Warning!! Angsty , selfharm , suicide , fluff , romance , drama , daily life.

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The kid i used to know [Arrested Youth]

"Cause fuck that shit
Yeah, I don't wanna be that kid
No, I'm not gonna hang my head
And be another accident,"

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Numb [Carlie Hanson]

"I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb,"

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Killer [Valerie Broussard]

"They told me you a killer, a killer
I saw your collection of hearts and I shoulda known better, better
'Cause they told me you a killer, a killer
And I've got no doubt that the only way out of this thriller, is if I am a killer too."

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The Search [NF]

"Throw it back up like I don't want it
Wipe my face, clean up my vomit
OCD, tryna push my buttons
I said don't touch it, now y'all done it."

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Why [NF]

"Inside I feel divided
Back when I ain't had a dime, but had the drive back before I ever signed, I questioned life, like, "Who am I, man?" Woo!"

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Hate Myself [NF]

"I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself"

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If You Want Love [NF]

"I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me
Maybe that's why I'm controllin'
I wish somebody woulda told me, if you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain"

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Dear God [Hunter Hayes]

"Yeah, but why does my life have to hurt so much? , and why can't I find any peace of love? , and why do I feel like I'm not enough? Dear God, are you sure that you don't, that you don't mess up?,
You don't mess up."

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Worst Day of My Life [Alec Benjamin]

"I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal,"

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The Doctor Said [Chloe Adams]

"But what does he know?
'Cause I feel so alone
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright
'Cause the doctor said you're fine,"

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House With No Mirrors [Sasha Sloan]

"If I lived in a house with no mirrors
I'd be louder, I'd be honest
Probably wouldn't be self-conscious
I'd go to a party, not care who was there
Not spend an hour pickin' what to wear"

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Older [Sasha Sloan]

"The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me,"

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You Broke Me First [Tate McRae]

"Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had , but I don't really care how bad it hurts. When you broke me first, You broke me first."

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The knife in my back [Alec Benjamin]

"I was just surprised at how you turned on me so fast. I let you in, i held you close. My blood flows like a river 'cause I trusted you the most And now I know it's over."

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Blue (Da Ba Dee) [NV]

"Blue are the words I say and what I think blue are the feelings that live inside me. I'm blue, da ba dee da ba die."

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911 [Ellise]

"911, I need someone
My baby plays me like a game
I'm not having fun"

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Body [Julia Michaelis]

"I just wanna love my body like you love my body , i wanna look in the mirror and tell it that it's beautiful like you do,"

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Iconic [SKYDXDDY]

"Fuck the ones they compare you to
There's never gonna be another one
Another you, and that's something you hold onto, and listen when I tell you girl
While everyone will change themselves,
You'll change the fucking world"

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Woman's World [Little Mix]

"But she goes to the same job everyday
She's overworked and underpaid
Just 'cause the way her body's made
Ain't that insane?"

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Head in her heart [Nico Collins]

"She has her head in her heart and a broken body. Never wrong but she always says sorry, takes the pain, and throws away her pride"

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Homecoming queen [Kalsea Ballerini]

"But what if I told you the world wouldn't end , If you started showing what's under your skin. What if you let 'em all in on the lie? Even the homecoming queen cries."

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How do You Love Someone [Ashley Tisdale]

"Momma never set a good example,
Daddy never held momma's hand. Momma found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man."

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Silent Scream [Anna Blue]

"Tell me why you're putting pressure on me, and everyday you 'cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms"

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Little Me [Little Mix]

"You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out
And know that right here, right now
You can be beautiful, wonderful
Anything you wanna be , Little me."

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Friends [WDW]

"All we want, is a little place where we can dance, I know you understand. Let me know it's on and I'll bring my friends. I can introduce them to all your friends if they get along, we can all be friends, or I could come alone, just me, you, on our own."

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"Terkadang yang kita perlukan hanya ketenangan hati dan seseorang untuk berbagi,"
- K.S

"Terkadang yang kita butuhkan bukanlah cinta, tetapi sesuatu yang memuaskan kekosongan hati."
- M.A

"Terkadang kita lupa dengan kenyataan bahwa kita hanya pura-pura tak ingat."
- M.O

"Kau ini bodoh atau pura-pura bodoh?"
- S.R

"Apa rasanya sesak? Apa sangat sakit hingga kau ingin mengakhirinya?"
- ???

"Aku tak mengerti jalan pikiranmu, sungguh aku lelah memahami dirimu."
- ???

"Aku lelah, aku hanya ingin beristirahat tapi kenapa semua jadi lebih rumit?!..."
- (N).(LN)

"Apa kamu pernah mencoba untuk memahami perasaan temanmu?"
- A.O

"Kenapa kau tak coba membiarkan waktu berputar dengan sendirinya? Siapa tahu hal yang kau cari sudah bersamamu dari dulu."
- A.M

"Tidak semuanya seburuk yang kau bayangkan, biarkan semuanya terbukti dengan sendirinya jangan kau ambil pusing."
- O.R

"Nee, bagaimana kalau kita jalan-jalan? Siapa tahu alam dapat mengobati hatimu,"
- G.H

"Kau terlihat sedang banyak pikiran, bagaimana jika kita beristirahat sejenak?"
- K.Y

"Aku juga banyak khawatir dengan kehidupan, bagaimana jika kita saling berbagi agar hati lebih ringan?"
- R.H

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