strange voice appeared again in my head.

"Y-Yeah.. C-CPR..", I realised then quickly pulled Hana's mouth up and pressed my lips onto hers.

I blew my oxygen inside her. Again and again. Then, I put my palms together and pumped Hana's heart gradually with my hands together. Then, I pressed my lips again to hers and inserted my oxygen over and over.

I stopped and I looked at her. Hoping that this is not gonna be the last time..

But.. after a few seconds, Hana still didnt move.

N-No.. NO! NO!

"H-Hana.. Hana! No! I'm sorry.. I'm very sorry, Hana! I dont mean it what I said earlier.. Seriously, thats not what I'm trying to say.. I j-just.. I just felt really jealous.. when saw you were laughed happily with.. Taehyung.. I-I cant help myself, Hana.. I-I dont even know why.. Hana, please wake up..", I shook Hana's body over and over.

But still, Hana's body stiff like a frozen stone.

My eyes started to get teary.

"Hana.. please.. wake up.. I need you, Hana.. I'm sorry.. I am so stupid for not helping you earlier! I am so stupid! Please, Hana.. wake up! Dont leave me! Please, Hana! Please!", I said softly while put my forehead on hers.

No.. This is not what I want.. This is not what I want.. God, please! Dont do this to me..!

I almost crying. I try to hold my tears from falling.

"H-Hana.. I.. actually lied to you.. I actually.. love--", Before I could finish my words, suddenly I heard a coughed from Hana.

I immediately pulled my head up and looked at Hana.

"H-H-Hana..?", I called for her name.

"W-W-Woo.. W-Woohyun..", Hana called for my name when she slowly opened her eyes and looked at me. She gave me a really sweet yet painful smile.

Ohmygod, Woohyun.. what have you done to this innocent girl.. You are such a jerk!

"Hana! Thank god, Hana! I thought you were doing to die! You scared me to death!", I yelled at her then automatically, hugged her tightly.

"W-Woohyun..", She called out for my name again.

Dont call me like that..

Then, I saw tears coming out from her eyes. She was crying soundless.

She must be really scared..

"I-I'm sorry.. I am really sorry..", I hugged her tightly and put my chin on her shoulder then I patted her back slowly like I am patting a kid.

But all I heard from her is a sobbing.

I am really sorry, Hana.. I am truly sorry.. I am so stupid for not knowing anything bout you.. I am so useless.. so stupid..

Please forgive me, Hana..

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~To be continue♡~ Thanks for reading nae!

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