I'm realiezing I have toxic friends in my life. I've said something about it to them(expect for one because she is imdeaging and I don't have the balls to say something) they pretty much don't do anything. Whitch would be fine I could just make new friends and etc but I can't. I live in such a small town that it's hard to. Everyone has known evernone since kindergarten. I feel like I can expoled at any minute. They never really listen to me when I'm going therw anything but when they need something they instantly go to me. Whitch is fine I get it but they have other people in the friend group besides me! They always go to me frist. So I feel like they don't care so tomorrow at school. I'm just not going to talk to them. I am a very socail person and someone who needs socail interaction badly but they should know how it feels to be ingored! I do all this shit for them and what do I get in return? Getting hit,kicked, putting down jokes,and no one giving a shit! I'm done they blew it! I can't handle them any more! (Also marrow im not talking about you)I need a break. Even tho I just had one. During Winter break I was so much more happy but now I'm angry and sad. So yeah..............this is happening....