Just why? Why do I try. I know that it's never going to happen. I just miss.them. and.if isn't onloulus who I'm talking about. I'm talking about.my crush but you all probably know who that is. I should just quit everything. I don't derserve it. I mean I can't do anything m my grades are shit. I feel like I can't get enough solalizing. I miss her! I just want to end it all. So fucking badly. I'm such a dumbass