~TAEHYUNG POV~

I don't know how the fuck I ended up having sex with Yeri.

I guess I felt sorry for her after telling her that Y/n is my mate. She cried and I just hate seeing people cry because of me so I gave in but one thing for sure is that it fucking hurt.

My whole heart was on fire and I've felt nothing but anger and rage towards myself that I stopped half way and told Yeri to leave. I was so angry at myself I shouldn't of done that.

It didn't help that now my sister came running home just seconds after Yeri left and has been screaming at me every since in front of all my friends. It was making me feel worse and I was having a hard time controlling myself right now.

"I MEAN YOU HAVE A MATE NOW TAEHYUNG!!! YOU CANT GO AROUND FUCKING OTHER PEOPLE!!!" Jisoo

I grit my teeth together, balling my hands into fists trying to keep as calm as possible so I don't blow up.

"I know."

I growled at her but she just scoffed at me sitting on the one seater couch and began pacing in the room with her hands waving about the place.

"IF YOU KNOW THEN YOU SHOULDNT OF DONE IT!! Y/N IS MY BEST FRIEND TAEHYUNG!!" Jisoo

"I know."

I growled again but louder. She was inching me to the edge of my rage and my friends could do nothing but sit quietly and watch which reminds me Namjoon and Jimin aren't here.

"IF SHE WAS A WOLF AND KNEW YOU WERE HER MATE DONT YOU THINK YOU WOULD OF BEEN HURTING HER!! IT WOULD OF CRUSHED HER!!" Jisoo

I know the affects of infidelity in a mate bond. If y/n was a wolf like me she would of felt it straight away and it's very hard to come out of that state of depression of being betrayed by your mate. Come to think of it if y/n ever slept with someone else that's not me even with being human and we haven't fully mated I would still feel it.

To think of such things with all this pain I've caused to myself and Y/n even without her knowing was the last of my control just flying out the window.

I roared with rage, the whole room shaking again, standing up from my seat and throwing the coffee table again but this time against the wall over my friends heads on the couch. It shattered to pieces but I really couldn't care less.

Jisoo froze watching me in pure anger and disgust with myself.

"DONT YOU THINK I KNOW THAT??!! I FELT BAD BUT I STOPPED BECAUSE IT HURT ME IN WAYS YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU UNMATED IDIOT!!"

That's where I hit a nerve.

My sister has not found her mate yet and there's a theory she might not have a mate like Yeri and Namjoon. She doesn't talk about it because she doesn't want to accept that may be the case.

The sadden look my sister gave me calmed me down in seconds. I was still pissed but calm enough to regret my words but yet I don't say anything but stare at her blankly.

Tears come to her eyes before wiping them away and runs off up the stairs before she could cry even more. I felt bad but I can't change what I said. I'll apologise later but not when I'm in the mood I'm in.

"That was harsh Taehyung." Jin

"Shut up Jin!"

I snapped at him and he didn't say anything more but hold up his hands in surrender. I groaned and threw myself back on my seat running my hands though my hair. What more could happen today?

I should of just ignored Yeri at school and should of told her I'd speak to her another time. I missed out on taking y/n home for the first time in weeks.

"Taehyung!" Jimin

I looked up the sound of Jimin voice running into my house and through in to the living room. He can sense I'm not in a good mood as it is and when he sees the broken up coffee table on the living room floor just behind the couch that Jin, Yoongi and Jungkook sat on, he knew to be careful with what he said next.

"Okay maybe I should tell you another time." Jimin

So unsure of himself he turns his body away form me as if to leave but I quickly stood up, grabbing his shoulder and turning him around to face me.

"No what is it?"

Jimin gives a side glance to the others on the couch who didn't know what to do right now either, but I gave Jimin and intimidating stare, glaring down at him.

Jimin made eye contact with me and immediately regretted it by flinching and just talking as if he couldn't control himself.

"Namjoon asked Y/n to the dance and she said yes." Jimin

What. The. Fuck.

He knows she is my mate yet asked her out on a date to the dance. Is he fucking kidding me?!

I pushed Jimin to the side with an growl and ran out my house to go find him. That's my mate, not his!

Running out the house I could hear my friends shouts, calling my name and even trying to talk to me through the link but I don't care right now I'm going to find him.

He had to be at Y/n's house.

So I ran there first but stopped in my tracks when I saw him hugging Y/n on her porch before she left to go inside her house.

I know Namjoon knows I'm around he probably even knew I was coming for him.

I watched him walk away from her house first, I didn't want to cause I scene where she could see it. Don't get me wrong it took a lot in me to not charge at him there and then when I seen him but he was with my mate so I couldn't act the way I wanted to.

I followed Namjoon up a small path and that's when I ran at him from behind, grabbing him by the shoulders and twirling him around to push him up against a tree.

"How dare you ask y/n to the dance! She's mine not yours!"

I yelled in his face yet he doesn't budge. He smirks instead.

"Really? That's rich considering what you were just doing with Yeri." Namjoon

"That's none of your business! Just tell y/n you're not taking her to the dance anymore!"

Namjoon rolled his eyes completely unfazed by my screaming in his face, and my hands gripping tightly around his collar.

"I'm not going to tell her that. She's looking forward to it since I was the first one to ever ask her to the dance. So you really want me to take that back and upset your mate?" Namjoon

I don't want her upset and I did just sleep with someone else, regrettably. I groaned and let go of him with a shove taking a step back from him.

"Fine. But no kissing! I actually planned to tell her at the dance she's my mate, so nothing further than holding hands and even that is pushing it! Got that?!"

I pointed my finger at his face but he laughed and nodded.

"Yeah I got that." Namjoon

"Good. What were you two doing anyway?"

I was curious since school ended two hours ago now and he was there with her the whole time.

"Just practicing some of my sign language to her. So I could understand more of what she says without her having to use the whiteboard all the time." Namjoon

He shrugged like it was nothing but judging by the grin on his face he really enjoyed spending time with her.

Admittedly he's not the only one that has been practicing. I had been too with the help of Jisoo but I'll have to make it up to her big time for her to help me out again.

"Oh okay."

I sheepishly scratched the back of my neck stubbing my foot into the ground.

"You're very lucky you know that right? She's very special." Namjoon

I couldn't agree more. She's always been special I was just too stupid to not realise it.

"I know."

I grinned to myself thinking about her. I'd do anything just for her, I don't deserve her though. I really don't.