I was listening to Joshua's Story. I felt sadness coming through me I Did'nt know That his mate died 3 years ago.

"Well that's the story..." He looked at me with a slight smile. I know he's not happy .Losing a mate hurts much more than you know. You might be thinking how can i even know how he felt! I didnt even find my mate yet!

"I'm so sorry..." i grabbed his hand looked at him. He sighed " its..fine..past is the past...You Can't change what happend already..besides i promised that i kept smiling for her" i smiled lightly

"Wel...I better go now..Buh-Bye Bro!" Anna left the Dinning table wavings at us bye. I looked back at Josh.

He was looking at the ground.

"J-josh?","hmm?","you alright?" I asked him

"DUMBASS YOU ALREADY NOW HE'S NOT ALRIGHT!" My wolf Shouted at me i glared at her and went back to joshua

"Y-yeah i'll be fine..I need to do something... Call me if you need something" he left without saying goodbye. Close the door bhind him

"Poor Josh...i wish i can help him","too late dumbass" my wolf snarls at me
I ignored her. And walk to my room and bathed

15 minutes later

Mate..mate..mate...I need to find my mate...
I was thinking all day about Mate i wish it would stop i barely know that im i'm mateless. Shut up Heloise! Get your head straight No negative thinking!

"AUUGGHHH!!! SO BORED" my wolf started to whine. "COULD U PLS SHUT UP FOR ONE DAMN SECOND!" i shouted at my wolf. " Geez CHRIS NO NEED TO BE AN ASS ABOUT IT!" She glared at me and sat.

Aughh..How many Weeks will i even stay here?

*3 weeks later (damn time sure flies when your An ass)

It's been 3 weeks and I'm bored as heck!,josh have been awfuly quiet this past couple of weeks too, plus! My wolf won't talk to me. I better get my ass out of this chair and do something!

I pop my head to the window to scan. Beauitful day to walk alone in the forest.

I mind linked joshua that i will be walking around the forest. "Be sure your safe when you get home loise..i care about you.." he mind linked Back,"dont worry i'll be..i care about you 2"

I walk out of the house closing the Door behind me. I Run through the forest looking at everything.

*play the video*

"Wow..." i stoped runnung until i saw a small lake. I walked over to it and sat there " This is simply beautiful..." i scanned around my area to see Flowers,trees,birds chirping

I giggled at the sight of the forest Lake, i looked at my reflection above the water. I smiled and looked at the moon rise

Darkness consumed the Forest. But the beauty stay within them.

"Come Little Children
I'll Take Thee Away,
Into a Land of
Enchantment

Come Little Children
The Time's Come To Play
Here In My Garden
Of Magic

Follow Sweet Children
I'll Show Thee the Way
Through All the Pain and
The Sorrows

Weep Not Poor Children
For Life is This Way
Murdering Beauty
And Passion

Hush Now Dear Children
It Must Be This Way
To Weary of Life and
Deceptions

Rest Now My Children
For Soon We'll Away
into the Calm And
The Quiet

Come Little Children
I'll Take Thee Away,
Into a Land of
Enchantment

Come Little Children
The Time's Come To Play
Here in My

Garddennn of Shaddoooowwwss....Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooh," i walked back to my place while singing.

"Past is the past...You Can't changed Already what had happend "
Werewolfgirl22-

To be continued