Your mind ran to last night, Jungkooks' mom came to see you..You began to think about what she said...

" Honey?? " you were laying on the bed when you heard moms' voice.

" Mom.." you couldn't even speak up, tears almost burst out.

" I know....." she said in a low tone and hugged you..

" It happened because of me...I'm the reason that why jungkook ends in this kind of situation..."

" I don't know about what are you talking...But all I have to say is be strong and take care of Jungkook..Remember what doctor said... If you you put n effort on him..he will definitely wake up.." Saying that she kissed your forehead.

" I will mom...I will make him wake up...I need him...Unlike past..." when you say that mom questioned..
Because you said something unnecessary.

" Nah..I mean...I need him..I can't live without him...." You said through tears.

END FLASH BACK

It has been a week...Everyday you went to see jungkook..whenever you see him, you felt like burning your inside..But you have nothing to do, That's why you decided to do everything what you can do for him.. As his wife.... You felt him so much, the one who sacrificed his for you is not that jerk, he is Jeon Jungkook...Your Husband..you felt in that way... Does it means that have you fallen him??? Nothing you thought so far...only you wanted to see him as before..

" Jungkook ..." you called his name, But no response.. The only you could see is jungkook laying on a bed with the connection of some machines..

You walked toward him and sat on chair beside the bed and held his hand.. This thing, you have never done, because you hated him that much as not to touch him.

" Jungkook...you have to wake up...I can't let you be like this...."

Tears rolled down on your cheeks..

" Wake up and bully me as you used to do..It's ok....I would love to bear them all that see you like this..." Saying that you hugged his hand..
The person you didn't want to even see has become the person you mostly want to see in your life, how destiny comes...

Time Skipped -

It has bee 3 mothes since the day he turned to a coma. Day by day you came to see Jungkook and most of the time you spend whole the day with him, talking to him although there is no response from him..  Doctors and some of hospital staff members also become friends with you. All the works of jungkooks' you did by yourself such Wash him,change his clothes..

One day,

" Hawon " you heard a familiar voice.

" Jimin..." you spoke up happly seeing him.

" How is he doing now ? " He asked.

" hmmm.." you sighed as Jimin got all..

" I'm going to crazy Jimin...He is no gonna wake up.." you said holding the tears.

" Nahh Hawon...Wait..You have to wait until the time comes.."

" Which time Jimin.
it has been 3 monthes...."

" you know what ? I hate myself so much for beeing like this...this is so hard... I can't watch him like this...I hate myself ..because .."

Jimim cut your words.

" Don't say that you hate yourself Hawon, Because of him..It can be gone in an instant...Be thankful about what you have...because you will never know what will happen next..right.." Saying that Jimin rubbed your Head..

" Hmm...That's right chim..But What do I have now?? Regrets ? "

"Naah...It's your life...Having your life means you can give the life for jungkook which he mostly wanted..You know he loves you whether you accept it or not.."

" Yeah...I know..and I @% ..." you swallowed your words because you wasn't sure about what you were going to say..

" You will realize ..." He said with a hidden smile..

" Hawon..You know that he sacrificed his life only to save you.." Saying that he left..

You began to think about everything Jimin said..True, Jungkook saved your life and now it's the time for you to pay him back...

" Jungkook...Did you hear him.. ? " you asked from sleepy jungkook.

" It's Him..Jimin..The person you don't like to see around me..." When you say that a smile a appear on your lips but faded with tears..

" You have to yell at him again..whenever he comes closer to me, He even rubbed my head.."

You began to talk to him while rubbing your tumb on his hand..

Every day you did this, Talk to him, smile at him, play songs and sing to him, read his favorite story book to him..you did everything which you can do for him..you did every singal thing for him..

Another month passed,

"Mrs. Hawon.. You are doing a great job.." his doctor said after check his current situation.

" Mean?? " you questioned.

" I told you that doctor can't do anything for him..but you can..I saw you come her for all the time, The things you do for him mostly affect for his situation...you know the result ?? His heart beat was poor at the first..but now it's turning well.."

When the doctor say that you felt like bursting in happiness.

" Does it mean, he is getting well? " you asked.

" yeah, We can say like that, you know what, he can feel everything what people around him do for him.. with that he can get better Mrs. Hawon..His reports are Ok..But still he is in a shock..so we have to do our best, and he has to fight for his life, otherwise ...."

" Otherwise ?? " you questioned.

" You know what I mean..He might  lose his life.." Saying that the doctor left.

" no way..I'm not ever gonna let it happen.."

you spoke at yourself with sorrowful tears.

Days and weeks past..but you didn't give up...

Time skipped..

Another morning,

You were watching him, the past memories of him ran up to your mind.

Few days before jungkook got accident.

" Yaahh....Jeon Hawon..." You found drunk jungkook creaming at you.

" Yahh, Why are you doing this?? " you asked so pathetically.

" What??? " he laughed and questioned.

" Why are you drunk? What's wrong with you?? "

" What's wrong?? Haha...nothing nothing... I'm just watching my wife dating with my past best friend..." hexsaid it Sarcastically making your heart break..

" Think whatever you want..." you said in an angry tone..

" Why are you getting angry at me Mrs. Jeon Hawon....??????? " he steped toward you.

" Nahh Nahhh....It should be Park Hawon...." he replaced it again.

" Yah...you know what...you are crazy??? " you said in an angry tone again ignored him because yoi didn't want to see him doing crazy and saying such things. Because you already let jimin go from your life but you still haven't let come to your life either.

" Have you had your dinner ?? " you asked kindly letting your anger go away.

" Tears and and sorrow of letting go my wife to a bastard...That was my dinner...." when jungkook says that, you felt like he stabbed in to your heart, so deepen..

You stopped in the position.. you couldn't even move.. The only thing you wanted to run away from him.. At the first Jungkook...In your words, Jeon Jerk jungkook was the baddest person in your life, the one who destroyed your whole life and the one who cheated. But now, you felt like you have gotten in to his character. With Jimin.. what you did with jimin.

His words could kill you more than anything, but you didn't understand why is that, why?? Whyy whyy whyyy???  That's all you asked from you all the time, including the time you said jimin tha you can't make things up with him. You really didn't understand the reason..and that reason is LOVE..

" Look jungkook..." saying that you turned back to face at him but next second you found him inches away from you..

" I don't need your explanations Park Hawon.." Really he is crazy.. the craziness of falling in love with you.

You could clearly see his eyes..those eyes were innocence.. you havent seen him like this.. " Saying I love you doesn't mean that he really loves you " you thought like that before. But now, you found weird, not actually weird.. it's special...those eyes say something.. you were watching him for movement.. you snapped out when jungkook move his face morre closer to you..

" You're smelling bad..." saying that you were about walk  away but he griped you by putting his hands around your waist..

" Jungkook.. " you half yelled,

" I want you...I can't let you go to that bastard Jimin.....Hawon...Hawon....Can't you just stay with me...Haa???? Please.....??? " he began to beg you...He eyes almost got wet and yours too... This man is begging for you like a child.. begging for your love.. what has really happened to this man..your jerk husband has become a child, toward you..

" Hawon....Can't you love me.....I can do anything for you....Can't you love me...I love you Hawon...I love you..." His voice become louder as you frightened. You couldn't find words to speak up.

" J - Jungkook...stop it..you are out of your sense...." you screamed while trying to push him away but failed under his strength.

" Hawon......." saying that he began to kiss your cheeks like a crazy, he kissed you all over your face to neck so forcefully making you angry...because of his sudden actions, you frightened and you felt a little bit disgust about him.

" Jungkook...that's enough.." saying that you slapped him..He frozen...frozen in his feet.

" I ..I .. didn't m-meant to slap you....b- but....lets t- talk tomorrow...you're n -not in the situation to talk with..." you said in a shivery voice. And cupped his cheek your hand landed on. Because you felt pathetic about him... Jungkook kept watching you a most pathetic look. He was such a mess...

" I'm going to  sleep.. " saying that you headed to the bed.

End of flash back ~

You snapped out from flash back..you spend whoe the day with him..your heart didn't let you to stay away from him even for a movement.. you kept watching him..

SUDDENLY , .......

TBC -

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