Dear Troy,

                I heard from a friend that you are already getting married. Well... CONGRATULATIONS. Who's the lucky girl? Ang tagal na rin kasi nating hindi nagkikita... ngayon ko lang tuloy nalaman na ikakasal ka na pala.

                How are you by the way? Nakauwi ka na ba from Australia? San nga pala kayo ikakasal? Was I invited at hindi ko lang alam?

                Hmm... I guess not. You still hate me, don't you? Galit ka pa rin ba sa 'kin because I chose my career over you? We had a good thing going on, hadn't we? Sayang lang talaga, when you asked me to marry you, sakto naman that I was being promoted to a higher position.

                Ang tagal ko na kasing inaantay yun eh. Three years Troy! Three years before I was finally promoted.

                I thought that you would understand. I thought that you will support me. I thought that you will wait for me. I never thought that I could be wrong.

                You left. You left me here all alone.

                Ang tanging naiwan na lang ay ang mga bagay na araw-araw na nagpapaalala sa 'kin ng nakaraan natin.

                I still have that pencil you lent me one time in college. I still have that shirt that you gave me when we got drenched in the rain. I still have that picture of you that I stole from your wallet.

                I know it's been six years since we broke up and I know that I should have moved on by now... pero masisisi mo ba ako kung hindi ko pa kaya? Masisisi mo ba ako kung hanggang ngayon ay ikaw pa rin? Masisisi mo ba ako kung hanggang ngayon ay wala pa ring nakakapalit sa 'yo?

                I wish I could turn back the hands of time. If I could ever do that, I swear I'll choose you over anything. Ganito pala kasakit kapag wala ka. Noong una, halos ikamatay ko. I was so used to being near you that when you left, I felt like half of my being was taken away.

                Many men have attempted to woo me but I didn't like any of them. Ayaw kong hayaan ang puso kong magmahal ng iba dahil patuloy pa rin akong umaasa na babalik ka.

                Kung alam ko lang sana... sana pala matagal ko ng pinutol ang pag-asa ko.

                Now here you are... already getting married.

               Was she better than I am? Sobrang mahal ka ba nya kesa sa ibang bagay sa buhay nya?

                I am very sorry for being selfish. Sana hindi lang sarili ko ang inisip ko noon. I know that you always put me first before yourself. Alam ko naman eh... alam kong ako ang priority mo. The only thing you wanted from me was my answer... and I answered wrong.

                I am not asking for anything. I am writing you this so that you may know... nagsisisi ako sa mga ginawa ko.

                I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me.

                You do the forgiving... and I'll do the forgetting.

              Sana lang matanggap na ng puso ko na wala ka na sa akin at wala ka ng planong bumalik pa. Sana matutunan ko na ring magmahal ng iba at makalimutan ka.

                Thank you for all the happy, sad and bitter memories.

                I wish you all the happiness in the world...in the arms of the girl who took my place as your wife.

Love,

Lorraine

P.S. I really don't think I'll ever get over you...