My Amnesia Boyfriend

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I dressed up as pretty as I could. I wore yellow blouse with light blue jeans. I matched it with a light yellow hand bag with a feminine watch. I looked into the mirror carefully as I checked every inches, hoped that there was no flaw on my perfect dress today.

I satisfyingly nodded as I looked surprisingly good in the new dress. I immediately took a glance at my watch and to my surprise, its already 8.30 pm.

Gosh, I'm gonna be late.

I quickly went downstairs and walked out from the house after done bidding a goodbye toward my parents.

I sprinted up to the nearby train station and quickly bought a ticket for the next ride.

I nervously waited for the train as I looked around, excited yet felt very nervous about the date.

Should I buy something for him?

The next train has finally arrived. I patiently waited for the passengers as they were rushing out from the train. I then quickly threw my body into the train as I safely landed and made it into the already packed train.

My eyes were wandering around as I was searching for an available seat. But unlucky me, it was so packed, so I had no choice but to just stood up as I balanced my body while held on the pole that being put in the centre of the train.

aish. I just hope it will arrive as soon as possible.

Suddenly, I heard a woman's voice echoed as she notified that the train has arrived at Myeondong's station.

Finally.

I quickly got out from the train and ran as fast as I could. I looked around the Myeondong street and searched for a signboard that wrote 'Star Café'. The cafe that we promised to meet up.

My eyes lightened up when I spotted the Star Café that I was looking for. It was at the end of the street. I quickly walked into the cafe and was kinda surprised when suddenly a waiter was greeting me as soon as I walked into the cafe.

I just awkwardly nodded as I replied his smile with a small one. I wandered my eyes all over the cafe, was searching for someone.

My smile grew wider as I saw someone was smiling brightly while waved his hand towards me.

I walked towards his table as I granted him a big smile. Then I took a seat across him as he pulled the chair out for me.

My heart secretly fluttered at his gentle action.

"Sorry, Woohyun. Am I late?", I said with a guilty expression plastered on my face as I looked at him.

Being the kind boyfriend he was, he then just smiled brightly like he dont really care about it, as long as I came.

"Nope. Its nothing. I dont mind. I already glad you could make it.", he smiled again.

Oh god, I mentally calmed my heart as it got attacked with his bright smile.

After a few minutes of talking, a waiter finally toward our table and was ready to take our orders.

After done ordering, we then continued our last conversation.

"Hehe. I know that. You understand me so well, Woohyun. Thats why I really do love you.", I tried to calm my chest from the crazy heart beats after I uttered those words.

I looked up at him when I got no response from him and was surprised when I saw Woohyun's ears and cheeks were all red, as red as a tomato.

Pfft. He's blushing. So cute.

His whole face looks like gonna turn into an apple. or strawberry. urm, watermellon would do because he had that round face tho. It would fits him well if I wear him a watermellon cosplay..

"Hahaha.", I suddenly let out a laugh.

"Eh, why are you suddenly laughing, Hana?", he asked me as he looked up at me and gave me a confused expression.

"Hahaha. Dont worry. I'm not thinking about someone else. I'm just thinking about you.", I said as I still couldnt stop laughing because of my weird imagination.

He seemed relieved. But then, he's face turned out to be more confused than before.

"What are you thinking about until you're laughing this hardly? You must be having a weird imagination about me, dont you?", he asked as he squinted his eyes towards me, urging me to speak the truth.

I'm shocked. My hands automatically covered my mouth. Is he a witch or something? How can he read my mind very well?

"Eh, its true? oh god, tell me. what kind of imagination did you just had? Me becoming a watermellon or something?", he asked again.

Woah. Now my jaw literally dropped and my mouth was opened widely and formed a mini cave right in front of him.

He really could read me well. Its dangerous. What if he could read me when I've a really bad intentions to do to him like a kiss or something. God, it will be embarrasing for sure.

"Better you close your mouth, Hana, before I kiss you right infront of this many people.", he said as he gave me a smirk then chuckled.

My both hands quickly covered my mouth.

No-uh. It will be super embarrassing. um eventho, I do want it..

"Geez, Hana. You're so damn cute. I'm glad I'm the one who knows you first, Hana. I cant imagine it if someone else would be in my place right now.", he said as he was laughing loudly as there were a few people were staring at our table.

I saw a pair of chopsticks on the table as I immediately grabbed it and knocked his head with one of the chopstick.

"Ow! Hey, its hurt! Why did you do that?", he finally stopped laughing and glared at me with a small pout.

"Your laugh was so damn loud. Its disturbed people around us, you idiot.", I chuckled and then gave him an apologetic smile as I kinda felt guilty for hitting him just now.

"R-Really? Opps, sorry honey.", he apologized while gently poked my nose with his index finger.

I giggled with his action as I uttered, "It's okay."

I just hope the time can stop for now.

•••••

After done eating, we went out from the cafè and took a walk around the area. We held hands like we would always do.

Its so warm. I really likes his hand. Its the warmer place I ever touched other than my parents.

He was humming while smiling excitedly. I took a peek at him as I noticed his sudden excited aura.

Hehe. So cute.

"After this, lets go see the fireworks?", he said as he suddenly stopped and looked at me.

Our eyes meet. Woah, I'm busted for looking at him for the entire time.

I quickly turned my head towards the other way as I pretend that I didnt hear him. I was humming a song that I dont even know. He just stared at me, waiting for a reply from me as I could feel it from my right side.

I turned back my head towards him and our eyes meet again. My heart was beating incredibly loud and I'm afraid that he could also hear it as we were standing quiet close with each other. He just silently stared at me and it made me has a goosebumps, for god sake.

Oh, this silent really is pissing me off.

"What did you said earlier?", I quickly asked as I looked deeply into his blank eyes.

"W-what?", he seemed out of trace as he was startled after I spoke up.

"I said, what did you said earlier? Geez, were you daydreaming, Nam Woohyun?", I repeated my question back as I lightly chuckled.

"Oh. No, and um I just said that we should go see the fireworks..", he quickly turned his head back and we started walking again.

"Oh, I see. When?", I grabbed his hand tighter as I strangely felt like he could disappear from my sight any seconds.

"Tonight, at 11pm, around the Han River bridge.", he jumped a little bit as he was too excited for the event. Too childish but I really loves that part of him.

"um, I need to inform my parents first. if they approve, then, lets go.", I replied as I granted him a bright smile.

He nodded his head as he suddenly walked dangerously close towards me. He then approached me and put his forehead with mine while mumbled, "Make it quick."

Oh god, I really do wanna stop the time. I'm happy. I'm very happy.

I giggled as I nodded and wanted to make a call but failed as he was still holding my hand, tightly, like he didnt want to let it go.

"Woohyun-ah, you know I do need my hands if I want to make a call, right?", I gave him a sarcastic look as I let out a chuckle afterwards.

geez.. he is being weird again.

He shook his head as a sign that he didnt want to let my hand go. My eyebrows furrowed toward him.

His face suddenly fell as I could notice a sad expression plastered on his face. His hand was grabbing my hand tighter than before until I could feel a little sting pain on my hand.

"Woohyun, its hurt.", I said lowly as I tried to let my hand free from his grip but failed. He was too strong.

"Hey, Woohyun. Listen. I'm not going anywhere, okay? I'm just going to make a call. We want to see the fireworks, right?", I tried to comfort him as I gently patted his hand that was holding my hand tightly.

He just stayed silent. Then, after a few seconds, he finally let my hand go as he let out a deep sigh.

I just smiled and wanted to walk away again but failed again as Woohyun suddenly grabbed my both shoulders then hugged me, tightly.

w-w-wha-

"Err..Woohyun?", I awkwardly said as I looked around and saw a few people were staring at us.

"Shhh. Stay quiet.", he muttered with a low and quiet seductive voice.

I just stayed silent as what he wanted me to. Then there goes the crazy heart beats again.

This is embarrassing. He must already heard of it.

He hugged me tightly as I just could stay awkwardly quiet in his arms. Luckily, both of us couldnt really be seen because of a tree right behind me. He then suddenly released me and I swear to god, I barely got my soul back into my body.

He just stared at me, really deep as our eyes met.

"Um Woohyun, what happened? You okay?", I asked as he suddenly acted really weird at that moment.

He shook his head as a reply.

"Then..?", I asked again while furrowed my eyebrows toward him.

He didnt answer as he just looked at me. I'm gonna drown.

"Please promise me one thing, will you Hana?", he finally spoke up.

Eh? Whats wrong with him? Is he really okay?

"W-What is it?", I asked while trying my best to not stand too close with him but failed cuz like I said, the tree is in my way.

"Please dont, ever, forget about me in whatever situation or whatever happened. Dont ever leave me if anything happened. Always be by my side. Will you promise me that?", he asked me with a serious tone as I thought he was joking but I'm wrong. He was dead serious as he didnt even smile.

"I-I promise.", I said then tried to throw the bad feeling away from approaching me.

Why did he said things like this. I suddenly got goosebumps.

He let out a sigh as he look, relief. A smile finally appeared on his face. I just stood there, infront of him, awkwardly as I'm still trying to process my confused mind. What do all these stuff have something to do with me wanted to make a phone call?

After a few moment of silent, he suddenly grabbed my both, left and right shoulder then gently pushed my back against the tree behind me.

"W-What are you doing, Woohyun?", I asked as my mind become more confusing with his sudden action.

"What do you want to–"

My eyes widen as I felt a soft plump lips against mine.

Woohyun suddenly planted a kiss on my lips. He stopped me from talking. His lips moved in sync with mine as I immediately gave in. He smoothly snaked his hands around my neck and my waist. I flinched when he suddenly pulled my head and deepened the kiss.

My heart beats wet crazy again and again. I couldnt breath but I also couldnt resist him.

"W-Woohyun-", I gently tried to push him but failed.

He suddenly became more passionate as he ignored my whines and grabbed my waist closer as my hands were now on his chest, keeping the distance.

"Shh", was what he could only said before started kissing me again.

I couldnt control him as I also couldnt control myself either.

He passionately tracing my neck as he started planting kisses everywhere. His actions made me threw my head back, as I tried very hard to not let weird noises coming out from my mouth.

After a few moment of making out in freaking public, I finally came to my sense as I quickly pushed him off from me with all my strength. Our lips finally separated. My legs were shaking terribly as I fell down and sat on the ground.

"Hana! Are you okay?? Is it that hurt..?", he quickly bent down and held me closer as he checked me, afraid that I might get injure or something.

"Are you an idiot? Geez, what was that for, seriously? We are in public, if you dont remember.", I said as I covered my face on my knees, avoided making any eyes contact with him as I didn't want him to notice my bright pink face.

He suddenly laughed.

"You're laughing? I'm serious.", I said with a serious tone, still covering my blushing face.

"I'm sorry. I'm soo sorry, okay honey? Its just that .. youre so tempting.", he winked at me.

I rolled my eyes up and down. But then, I joined him, bursting into a small laugh. God, when did he becom this wild? I'm surprised.

"Haa, see. Now you looks even more pretty when you smiles.", He sat beside me as he smoothly interlocked his hand with mine.

"So, when will I be able to make a phone call hah? You already stole my chance just now.", I gave him a fake glare while phone was still there, in my hand.

"Emm, I think its okay. We will just go see the fireworks next time okay?", He held my hand tightly as he looked up at the almost dark sky.

"Emm, Okay then. Next time will do.", I said.

I suddenly got thirsty. Geez, it was all his fault for k-kis .. ahh nevermind.

"You wanna drink? I can go buy it for you. I'm thirsty right now.", He nodded his head as I replied with a nod as well.

I wanted to stand up but he stopped me as he gave a tight grip on my hand that he was holding.

"Why?", I asked him.

He just shook his head as he gave me a small smile before letting my hand go.

"Be careful.", Woohyun said after our interlocked hands broke.

I chuckled at his behavior as I quickly stood up and ran off towards the store. His eyes followed me as he was just staring at me while still smiling.

•••••

Later, I came back with two bottle of orange juices. Since both of our favorite was orange juice.

I walked back towards the tree that we sat earlier but strangely.. he was not there.

Hm? Where did he go? I thought to myself as eyes were looking around, searching for him.

But I still couldnt see him anywhere. I walked further and further as my voice was shouting for his name but there was no answer.

But then, I saw a crowd of people in the middle of the road. What happened there?

I got curious as I jogged closer towards the crowd. Strangely, my heart was beating very loud as I slowly approached the crowd.

I peeked my head between the crowd as I was wondering what happened at the moment.

"The boy got hit by a car while he's trying to saved a pregnant women.", A women beside me whispered at me, as she was telling me about the situation.

"The boy?", I asked, still confused with the situation.

The woman just nodded as she threw her focus back on the accident.

I looked back at the road as I tiptoed a bit, trying to see the victim of the accident but failed due to the many crowds. As a result, I gave up and brought my focus back into searching for Woohyun.

I walked pass through the crowd people, wanted to cross the road. I managed to walked pass through as I let out a relief sigh afterwards. I then walked away as an ambulance came into my view.

Suddenly, I abruptly stopped on my track. My eyes landed on the emergency workers that were struggling with an emergency stretcher, as they tried to push it into the ambulance. My eyebrows furrowed as eyes were pinning on the person that was on the stretcher.

I was questioning my eyes when I saw a familiar person on the stretcher. Red blood was covering his whole face which made it hard for me to recognize the person better.

I squints my eyes very hard as I wanted to see who the person that got hit in the accident.

My eyes widen as the person's face clearly came into view.

"Ohmygod! Woohyun!", I unconsciously shouted as I immediately ran towards him. Heart was beating hundred times faster at the heartbreaking sight.

My hands were shaking very bad.

"W-Woohyun?? H-Hey, get up. You scared me. Woohyun!!", I shout it out loud.

My hand slowly caressed his bloody cheek. Please dont.. Dont do this to me, Woohyun. W-Why is this happening?

I tried to shook his body, trying to wake him up but no respond.

"P-Please.. Woohyun. Wake up.. Don't do this to me..", I shook his arms over and over but still no respond from the other.

"Miss? Do you know this victim?", One of the medic staff asked as he approached me from behind. I just could nods my head in reply as my eyes were pinning on Woohyun's face that full with blood.

"He is in a critical condition. We need to get to the hospital as soon as possible. Can you please contact his family, miss?", Said the medic staff again. I nodded again as a reply whilst my hand was shakingly searching for the phone.

I immediately took out my phone once I found it and called Woohyun's parents to inform about Woohyun's accident.

After done with the call, I quickly jumped into the ambulance. My hand gently took Woohyun's hand as the tears kept falling out from my already red eyes. I closed my eyes tightly as my heart desperately prayed for the best, God, please save him. Save him. I dont need anything else but please .. just save him.

•••••

Woohyun's mom kept crying since she arrived few hours ago. The dads both went to the front counter to pay the bill.

Unfortunately, for Woohyun he is still in the surgery room.

I couldn't stay still. The surgery has started for 3hours but it is still not end. I kept walking back and forth as my eyes kept glancing at the "EMERGENCY" words above the door.

My thoughts kept running the same words over and over, Woohyun, please stay alive. Dont leave me. P-please dont leave me.

Now, I knows why he suddenly behaved like that before. So.. he knew bad things would happen to him. My tears started to falls down again afterwards. God, if only I can also feel the same feeling as him.. He then would no need to suffer like this. I feel so bad that I wanted to switch my place with him at the moment.

I took a seat as I clasped my hands together. My eyes tightly closed between my tight hands. You cant die. All of us here need you. Please please ..

Suddenly, "EMERGENCY" sign above the door got switched off. I immediately got up from my seat and was about to approach the doctor but Woohyun's mother beat me on that.

"Doctor! How's my son?", Woohyun's Mom asked the doctor as she clutched her chest, was afraid of the bad outcome.

"He is fine. He is safe now. He's still unconscious so he won't wake up for now. But you both can still visit him for awhile.", Said the doctor.

It was good news. Thankfully..

All of us thanked the doctor as he just smile as a reply and walked away from the scene afterwards.

We quickly went to Woohyun's room and visited him. Woohyun's mother finally smile as she stared at her son, was feeling great that her son's surgery went well.

Tears started to falls down again when I saw his head was being covered with a white bandage. God, why is this happening to you, Woohyun..

•••••

The next morning, I went to visit Woohyun at the hospital. I heard from his parents yesterday that he already woke up. Finally, thank goodness, was what I said when I first heard the good news.

I am really excited. I can't wait to see him. I went to a store to buy his favorite fruit, oranges. I hope he likes it.

•••••

Finally, I arrived in front of Woohyun's ward room. Oh! Woohyun's voice.

His laughs and giggles could be heard from the inside of the room. I miss this laughs.. How cute.

I opened the door and surprisingly, many eyes were on me. I just smile in reply. My eyes were searching for the boy as I walked closer towards his bed. As I approached him, my heart beats crazily when our eyes met. I miss him so much.. oh god..

The moment I stopped on my track, right beside his bed, I couldn't describe how I was feeling that time. It was overwhelmed.

I greeted Woohyun's parents and they gave me a smile afterwards. I took out his favorite fruits and placed it on the desk beside him. Woohyun's eyes were still looking at me.

"Hey, idiot. How are you? Are your muscles okay? It must be hurts right..?", I said and almost facepalm myself afterwards. God, this is not the first morning speech that I've practised since yesterday.. I bit my lips as I closed my eyes, was very disappointed with myself. Geez, Hana.. youre so hopeless

"Anyway, here is your favorite fruit. Wait, let me cut it for you first and then-", I was about to continue my words but then he interrupt me.

"Who the hell are you?", He asked as his eyebrows furrowed towards me.

I was shocked, completely shocked. I was caught off guard while I was cutting the fruit as the knife in my hand almost fall but thankfully, I gripped it tightly after.

W-What? I-Is he joking? Woohyun's parents were also surprised at the moment. Whilst, Woohyun was still looking at me with confusion. N-No.. it cant be..

"Dont joke around, idiot.", I said after the long silence and gave him an awkward laugh. I approached him as I gently grabbed his hand and held it but he coldly slapped my hand away.

W-What ..

"Dont touch me! I'm not joking. Who are you? And who the hell are you to call me idiot?!", He replied, probably pissed off.

I was stunned at what just happened. My whole body was trembling very bad as my hands were obviously shaking. No.. stop joking around please. Its a j-joke, right?I rather hear it as a joke. It is a joke, right?!

Woohyun's dad then ran out from the room as he was yelling for the doctor. Woohyun's face was still the same. Confused, cold and didn't have any single of smile on his face.

I took a look at Woohyun for the last time before turned around and walked out from the room. I couldn't bear to stay any longer in that room. I better go and take a fresh air instead.

My chest felt incredibly hurts and broken at the moment.

I took a little peek through the small window on the door as he just ignored me and looked at somewhere else. I was hurt, really hurt. I looked down as I turned around. Tears already threatening to fall but I immediately wiped it.

But, as my legs were trembling and was about to give up, I quickly leaned side by side on the wall beside me and slowly slide down.

I cried.

"W-Woohyun-ah.. why? Why is it so easy for you to forget about me?", That was the first words that came out after the tragic incident before.

I clenched my hands into a fist as I kneeled down on the floor, "Am I not important to you? How could you do this to me Woohyun-ah.."

Tears kept falling and falling. I tried very hard to wipe it but it was useless. I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't.

"Why..", The same word kept repeating over and over as I was questioning myself, why.. why this happened to me.. why..

As I cry and cried, my eyes noticed the small cut that still bleeding between my fingers. Strangely, I couldn't feel the pain on the small cut. After all, my heart pains the most at the moment.

I stared at my palm as I mumbled with a sad smile, "At least I got to see him.."

My smile fell afterwards while mumbled, "B-But he slapped my hand tho.. He rejected me. It's.. hurt."

And so, the tears continued to fall as the heart continuously feel the unstoppable pains.

-To Be Continue-