~TAEHYUNG POV~

Urg god, why didn't I realise Yeri was so annoying and clingy before.

I had to think of an excuse to leave my own bedroom as she wont stop trying to kiss me and I just can't bring myself to do it. It feels wrong even having her in my bedroom right now, it should be Y/n in my room not her.

Don't get me wrong Yeri can be really nice but I didn't like they way she was with Y/n yesterday. I fell out with Yeri about it, telling her to stay away from Y/n because she's very important to me and my family. She wasn't having any of it and we left it at that and today she showed up at my house to apologise for her behaviour when it should be Y/n she should be saying sorry to not me.

I think Yeris way of trying to say sorry to me is by sex and I'm not doing that with her again. Sure it was fun and good while it lasted but she's not my true mate, Y/n is and only if I held on a few more months then I wouldn't be having this problem.

I want to come clean but I'm scared to, I don't want to hurt Yeris feelings and on top of that I'm scared of what the pack will think of having a human mate for a Luna. Come to think of it imagining Y/n as my Luna just flutters my heart. To think of her my by side helping me to protect and look after this pack as my mom and dad look after one another. That's what I want with Y/n but I don't know how it will work out.

Because of my constant battling within myself I can already feel myself a little weaker than usual and I don't think it. Y/n is the only one that makes me feel more powerful to my true strength when I'm around her. She brings out the best in me and it defiantly surprised me yesterday when I used my alpha voice for the first time ever! Only to shout at Yeri because I saw her as a threat to Y/n, if that was anyone else I think I would of done worse, maybe. I don't know but it wouldn't be pleasant I can tell you that. It took my all to not launch myself at Yeri after Jisoo told me what happened when Y/n signed to Jisoo about what happened and Y/n doesn't lie, she's very honest.

That reminds me, I need to ask jisoo something and I hope she helps me out.

"So what are you thinking about over here?"

I knocked myself out my train of thought, standing in the kitchen as my mother comes walking in.

"Oh nothing much. I was just getting myself a drink."

I turned around with the empty glass I had in my hand and filled it with water. I didn't really need a drink just something as an excuse but this is my mom I can't hide much from her.

"Hiding from yeri more like?" Mom

Damn it.

I sighed and turned off the tap as she approached me closer.

"Kind of."

I mumbled feeling guilty that I actually have.

"You can't keep this up forever Taehyung. Your father spoke to you about this and really you have to choose and as nice as yeri appears to be you can't help but want your mate more." Mom

She stares into my eyes, deeply and I look away trying to avoid her stares.

"Yes I know that."

"You're already feeling the difference aren't you?" Mom

My sight immediately flickered to her form and I eyed her suspiously. I know where this conversation is going.

"YYYeeesss. Why do you ask?"

I asked slowly and she took another step forward to put her hand on my shoulder.

"Taehyung you know what this means right? To be the next alpha you have to have your strength and I know you don't want to hurt Yeris feelings but she's not your mate and you need your mate by your side." Mom

"I know that but Y/n doesn't even know she's my mate mom. People might react badly to her."

"They won't taehyung." Mom

I sighed heavily and shrugged off her hand from my shoulder and walked around the kitchen island away from her.

"How do you know that? I'm worried about Y/n, not myself I don't care what they say about me but Y/n, I'm doing this to protect her."

Her eyes soften at what I said and turned around my way, her hands gripping onto the edge of the sink.

"Her family mean a lot to this pack Taehyung. They've done a lot for us over the years and believe it or not their family saved us from a pack of rogues that almost destroyed us." Mom

I looked at her with a questionable look. How can humans defend our pack from a bunch of rotten rogues?

"How?"

Was all I could ask and she shook her head, now looking down into the sink.

"I can't say. That's a family secret that Y/ns family bares but I cannot say anything." Mom

"Does Y/n know of this family secret?"

She sighed and walked around the kitchen island, inching her way to me.

"No she does not. One day she will and you becoming the next alpha you are to know of all secrets and hidden history from within our pack when the time comes." Mom

"So after graduation then?"

She nods her head once firmly.

"Yes after graduation and by then you have to decide who is going to be by your side taehyung when the ceremony starts." Mom

That's very true, to become alpha I would need to of found my true mate to be by my side when it takes place and I take over my fathers place. It's family tradition within the pack and be introduced as alpha and Luna.

"Because you already know what that special night means as well. As weird as it sounds coming from your mother it's suppose to be the night you first mate with your fated mate Taehyung. You know this but according to your sister you have not saved yourself for that night." Mom

She raised a brow at me in a disappointed way and I looked away from her all embarrassed and I'm sure I'm all pink in the cheeks right now. This is not what I want to be talking about with my mother. I'm so going to get Jisoo back for this, she shouldn't of told mom anything about that.

"Mom can we not talk about that please? I just did it because I thought I'd never find my mate."

I stared down shyly at my feet and her own shoes came closer into view on the ground in front of me.

"I understand that but okay we wont talk about this. What if we talk about how nasty Yeri was to Y/n yesterday what about that?" Mom

Now looking up her face, she was not happy at that imagine and neither was I and I'm still not okay with it.

"Jeez mom does Jisoo tell you everything?"

"She usually does but I actually found out through Hoseok mom. She heard him talking about it when he got home yesterday and she told me. I only talked to Jisoo afterwards for more information. I hope you handled Taehyung, she can't be doing that to Y/n." Mom

I groaned and rolled my eyes to which she slapped the back of my head for.

"Don't roll your eyes at me Taehyung, I'm serious! Not only because she's your fated mate but also because Y/n and her family are very respectable people and someone like Yeri could start causing problems for them. If I had it my way Yeri would of been sent home by now but your dad is waiting for you to make that decision as a test before you become the true alpha to take his place." Mom

"What does dad think I should do?"

"Taehyung I'm not going to tell you that answer this is up to you. We all know you need to send Yeri home and make Y/n your luna, it's her rightful place. Yeri can be a nice girl but after what I heard about her I'm not too sure anymore. Just tell Y/n she's your mate at least and go from there." Mom

I do plan to tell Y/n I just don't know when or how. I only just started spending more time with her like I use to and I don't want to just come out with it and she's human so she can easily reject me and wouldn't think anything of it. I've seen rejected wolves by their mates and it's not pleasant to see how they weaken physically and mentally. I don't want that.

"When, how, where?"

My mothers eyes shined brighter with Joy that I actually agreed to tell Y/n what she actually means to me and she grabs me by both arms and held me in a tight grip.

"Tell her at the dance, I'll help you with the rest." Mom

I just hope to god I don't regret this.