~Y/N POV~

Two weeks have flown by since the dance. Taehyung and I are in a relationship but as I asked him I wanted to keep it hidden from everyone around that's outside the close family friend circle. I wasn't ready for that yet and because Taehyung has been hanging around jisoo and I for a while now no one really questions it.

It's just Taehyung has a hard time trying to control himself with it comes to the affection. If he knows no one is around that's when he takes his advantage and begs me to let him reveal our relationship but I'm not ready for that yet. Hopefully soon but not now. It's flattering how he so desperately wants every one in the pack to know I belong to him, he's like an excited puppy. It's adorable really and it's very hard to say no and he knows that.

After the dance I did speak with Namjoon about all this because I was guilty about what happened. I mean I was his date and then asked to be in a relationship with another even if Taehyung assured me everything was okay I had to know for myself. So I wrote a note to Namjoon and handed it to him myself apologising for my behaviour and he took it very well and just like Taehyung said he held no grudges of any sort. Just to be friends was good enough and I was thankful for that. Namjoons a great guy, what ever girl gets him would be very lucky.

Speaking of girls with Namjoon I noticed how close he had been getting with Jisoo these past two weeks. I know of jisoos circumstances finding a mate which is the same as Namjoons so I think they'd be perfect for each other. We'll have to wait and see what happens there.

The four of us actually, myself, Taehyung, Jisoo and Namjoon decided to spend the afternoon since it's the weekend at the pong nearby were I like to go for peace and quiet when I'm doing one of my drawings. It was a lovely day so why not, we even brought a little picnic but both Taehyung and Namjoon warned that we should bring more food than enough for the four of us because they had a sneaky suspicion that the rest of the guys were going to show up.

In the end they weren't wrong.

About half hour later at the pond sitting on the picnic bench did five noisy boys come alone to join us. They tried to spy but Taehyung caught them because one of them made too much noise, meaning his delta Hoseok. So since then Hoseok has heard the end of it yet and the boys keep teasing him for it since he's the delta he's also suppose to be trained in these kind of things in case of the absence of both Taehyung and Jimin who is the beta.

Even with the five extra's the didn't stop from the day being spend in noting but fun, because it truly was but with Taehyung literally glued to my side the whole time until I had to push him away and tell him to have some fun with his friends and that I'm not going anywhere even that I planned on going into the pond with everyone else at some point also since that was one of our plans. In his weird way he understood like always and forced himself away from me to go join in the picking on Hoseok game in the water while Jisoo and I watched from the picnic bench.

"Tae! You finally decided to join us!!!" Jin

Instead of responding Taehyung took off his shirt and jumped on Jin in the water pushing him into the water with laughter.

"Get him Taehyung! He wont leave me alone!" Hoseok

"You deserve it! You blew our cover!" Jungkook

He splashed Hoseok in the face with a powerful wave. Hoseok eyes widen turning his face to the other side away from the impact and splashed back laughing.

"How are you suppose to be a delta if you suck at being quiet and undercover?!" Jimin

He too joined in the splashing at Hoseok who this time scowls at Jimin and stand up in the water for the water to be up to his waist.

"Excuse me? but it still amazes me how Taehyung chose you, a shortie to be his beta." Hoseok

Jimins eyes widen and I bit my lip in amusement watching the two bickering. You could just tell it was all for fun, it wasn't anything serious. Jimin now stands up too face to face with Hoseok and pokes at his bare chest.

"Hey! Leave my height our of it! It has nothing to do with my abilities." Jimin

"Oh come one guys, just drop it." yoongi

"This conversation is not needed. Taehyung made his decision so get over it." Namjoon

The two had returned from swimming to the other side of the pond and back again, trying to dodge Jin and Taehyung play fighting in the water. Taehyung was actually allowing Jin to throw him in the water and you could see the joy on Jins face as he was playing with Taehyung.

"Well he started it!" Jimin

He points at Hoseok and drops back into the water with another splash that covered all five of them. I think Jimin did it on purpose.

"Taehyung! Tell them to leave me alone!" Hoseok

Taehyung rises from the water jumping on Jins back with laughter, to briefly look at me quickly as if to make sure I was still there in some way.

"No I'm staying out of this. Fight among yourselves." Taehyung

Jin then flips Taehyung off his back creating yet another splash of ripples I could laugh, the look on his face when he fell into the water was a picture.

"What a traitor!" Hoseok

Jisoo started laughing and in return Hoseok scowls at her but only for Namjoon to push him backwards to fall into the water but that led to Jungkook jumping on Namjoons back and more chaos was created. I stayed on the bench watching Taehyung now decide to gang up on poor Jimin who was minding his own business with the help of Jin.

Jisoo moved to come sit directly beside me by sliding over one, to lean over side ways and whisper even if it wouldn't be much use since if she didn't want Taehyung to not know it wasn't gonna be hard for him to actually hear it if he really wanted to.

"So how are things with you and him?" Jisoo

I knew who she was talking about so I told her in sign that everything was really great and that Taehyung was very affectionate and wants me to allow him to reveal our relationship but I'm not ready for everyone to know yet. I don't know the kind of reaction I would get from it.

"I don't think you'll get a bad reaction if that's what your scared of." Jisoo

She knows me too well and that is what I'm scared of but I don't want Taehyung to start thinking I'm ashamed of being his mate because I'm not. It's just because I cant talk, would the pack members reject the idea of having me as their Luna and then the pack would fall apart because they don't agree on the alphas decisions and so on. I just don't want to ruin thing for him. I sign all of this to Jisoo in hopes Taehyung wouldn't see because if he did he would be able to read me like he always can now. I haven't fully expressed it all but when I look at the pond to see him he's standing up straight in the water watching me with sad eyes but was quick to distract himself by diving into the water when he seen that I caught him watching.

I cursed to myself with a pout of the lips.

"Y/n things would actually work out. I truly believe they do. No one has problems with you now so I wouldn't see that changing at all. One day sooner or later everyone would find out anyway, this cant be hidden forever." Jisoo

I know that and I don't plan on keeping this a secret forever just until I feel ready and I know that has to be before graduation since that's when Taehyung would become the next alpha and I would have to be by his side as his mate.

I shake my head to myself thinking hard but that seems to be giving me a headache. The pain rushes through my head like a fire ball across my skull. I never felt anything like it, and it was very sudden and no warning either. It's probably just stress.

Well that's what I thought, but it happened again but this time the sensation of something crawling up my throat from my stomach to my throat almost as if I wanted to be sick but I knew it wasn't that since it wasn't that sicky feeling you get from your stomach. It was more like another pit of fire building up within myself. My head was on fire and I closed my eyes with the sensation of feeling like I could explode. I felt someone touch my shoulder, knowing it was Taehyung as I heard his voice in my ear that became fainter and fainter until I fell forward on my knees, hands covering my pounding head, in pain and confusion, I could feel everyones presence around me, but that didn't bother me as I concentrated on what the hell was happening.

The sensation building up my throat was crawling up and up as I try to press it down, pressing my lips hard together but I couldn't hold it any more and the next thing I knew I threw my head back to look up at the sky above and scream, something unnatural and high pitch came from within myself as I let it all out like a wail. I may never of had a voice but everyone else does and just to hear my own unnatural voice I couldn't understand why I had the sudden urge as a mute to be able to scream and wail into the sky uncontrollably. I kept going and going, I couldn't stop until I fell backwards to the ground in what felt like exhaustion and closed my eyes passing out after what I had just unexpectedly done.

Why did I do that?

How did I do that?