Black roses symbolize death

!!!I suck at fight scenes!!!

"Are you ready?" we are in the mafia office, talking about the plan 

"You should ask Toga, she is the child here" I say

Tomura rolls his eyes "You too Deku. You always mess up with her" he glares at us, well I think he is, I can't see because of his greasy hair in front of his face

I look at Toga and then again at Tomura "Okay listen, it is not always true. On the last mission, I was the one who did all the work" 

"You just murdered everyone, almost Twice" 

I roll my eyes "Yeah but still, I did what I needed to do" he didn't say anything else 

"I think you did good Deku" 

I smile "Thank you Toga" 

Our plan is to go to his house. It would bring too much attention, if we went to the college again. I can't do the murder this time, even though it is y favorite thing to do on missions. I need to look after the others, that they don't get themselves killed and stuff. Toga is a good example, she really always gets in trouble.

All might doesn't live far away from us, it actually is dangerous to live nearby him, good thing he will be dead after the friendly visit. 

His assassins still might come after us and we will have more work than ever, but I can murder and do with the victims everything I want. Personally, I either kill them fast or torture them, but in a hard way. I like to see how long they can last. It's brutal, but entertaining.

We walk to his house and the streets are weirdly empty. Normally people look at us, but nothing more. Now there aren't even people, this is a popular street, so it's strange. "Mamagiri, isn't it strange that no one is here?" I walk up to him 

"Kind of. Look out, I don't want to leave anyone behind" I look at Toga, who is walking behind me

She smirks and says "That's why we call you Mamagiri, because you care for us" we laugh and continue walking.

"Dabi you're awfully quiet" she points out

I look at Dabi and he's looking at me "Just shut the fuck up Toga" 

She walks up to him "Are you jealous? I heard Deku has a new boyfriend" she smirks at me and looks again at him 

"What? You know what Toga, fuck you and leave me alone" anger is showing on his face

I walk up to them "I don't have a boyfriend you idiot, but I have someone I like, so close enough" Dabi glares at me. 

"You know Dabi I have new knifes, you can use them to mu- FUCK WATCH OUT" Toga pushes Dabi and me to the side and shortly after there were knifes where we were one second ago. 

"DEKU DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO WATCH OUT?" I glare at Tomura and pull out my gun and start to shoot at the building, from where the knifes came. Indeed there were people. 

Soon after, a person falls out of the broken window. We walk up to his dead body "I know him, his name is Mineta, I think, such a pervert" I say. They nod and we continue walking, but this time I keep looking at the buildings. "By the way, thank you Toga" she smiles.

After about fife minutes of walking, and being more careful, more assassins showed up.

"DEKU behind you" I turn around and shoot a person who tried to jump on me with a knife. I see Dabi struggling with the assassins and shoot a couple of them"Kill count: 33" I say smirking, eh you know, it's an inside thing. 

I run up to him after and help him. I help him to stand up and point at his gun "Fuck do you have any bullets?" he nods. I take out my knifes and throw them at the running people. 

One person was running up to me, again , something about him seems familiar. I let him run at me and when he was close enough , I recognized him, Kirishima. He had a mask on that only covered his mouth. I dodge from his knife attack and keep doing it for a while. 

Toga runs up with a knife and wants to stab him in the back. I jump out of Kirishima's way and throw a knife at Toga, I miss on purpose. She stops 3 feet away from him and they both look at me. "No-harm-list" I say to her 

"Oh it's him?" she smiles

We look at him and he looks just confused. Yeah who wouldn't be when the mafia wants to kill your people but two idiots stop and stare at you. "TOGA, DEKU KEEP RUNNING WE ARE ALMOST THERE" we look at Kirishima, who was still a little shocked, then at each other and run in Kurogiri's direction.

"Toga, fuck, you almost killed him" we stop when we reach the others, who were waiting for us. 

"You didn't say he was one of the assassins" she crosses her arms 

Most of the others shut up and turns around to face me"Is that true Deku?" 

I shake my head. My heart is beating so fast right now, it feels like I'm going to throw it up any moment "I didn't know okay!" I snap at them 

"If he is on the no-harm-list" they snap out of it and look at Kurogiri "Then no one will do anything to him. It doesn't matter that he is one of the assassins" I mouth 'thank you' to him, but he looks disappointed. I can't blame him, if I was in his position I would be too. 

It's obviously bad that he is one of them, our missions will now be more difficult. But I can try and get information out- wait no, he probably recognized me, or will realize that it was me there.

Of course I could remove him from the list, but I won't. It is really dumb of me not doing it, but from the other side I can't do it, I really fell for him. If my mother was one of them I also wouldn't remove her from the list either, I love her.

A more sad thing is, I killed some of my friends. Mina, Tsuyu, Momo, they are dead. I didn't know that they are a part of the team. Hell I didn't think, nor expect, that the whole bakusquad are assassins.

Maybe, for the first time after all this years, I regret not choosing the normal life. 

Fuck, I do care for my friends, I don't want them to die, but it needs to be done. I still think it's wrong to put them on the no-harm-list. If I do, we can't kill anybody and we will just fail.

But no one will harm Kirishima, if they do, I will harm them.

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This chapter is wack but whatever