TWENTY FOUR
The next morning, Chan's head was pounding. He hadn't fallen asleep until 3am, too caught up in his own head. In fact, his mind was still racing with thoughts he wished would shut up and leave him alone, but no matter what else he tried to think of, his mind would always circle back to those same thoughts. Chan releases a frustrated groan as he grabs his crutches, pushing himself up and uses them to help himself out of his room and down the winding stairs of the hideout.
"Hey, you feeling any better today?" the soft voice from Minho came from the bottom of the steps.
"Still hurts like a bitch, but I'll be fine" Chan scoffs, smiling lopsidedly.
Minho walks beside Chan as the older uses the crutches to hobble over to the couch, flopping down onto the worn material. The TV was playing the news channel, and lo and behold, they were replaying the moment of Felix's capture. Chan tuned it out, ignoring Jisung and Seungmin arguing in the corner about it. The blank expression on Felix's face meant nothing because as they had zoomed in on the boys face, Chan saw something in his deep brown eyes that he never expected. He saw pure fear.
Chan felt his resolve crumble as he grabbed the crutches, pushing himself up and grunting in slight pain. He didn't hear Minho call out to him, blocking out every single sound as he determinedly hobbled towards the jail, which actually wasn't that far away from the hideout. He did what he usually did, grumbling out the cell number and the name of the person he wanted to visit and hobbled towards where he knew Felix was being kept.
"Back so soon?" Felix taunts as he lifted his head at the familiar sound of crutches.
"Shut up" Chan snapped.
"I didn't think you liked me all that much" Felix hummed as he stood up from the chair and wandered over to the cell bars.
"What are you trying to play at here?" Chan growled, "using me as a pawn to get what you want. You're scared aren't you? Scared that if I don't agree to help you get out, that your precious X Clan will be put to death" Chan smirked.
Felix's smirk dropped, his expression going blank.
"What, you want me to deny that?" Felix scoffed, his expression going from a few seconds of nothing to anger, "I'm not some unfeeling Demon; I'm a fucking human"
"Hah, that's highly debatable" Chan scoffed, his smirk widening.
"I feel human emotions too, Bang Chan; I can feel pain, fear, lust...love" Felix whispered the last part as he brought his face close to the bars of the cell, "I can feel love too, even though it was never truly shown to me, not in the real sense anyway. See, love can be used as a weapon of mass destruction and it can also be used as manipulation. Me, I prefer to save my heart for someone who's willing to earn it"
"You're an insane murderer. Whoever loves you is definitely not in their right mind, at all" Chan wanted to back away, to walk away, but he stood there frozen in place, staring down the teenage murderer.
"I know" and there it was, a flicker of pain crossed Felix's expression, "no one could love a monster, but that doesn't mean the monster won't keep trying"
"What are you trying to get at here? You're confusing me" Chan frowned.
"You wanna know what's really confusing?" Felix suddenly reached through the bars, pulling Chan closer by the front of his shirt and kissed him hard on the lips.
Chan kissed back with just as much ferocity. The thought of kissing this teenage murderer should make his stomach twist in disgust, but instead it made his mind go hazy. Felix was the one to break the kiss after a minute or two, breathing heavily.
"I have wanted to do that since yesterday" Felix breathed out, "I don't know what the fuck it is about you, but you make me go weak at the knees whenever I even think about you and I hate it. I hate you and everything you fucking do" Felix spat, glaring up at Chan.
"I hate you too" Chan scoffed.
Deep down, they knew it wasn't hate that they felt, but rather a love so murderous that they would probably tear at each other's throats as a way of expressing it. Chan wanted nothing more than to kill Felix himself, but he was allowing the electric chair to kill the teen instead.
But then...
"Alright, fine, I'll help you escape, but from here on out" Chan's expression darkened with something that looked like hatred but most likely wasn't even close, "You belong to me"
I'm definitely gonna change what happens from a certain point. It may still take a while for me to develop ChanLix as a couple, so keep in mind that they still hate each other, and they still want nothing more than to kill one another...at least that's what they think they want to do. They just don't realize it yet XD
Question: What was your personal favourite moment/moments of this fanfiction?
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