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This OS I've written on somebody's request.
With tears streaming down her eyes she walked towards the edge of the cliff. All ready to take the leap, she reminisced her life for the last time. She walked a bit more forward. Just one step more and every thing will be over. But before she could take that one step, she moved four steps back, completely shocked, when she heard a deep resonating male voice.
"yahan kya kar rahi ho?" he asked. She angrily wiped her tears and turned around. "hide and seek khel ne aayi hoon. Kheloge?" she asked sarcastically. "nope not interested" he said. "who the hell are you and why are you here?" she asked irritated. "main bhatke hue logon ko sahi raah dikhata hoon" he said in a philosophical tone. "what" she asked not able to understand him. "main un logo ko raah dikhata hoon jo iss highway par bhatak jaate hain" he said pointing to the highway behind them. "listen, main bhatki nahi hoon. Mujhe mera raasta pata hai. Mera sar khana band karo and leave me alone" she said and was about to turn around but his question caught her off guard. "suicide karne aayi ho?" he asked ignoring her sarcastic comment. Her eyes widened in shock. Though she didn't reply but her body posture was enough to give away that her answer would be positive. "may I ask why?" he asked. "no" she snapped. "then let me guess" he said and sat on a rock nearby.
"did you loose your parents?" he asked the first question that came to his with worry laced in his voice. "nooo" she said the mere thought of it horrifying her "they are much alive and hail and healthy" she added. "then siblings?" he asked with uncertainty evident in his voice. "I'm a single child" she said. "don't tell me you are broke and the responsibility of your whole family is on your shoulders" he asked. "mehta industries jaante ho? Mere papa wahan ke owner hai. Agar saath generations bhi bina kaam kare sirf kharch kare toh bhi lakhon bach jayenge" she said with attitude. "toh phir kya ho sakta?" he tried thinking while scratching his head.
"boyfriend chod kar chala gaya" he asked with disbelief. Her face contracted as all those memories came back rushing. With tears filling her eyes "tum kya jaano pyaar kya hota hai?" she asked with a tinge of anger. "pyaar tabahi hai. Jo koi bhi pyaar karta hai tabah ho jaata hai. Be it in a good way or bad" he said with a distant look on his face. "sahi kaha tumne. Sache mann se pyaar kiya tha maine use. Usne bhi mujhse shaadi ka wada kiya tha. Ek din kehne laga ki maine aaj tak sacha pyaar kya hota hai mehsoos hi nahi kiya. Usne kaha tha ki woh mujhe sache pyaar ka ehsaas dilayega. He made love to me that night. Haan I agree bohot khush thi main. Saath've aasmaan par thi. After all mujhe nahi pata tha na ki woh mujhe kitni zor se neeche giradega. Agle din se naa mere calls ka reply kiya na mere messages ka. Milna toh dur ki baat hai" she said as tears made way down her cheeks. "and I don't understand ki main yeh sab kuch tumse kyun share kar rahi hoon. Ek Complete stanger se" she said wiping her tears "might be you find me comforting" he said raising his eyebrows as she rolled her eyes "but seriously, tum ek aise insaan ke liye apni jaan dene jaa rahi thi, jise tumhare jeene yaa marne se koi farak nahi padta" he asked composing himself. "mujhe uss ke liye jaan dene ka shaukh nahi hai. He's left me pregnant" she said placing her hand on her flat tummy. "then abort it" he said as casually as anyone would ask 'how are you' and that angered her. "tum jaise ladke yeh kabhi nahi samjhoge ke ek maa ko uski aulaad se durr karna kya hota hai" she said, anger clearly visible. "toh tum kyun apne parents ko woh dard dena chahti ho?" he asked and she looked at him confused. "agar tumne aaj suicide kar liya toh phir tumhari maa baap par kya guzregi? Tumhe iss duniya mein lane ke liye unhe kitne dard aur takleef se guzarna pada... Yeh sab bina soche tum apni jaan dene wali thi... Uss ladke ne tumhare saath ghalat kiya, jaanta hoon, par iss baat ki saza apne maa baap ko kyun dena chahti ho?" he asked her. "toh main kya karoon?" she asked him as she fell down on her knees, breaking down bitterly. "agar un logo ko pata chal ke I'm pregnant, toh bhi woh khush nahi honge na... No parent would want their daughter to get pregnant out of wedlock... And even if I opt for abortion, unhe pata toh chalna hi hai na... Afterall abortion is a painful process" she said all the while crying. He walked towards her and made her stand. He led her towards the stone he was seated and made her sit. Then he kneeled down before her and took her hands in his. "talk to them. Tell them what you are going through. Let them know that you are having suicidal thoughts. Explain your situation to them. In the beginning they wouldn't be happy, of course they will be angry. Tum usne baat karo. Samjhao unhe. They will surely understand. After all they are your parents. Your next course of action should be what your parents tell" he told her while drawing circles on her hand. She calmed down. "thank you. Thanks for stopping me from taking a step that I would have regretted" she said as she gave a small smile. Seeing her smile even his lips curved into a smile. His smile was...... Different. She noted. After a brief silence "go home. Take rest. Tomorrow is going to be a long day for you" he said and turned to leave. "your name" she asked only to see that he had left already.
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A few days later
With guilt written all over her face, she walked towards the edge of the cliff, again. As she looked down at the deep pit before her, her heart beats raised and her hand immediately flew to her stomach. "hey... Move back... It's dangerous" she heard a voice. A smile crept on her face and she turned around but was disappointed on not finding the same man she met that evening. She walk towards the man who looked at her curiously.
"were you here to....." the man asked but trailed off not wanting to promt the word suicide. "no.. No.. I am not here to suicide. Main yahan kisi se milne aayi thi" she said. "milne? Boyfriend?" the man asked. "no... Actually kuch din pehle main yahan kisi se mili thi. Mujhe uss se kuch baat karni thi. So I came in search of him" she said.
"what's his name?" the man asked as he squinted his eyes. "mujhe uska naam toh nahi pata.... But he had long hair" she said the first line with uncertainty and after a pause added the second line. The man's eyes grew wide as realization dawned upon him. "kya aap use jaante hain?" she asked seeing the man's reaction. The man only nodded. "kya aap mujhe yeh bata sakte hai ki woh mujhe kahan milega?" she asked hopefully. "tum usse nahi mil sakti" the man said. "par kyun?" she asked desperately. "because he is dead" the man said as his eyes turned misty. Her hand immediately flew to her mouth as she gasped at the information. "that's not possible. I met just a few days back. How can he be dead? And how do you know? " she asked as her eyes stung with tears.
"you were here to suicide when you met him. Right?" the man asked. She looked at him shocked. "how?" was the only thing she could speak. "the man you met that day was my brother. Actually it was his soul. My brother died two years back. His car fell of this cliff. How? Nobody knows. Many say it's a suicide. But I know my brother woh suicide kabhi nahi kar sakta. Kaafi logone kaha hai ki he has stopped them from committing suicide over here. And it only increases the possibility ki usne suicide kiya tha and he regrets his decision" the man takes a pause and walks towards the edge of the cliff "main yahaan roz aata hoon. Iss chah mein ke main apne bhai ko ek baar jee bhar ke dekh sakoon. Par shayad woh mere samne aana hi nahi chahta. Jab tumne usse dekha tha, woh khush toh tha na?" the man asked.
"khushi ka toh pata nahi. Par ek alag noor tha uske chere par" she said still trying to deal with all the information she had received. "Naam kya tha uska?" she asked. "raat bohot ho gayi hai, we should leave" the man said and started walking. She followed him asking him to tell her his name. "please ek baar uska naam bata dijiye" she pleaded the man as he got into his car. "tumhara naam kya hai?" the man asked "gauri. Aur uska?" she asked. "Omkara" the man said and drove off.
"Omkara" she repeated as a smile crept up her face. "pata nahi tum mein aisa kya tha Omkara but I've not been able to get you off my mind every since that night. Par aaj jab pata chala ke main tumse phir kabhi mil nahi sakti, toh dil se ke awaaz nikli ki I have fallen for you. Yeh infatuation hai ya love, i don't know. Par uss din you took a piece of me with you" gauri said it out loud.
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In a place not so far from where gauri was standing , stood Omkara, watching the entire scene unfold. "agar tum mujhe pehle mili hoti toh shayad aaj hum saath hote, main zinda hota. Par shayad wohi hua jo humari kismat mein likha tha. Hum phir milenge gauri. Aaj se bohot saal baad. Yahan se kahin bohot dur. Wahan pe hum naa dil se pyaar karege na dimaag se. Hum ek dusre ki rooh se pyaar karenge"
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