Sorry that I didn't update. I had a writers block. I was unable to write for some time. I have stress in school and in my family. I hope you forgive me, and I'll try to update weekly again.

^Petunias symbolize anger, a strong feeling of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility^

-Midoriyas POV-

"What do you mean you don't want to kill him?" "We want to get information out of him" "What kind of information? We wanted to get rid of him, so he won't cause us any trouble. Am I right? What kind of information do we need anyway?" Kurogiri and Tomura exchange looks and Kurogiri starts to speak again "That is inside information. Listen Deku, we really worked hard to capture him, but we found out that he really has important information" I shake my head "I don't believe you. You know that his assassins know that he is alive and will now try to save him again. That means more attacks, more deaths, and more danger. Isn't that what we tried to end?" Kurogiri sighs "I understand you, but you need to know that this information is more important to you that to us. We partly do this to help you. You are also important to us, and we want everyone here to be happy. To you it might doesn't make any sense-" I cut him off "Of course it doesn't. If it' to help me, why would you keep it from me?". Kurogiri opens his mouth to continue but Tomura cuts him off  "The discussion is over. Believe me I don't want to keep him alive either, but that's what he said".

Tomura turns around and walks out of the room, leaving Kurogiri and me alone. "He's right kid. He said we should keep him alive. He really cares about you" he pats me on the shoulder and then, too, walks out. Now leaving me alone.

What kind of logic is that? Keep All might for me alive because of some information, and not telling me what information that is? And why would All for One care so much about me. As long as I know, he always wants the missions to be successful. Why all of the sudden, keep such a powerful assassin alive, just because of some useless information. Besides what did he mean by making everyone happy? I am happy with my life how it is right now. Why would I need some more useless information?

I walk out of the office and head home, to make some cookies. Because it calms you down, making cookies and then eating them, alone.

I walk home as quickly as I can. After all the assassins now know how I look. It will be more dangerous to go out and work at the flower shop. And if they find out where I live, I'm dead. And I don't want that, and my mother doesn't either.

Seriously if anything happens to her, the whole world will suffer. No one will harm my mother.

I arrive at my apartment and walk in, only to find Toga on couch. Really? I just want some peace right now. No stress, no rumors, no drama, and this is all you get when Toga is around.

"Leave" she stands up and walks in the kitchen "Are you not happy to see a friend?" I take off my shoes and also walk in the kitchen "Usually yes, but not right now. I'm in a bad mood" she opens the fridge, loses it and then opens the refrigerator and takes out ice cream. 

"Ah I see Mamagiri and Shiggy told you already" she takes a spoon and starts to eat my ice cream "You knew?" she nods "Yes. But I don't know what kind of information it is, only Mama, Shiggy and All for One know. Besides they didn't tell you it earlier, because they knew that you would try to kill All might" actually they're right, I would try to kill him.

"Oh and I'm staying here. All mights people found out where I live" my eyes widen "All ready? But you live somewhere in nowhere" she shrugs "I'm also surprised, you live in a normal apartment where everyone could see you, if you stand by your windows. Yet they found my place. Even Mamagiri couldn't find my place so fast" I nod.

"Okay then, do you have any things with you?" she shakes her head "I told you, they found my place. I saw them in front of my door, so, obviously, I couldn't go inside and take things with me" I roll my eyes "Okay, you can use my things. Also you're sleeping on the couch" she nods and continues to eat.

I walk in my room, take a blanket and a pillow and put them on the couch. 

After I told her what she isn't allowed to touch, we sat down on the couch and watched some TV. 

"Say Deku, what are you gonna do about you and Kirishima?" I haven't thought of it "I mean the situation between the mafia and the agency got more serious and dangerous" I shrug "I guess I will keep everything the way it was. I know that no one in the mafia will touch him and I'll make sure that the agency won't kill me. I mean it got more dangerous, yeah. But the situation between Eiji and I didn't change much" there is a short silence where we only hear the TV.

"And what if we get in a situation where you, or we, need to kill him?" I turn my head in her direction "What do you mean?" she shrugs and looks me in the eyes "Lets say he will attack All for one and is about to kill him. Or he needs to kill Inko" "But my mother doesn't even know what is going on here. She doesn't know that I'm in the mafia" "And the other reason?" I open my mouth to answer, but close it again. 

I don't know what I would do. But these situations would never happen. I hope they won't. And Eiji would never do any harm to my mother. Even when his boss would tell him, right. I'm more important that some mission he gets, right.

"You know Deku. If you wanted an easy life, where you can love the ones without getting them in danger, you shouldn't even be in the mafia. Well it doesn't matter now, you are in it and if you want to get out, people will still try to kill you or get information out of you" I look at her and a smile comes up to her face "It's so fucked up in this world. It better burn to ashes".

So again sorry. I'll try to update again and end/ get out of the writers block.

Also two people have a crush on me?? On a trashcan... I'm just laughing..

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