Chapter 11 - Will my wish come true?

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Posted on 22 June 2015

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Hana's (Your) point of view.

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I heard someone snored beside me.

As I thought, its Woohyun. Pfft..

I smiled when I saw he already felt asleep next to me while his head is on my shoulder.

We are still stucked in the gym room like in the last chapter.

Woohyun already felt asleep, maybe because he felt too tired and cold at the same time.

I shared his blazer with him since he put his blazer off and gave it to me.

He must be cold too..

He looks very comfortable sleeping on my shoulder. Suddenly, without his own knowing, his hand suddenly pulled my arm and hugged it.

I flinched. God.. what should I do..

I touched my chest. My heart beats faster. Calm down, Hana..

I exhaled smoothly. I just let he hugged my arm while he is still sleeping.

I just stared at his face while he is still asleep. I suddenly bravely moved my left hand and slowly touched his cheek.

I rubbed it smoothly.

I smiled bitterly. "Woohyun-ah, I miss you..", I whispered to myself while rubbing his cheek smoothly with my fingers.

Woohyun suddenly hugged my hand tighter.

I smiled then I rolled my eyes all over his face. I miss you.. very much..

My eyes suddenly got teary.

I cant hide this feeling anymore, Woohyun-ah.. This feeling is killing me so much day by days..

I looked at his pure face. How could you.. leave me all alone.. let me be the only one that loves you..

My tears fell down on my cheeks. I cant hold it. Fortunately, Woohyun is still sleep soundly.

How could you.. forget about all our memories when being together all this past days..

Then, I moved my hand and touched his eyebrows. He twitched a bit but then he back into his beauty sleep again.

Then, I bravely moved forward and kissed his forehead.

I quickly pulled my lips from his forehead before he realize it.

"I love you.. and.. I will always loves you, Woohyun-ah. Sleep well.", I whispered to his ear and hoping he will hear it in his dream.

I tried to close my eyes and sleep but I just cant. So, I just closed my eyes and imagining anything.

After a few minutes, THEN, I suddenly felt Woohyun already woke up. But, I just cant open my eyes. So, I just faking that I sleep.

Then I suddenly felt that Woohyun changed his seat position and sat infront of me.

Eh? Why did he sit infront of me?

I just keep closing my eyes because I'm afraid to open it.

"Hana.. Yoo Hana..", Then I heard Woohyun calling my name but in a low tone. Its like he was whispering to himself.

Huh?

"Hana.. Why are you doing this for me? I mean, why cant you just forget about the old me and find a new love? Is the old Woohyun so much important to you?", He suddenly talked to himself while facing me.

My chest hurted. I just cant leave you, Woohyun.. because.. I am so in love with you.. I cant forget about you unless if something happen to me..

"I know. I know that you are still love the old me. B-But.. what can I do for you if my memories will forever gone and I will forever forget about you..? You will always sad and get hurts because of me, right..?", Woohyun said while suddenly touched my cheek.

I flinched a bit. You know..?

"S-So.. please, just.. forget about me, Hana. Throw all about the old Woohyun from your life.. Get a new life. Forget about Nam Woohyun..", Woohyun said while still rubbing my cheek smoothly.

Woohyun-ah..

I opened my eyes and tears fell down again. I quickly touched Woohyun's hand that touched my cheek.

Woohyun looked shocked. He wanted to pull his hand from my cheek but I grabbed it tighter and let his hand be on my cheek.

My tears keep fell down while both of us keep staring at each other. Some of my tears already flows on Woohyun's hand.

"Woohyun-ah..", I called for his name while staring at him.

He looks uneasy and want look at the other way.

I touched his cheek with my left hand then pulled it to my direction so that I can look at his face.

Then, our eyes met. Both of us look at each other with thousands meaning between us.

"Woohyun-ah.. You know me, dont you? You remember me, dont you? I am you your Yoo Hana. Please, Woohyun..", I rubbed his cheek smoothly.

I said that while crying. Woohyun please..

"N-No, Hana.. I dont know you and I dont even remember you..", Woohyun said while staring deep into my eyes. I cant read what was on his mind right now.

"No. You know me, Woohyun! You know me! I'm your girlfriend! I am your one and only girlfriend, Nam Woohyun!", I suddenly felt very frustated. Without my knowing, I already got mad at him.

Why are you doing this to me, Woohyun.. We already being together for many years and YET you can just forget those moments in ONE NIGHT ?! Why Woohyun.. why..

My tears keep falling infront of him. I dont care anymore. I cant hold it anymore. This pain is too hurt for me. I cant handle it..

"N-No.. Hana.. Let me go..", Woohyun looked at the other way.

"No! I cant and I dont want to! I dont want to lose you again.. Please, Woohyun.. Remember me.. Your girlfriend, Yoo Hana..", I cupped his face and stared at him.

I cant control my behavior right now. I felt like something already took out my soul from my body and I cant control my actions anymore.

"No! No, Hana! My one and only girlfriend is.. J-Jung Sora! N-Not you, Yoo Hana.. S-So please! Let go of me! Just please, stop all of this.. Forget about me.. about everything!", Woohyun smacked my hands then scolded me.

I flinched.

I suddenly came back to my sense.

Oh no.. Hana.. what did you just do..

"Please, Hana.. Just please.. accept everything.. Forget about the old Woohyun.. I am not the same as the old Woohyun..", Woohyun grabbed my shoulders like he was trying to comfort me.

"No.. N-No..", I looked down and covered my whole face with my both palms. I cried soundly while covering my face in my hands.

"Hana..", Woohyun try to comfort me again.

No.. I cant.. My Woohyun..

"N-No.. No! I cant! You are the same person! I-It just.. you cant remember me..", I said with a high tone then my voice sounds low. I sighed.

Woohyun just stayed silent while sitting infront of me.

THEN, I heard the gym's door suddenly unlocked and opened.

"Hana!", I looked at the door and I saw Kim Taehyung and Jung Sora came in with a cleaner.

"Woohyun oppa!", Sora shouted Woohyun's name from the gym door.

I painfully looked at Sora then Woohyun.

I slowly grabbed Woohyun's hands that being put on my shoulder then I put his hands down.

I looked at Woohyun and he also looked at me. I wiped my tears.

"I cant, Woohyun.. I just cant.. You are the first and only person I ever fell in love with. And.. will always be the person that I love. I'm sorry, Woohyun.. I just cant.. Mianhae..", I said while gave him a bitter smile with a pain expression.

Woohyun looked shocked and speechless.

I got up from my seat and start walked away with a painful heart. I walked pass Jung Sora who is already ran towards Woohyun.

I sighed.

You shouldnt asked me to forget about you, Woohyun-ah.. That wouldnt make me forget about you but just will make my heart hurt and more hurt..

"Hana, are you okay? How can you be in this gym?", Kim Taehyung asked me when I arrived infront of him.

I just nodded weakly. I'm not okay..

"Let me take you home. You look like you are not okay. We will be start the practice tomorrow, okay?", Kim Taehyung said while put his arms around my waist to help me walk easily.

I just let him do that cuz I have no more energy left.

Both of us said thank to the cleaner then left the gym. I took a peek at Woohyun and Sora. I saw Sora was touching Woohyun everywhere, maybe wanna checking if he is okay or not.

But then, I saw Woohyun was looking at me. I quickly turned my head and walked out with Kim Taehyung.

I sighed. I cried again.. You are so stupid, Hana..

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Woohyun's point of view

"I cant, Woohyun.. I just cant.. You are the first and only person I ever fell in love with. And.. will always be the person that I love. I'm sorry, Woohyun.. I just cant.. Mianhae.."

I frozed when Hana suddenly confessed that.

I suddenly felt my heart ripped apart when I recall back what Hana just said to me.

"Ugh..", I squezeed my chest tightly.

"Eh? Why, oppa?? Are you okay?? Are you hurt anywhere???", Sora checked all over my body.

M-My chest.. its hurt.. but.. why..

I looked at Hana. I saw the new transfer boy held Hana's waist and walked with her.

What is he thinking his doing? He just transfer here but dare to touch someone that he just know?! Ugh

I dont know why but I felt really angry right now when I saw that scene.

I looked at Hana and hoping that she will look at me and.. she did.

Hana..

Hana looked at me but just for a second, then she quickly walked away with that new transfer boy.

My chest felt tight and hurt again.

"Ugh..", I moaned while squezeed my chest hardly.

"Oppa, I think we need to go to hospital. Maybe, you did hurt somewhere.", Sora pulled my hand.

I also hope that doctor can check what is wrong with me.. but, can they..?

I just stared at the gym door sadly.

Why must I be sad.. why must I feel hurt right now.. Why should I..

Sora already here infront of me, but why.. I keep wanting Hana here.. beside me.. what is happening to me..

Ugh.. I really hate this! I hate myself! I hate everything!!

I sighed and just weakly walked away with Sora.

What is wrong with you, Nam Woohyun..

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~To be continue♡~ Thanks for reading nae!

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*****STORY by; kimsyaz*****