My heccing anxetiy is have alot more of an effect on me lately. And i kinda can't sleep,eat,or just breathe without being in pain because of the whole stress for my body thing. And me stressing out isn't good so today I'm probably not going to leave my bed because I have no modavtion to do so. (Even though I have 2 tests to study for and I'm probably gonna get in trouble with my parents but it this point why do I try to make them to do everything right. I'm just gonna fuck  up) so yeah................