POV > HARRY

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When you've been texting your idol and celebrity crush without knowing it was him for nearly half a year, how would you text him now that you know his secret?

That's what I think to myself as I lie in my bed, sheets tangled around my long legs. I haven't bothered getting up yet-- I blame the post-concert depression.

My Louis Tomlinson concert was three days ago, and ever since we left his dressing room after the show, I've missed him.

I feel ridiculous for missing him, and the fact that I could literally text him right now makes it worse. But, something is blocking me from contacting him again.

Is it my embarrassment? Probably. After all, I was sometimes rude to him, and I was also sometimes flirting with him. I'm so... ashamed? Maybe that's not the correct word, but that's what I'm going with.

I sigh and continue to stare at my phone screen. Twitter is open and I'm just staring at the group chat's last messages. They're from Zayn and Willi-- Louis. I assume Liam and Niall feel the same as I do about texting the group chat now.

To be honest, I am a little upset at Zayn for not telling us. But, I understand that he had to keep a secret. Actually, I'm surprised he didn't expose himself.

My phone vibrates and I flinch, checking the notifications.

And, as if he had read my hesitant thoughts, Louis texted me.

It feels so weird saying that... Louis texted me. Louis texted me. Louis texted me.

@pastellouis: are you mad?

I don't answer him immediately. Am I mad? I don't even know the answer to that question. I don't think I am, because let's be honest-- being genuinely mad at Louis would make me the worst human in the world, basically.

@pastellouis: fuck you're mad aren't you

@pastellouis: this was a bad idea

@pastellouis: pretend this never happened

@hedgehoglou: pretend what never happened?

@pastellouis: shit you answered fhdkdnekkxnd

@hedgehoglou: yeah

@pastellouis: well i was going to say to forget i ever texted you today buuuuuut you answered😁😁😁😁😁

I roll my eyes. He's too cute.

I'm allowed to say that.

@pastellouis: orrr you could forget what happened after the concert and i'll just be william again

@pastellouis: this may seem like a surprise but i didn't mean to fuck everything up😅

@hedgehoglou: sorry

@hedgehoglou: i just feel weird

@pastellouis: i'm not going to ask why because i asked everyone else that and they gave me the same answer

@hedgehoglou: okay

@pastellouis: hehe

@pastellouis: so you're not mad?

@hedgehoglou: no

@pastellouis: okay, thank god. dont let the gc dieeeee

@hedgehoglou: i wont.

@hedgehoglou: it's what brought all five of us together, and i'm thankful for that.

@pastellouis: me too.

@hedgehoglou: are you planning on telling... everyone else?

@pastellouis: as in the fans?

@pastellouis: i haven't decided.

@hedgehoglou: okay.

@pastellouis: how do you think they'd react?

@hedgehoglou: well, your account would definitely blow up.

@pastellouis: true. plus, it can't be any harder than telling you, right?

@hedgehoglou: right.

@hedgehoglou: i guess people would freak out for a while, and then get over it, i guess??

@pastellouis: i guess so. maybe even you'll get over me one day😜

@hedgehoglou: can i be real serious for a sec?

@pastellouis: go ahead.

@hedgehoglou: i wont ever get over you, you'll just have to deal with me until you get tired and get over me.

@pastellouis: that's depressing.

@pastellouis: don't think like that.... harold ;)

@hedgehoglou: just because you're louis tomlinson and i have a crush on you, it doesn't mean you get to call mE HAROLD

@hedgehoglou: *HARRY

@pastellouis: okay, fine... harris ;)

@hedgehoglou: sTOP

@pastellouis: harriet?

@pastellouis: ;)

@hedgehoglou: is there something in your eye or

@hedgehoglou: *harry

@pastellouis: ;)

@hedgehoglou: :l

@pastellouis: ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

@hedgehoglou: >;(

@pastellouis: ... you did it wrong

@hedgehoglou: damn you're still annoying ffff

@pastellouis: silly curly, did you think i was faking my personality too?

@hedgehoglou: well i mean

@pastellouis: still an asshole :))))))))

@hedgehoglou: well i mean

@hedgehoglou: only sometimes

@pastellouis: ;(

@hedgehoglou: winking through the tears

@pastellouis: ;(  ;(  ;(  ;(  ;(  ;(  ;(  ;(

@hedgehoglou: you're such an idiot and i mean that in the fondest way possible

@pastellouis: tHaNkSsSs

@hedgehoglou: im sORRY but idk hoW TO NICELY INFORM SOMEONE THAT THEYRE AN IDIOT

@pastellouis: "you, sir, while you are a wonderful person, lack logic, thinking, and reasoning skills, and, quite frankly, behave as a child would."

@hedgehoglou: whelp

@pastellouis: ;)

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hEY WHAT'S UP YOU GUYS yes

i was at the fair all day today, GOT BURNED YAY (😢)

i hope you enjoyed this um

if you found any mistakes, please tell me so i can fix it!

my love always,

shelby x

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