Connor was in shock. Connor was confused. Connor was scared. He didn't want to lose his boyfriend over this. Evan was on the floor, sobbing, with tears and snot rolling down his face. Connor bent down and tried to hug Evan. "Hey-"

"DON'T TOUCH ME!!!"

Connor stood up completely and realized that he really hurt Evan. He let a few tears roll down his face. "I'm, so sorry, Evan," Connor said, choking back sobs.

"Spare my feelings, Murphy. Go away. Don't come back." Evan said, suddenly serious.

Connor slightly gasped. 'Was he really doing this? Was this really the end of their relationship?' 

"It was, a one time thing, Evan-"

"Just go."

"Evan, listen to me!"

Ahhhh!!" Evan screamed as he ran into the bathroom. He shut the door behind him, and after a few minutes there was a loud thump.

Connor tried to open the door, but nothing was working. He kicked the handle and the door busted open. Connor put his hand on the handle and pushed open the door, which was oddly hard to do. The door was always loose and easy to open. He walked in the bathroom to see why the door was budged.

Evan was laying on the floor, his back towards the door. He was passed out, holding an empty bottle of anti-depressants. His head was bleeding because he fell so hard.

Connor gasped in shock. The only person that he ever really loved just made a suicide attempt because Connor was so ignorant. He fell to the ground and sobbed loudly. He held Evan in his arms, hoping that he would wake up and live the life they had planned out.

"Evan, I'm so sorry. It's my fault you're possibly dead. It's my fault that I gave in to that Dillinger boy. It's my fault that I did this to you. I'm so so sorry."

Connor pulled out the velvet box he had in his pocket. He opened it and saw the colorful ring. He was so angry; he never liked Jake, he never loved anyone except Evan. He threw the box at the wall so fiercely he made a hole.

Evan's POV

Oh no. Why? Why did I do this? Connor looks so sad, beyond sad. I'm watching him cry and cry. Wait, is that a wedding ring? Connor was going to propose. I blew my chance. I hugged him tightly, and although he couldn't feel it, I love him so much.