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Todays fandom is, DDLC !

And the person to request this was~ @Imcomplete_Soul !

This time Y/N gets some time to shine! It's been awhile since Y/N as been in one of these :D

Thank you for requesting, and I hope you all enjoy!

Cg: Yuri
Little: Y/N (You!) (He/They)

(P/N) = Peer Name

(F/S) = Favorite Song
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Disrespect.

Disrespect is something you've had to deal with you're whole life. With your interests, with your choices, and who you wanted to be.
It wasn't fair. You didn't know why people acted the way you did.

But, with every negative, there was at least one positive. Once you found the literature club.. that was like a whole new beginning for you.

Sayori, Monika, Natsuki, and Yuri.
You're new friends were the best thing ever, they meant everything to you!

But Yuri, Yuri was special.

You've been in the literature club for awhile now, and one day you finally asked her if she wanted to be your Girlfriend.

She was very flustered, but she agreed. And you've been together ever since! Which meant she did know about your little side. She didn't mind, in fact she even had a friend who uses age regression to cope too. (Can you guess which one? >:3)
She always knew how to make things better. And Y/N always knew the right things to say.

Today was poem day, and you were excited to see your friends! But that wasn't till the end of the day.. so that meant you had to go through eight straight hours with people who made you at your lowest..

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"Alright class, please open your tech-books to page 190 and review over what we learned yesterday.
Tomorrow is a pop quiz, so make sure you're prepared and use this time wisely!"

"Phew.."
Y/N took out his earbuds and placed them in each ear, scrolling through their phone to find the perfect song for a study session.
But your music session was going to be put to an end..

"Yo! Y/N!"

You peer over and see (P/N), they wave and smile at you. You wave back, you didn't really mind (P/N.) They were very kind, but they weren't very excepting when you told them you wanted to go by He/They, it was like they ignored it and continued to go on with calling you whatever they wanted.

"Can you help me with studying? I can't fail the test this time, are final grades are coming!"

You chuckled a bit,
"Sure thing," you patted down a chair that was next to you, "Sit down and we can solve some things together!"

After about 30 minutes, another student can up to you.
"Heyya, what are you guys doing?"

You were about to answer but (P/N) beat you to it, "We're studying! She's been helping me with what I need to know, right Y/N?"

You paused for a minute.. she.. you sighed and looked at the student sitting next to you, "it's he, remember? You can use they too if it's easier."

(p/n) gasped,
"Oh my gosh! I'm sorry Y/N, I promised it just slipped."

Was it really that hard to remember?

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Y/N started walking to his next class, it was Gym. Weight lifting to specific! This was one of your favorites, gym always was ever since you were young.
So this could burn off some bad energy off that you didn't want that's been eating up at you all day.

There was a line of girls waiting to enter the gym, the gym teacher must have been running late?

"Y/NNNNNNNN!!"

You jolt up a little bit. You look around you to see Sayori was running down the hall with a water bottle in her hand. She had some red shorts on and a white tank top.

You laughed, "What's up Sayori!!"

Sayori puts her hands to her knees and takes deep breaths, "I've been.. huff.. trying to catch up.. huff huff, with you!!"

You awkwardly chuckle, "Sorry about that, I was kinda day dreaming while coming here."

"It's okay! That's better then almost running late, I slept through the bell again.."

"Really?? Again?"

"Hmph! I didn't mean to! Not my fault Geography class is so boring and hard.."

"Haha, that's true."

"ALRIGHT!"
The Gym teacher came peeking through the door, "Everyone changed? Good. Alright then ladies let's get to work!"

That same feeling you felt earlier came back.. your heart felt heavy. Your palms felt sweaty and tense.

Sayori noticed your expressions rather quickly, she raised her hand.

"Yes, Sayori?"

"Y/N isn't a girl Ms. Lebow."
She said it with anger and sternness in her voice. It took the teacher back, it took you back also. You hardly ever see Sayori get so serious. But it made you smile seeing that Sayori cared.. you knew she did from the get go, but it made your heart feel a bit better.

The gym teacher checked her list and scoffed, "Sayori, all of my students are listed as female here. Nice try. Anyways, come in we have tons of work to do."

You and Sayori stayed behind, your eyes started to well with tears..
She placed her hand onto your shoulder, rubbing your shoulder in a comforting way.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N.."

You sniffle a bit, "It's fine.. let's just get to class." You smile at her, she could see the tears still in your eyes. She smiled back and wrapped her arm around your neck as you walked into class together.

You could tell all of this stuff was getting to you though.. your mind started to feel weird. Like fog.. like a error TV screen.. like your mind was getting fuzzier by the second.

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Almost time

Only 30 more minutes before you could go to the literature club. It was study hall, and you didn't have any remaining work to do since it was already almost the end of the year. So you just decided to take a break in the bathroom.

Walking in you placed your bag on the floor and turned on the faucet of water, splashing it on your face.. all day today you've had one hell of a headache. You couldn't tell if it was because you were tired or slipping. Or maybe even a little of both.

Y/N looked at himself in the mirror.

It only caused his mind to feel fuzzier. But they couldn't or wouldn't turn away. Everything about their appearance today seemed.. off.
Every little thing about yourself was making you upset.
Your face.. your cheek bones.. even small details like your eyes was making you feel staticy.. fuzzy.

Your mind kept racing.

You wanted to make it stop.

Everyone's disrespect kept making your heart race, not in a good way. Like your heart was in a constant state of panic.

Your breathing was getting out of place. Your hands were sweating again.. you could feel teardrops dropping onto your hands.

You felt like you couldn't move. You couldn't look away. You wanted it to stop. You needed it to stop.
Y/N didn't want to keep thinking about the horrible memories. But your brain had a mind of its own.

Flashback~

"(F/N.. can I tell you a secret?"

"Of course you can, you can tell me anything."

"Could you use, He/They for me? It would mean a lot to me! You've been my friend for the longest. So I just thought I'd tell you first-"

SLAP

He held his hand to his cheek.
"...Huh..?"

"My parents warned me about freaks like you. You might push some of that stuff on to me."

Y/N was flabbergasted.
"W-what?! What are you even talking about? I'm not pushing anything on to you! I-I just-"

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH."

Y/N got shoved to the grass, their "friend" stood over them and put their foot on to his stomach. It was a very hard pressure.
"{REDACTED} get a hold of yourself, stop talking this nonsense!"

Tears started to fill his eyes, "W-why are you doing this?! You're my friend! For 5 damn years! Why do you even feel the need to hurt me?!"

"I said, SHUT UP!!"

Y/N's ribs felt like they were being crushed into pieces.. he screamed with everything he had.

Why was this happening?

Why did that happen?

~End of Flashback~

Knock Knock

"Y/N? Is everything okay? You've been in there for quite awhile.. and you sound hurt?"

Yuri.

Y/N releases his hands from the sink counter and grabs his bag, with all his might they tried to run to the door. His chest felt like it was so tight.. it was so hard to move. He wasn't hurt. Nobody hurt him. But their mind was telling them moving seemed impossible.

Your hands shakily open the door, and long behold, Yuri was there waiting for you. She seemed concerned.

"Sorry if I'm being overbearing.. but I just wanted to make sure you weren't ill. Are you-"

You jumped into Yuri's arms.
You didn't even bother to hold it in anymore, your body couldn't take it for any longer. He started sobbing.. sobbing his little heart out.

"Y-Y/N?? What's going on?"

You couldn't respond. Your voice would only let out sobs.

Yuri waited a few more moments before embracing you back, and lowering both of you near the wall. She positioned you in her lap as she stroked your (H/L) hair. She hummed a tune that you couldn't make out.. however, it was beautiful.

"Ssssh.. darling, deep breaths.. deep breaths."

You tried to listen to what she was saying, but you felt like you couldn't breathe like normal.. you still tried. You tried your best..

Soon, you were able to take deep breathes.
Not perfect ones, but it was refreshing to get some air.

Yuri kissed you on your head,
"Excellent.. you're doing great. Let's count to 10, hm? Remember that technique?"

You nodded your head.

"Okay.. ready, 1.."

You took a deep breath in,

"2"

You let the deep breath out,

"3"

You took a deep breath in,

"4"

You let the breath out again.

This cycle continued until you got to 10. By that time your breathing was more on pace. Your heart was getting calmer, and everything didn't seem so frantic as it was.

"Good job, little one.. I'm so proud of you."

Yuri hummed some more.
Y/N was able to recognize the tune.. it was a melody that you and Yuri discovered a long time ago together. (F/S). It helped you crack a smile.

"So.. what's on your mind..? What's made you so upset?"

...

" 'Ou don't think I a fweak cause.. cause I use Hwe/They.. right..?"

Yuri eyes widened, what made you think that way?

"Honey. I'd never, ever consider you a freak. I love you, always."
Yuri hugged you tighter, "Why would you think that? Did someone say something to you..?"

Y/N sniffled, "Pweople cwalling me a gwirl.. it swucks, and it hurts.. I don't want people sweeing me like that.. I hwate it."
Your eyes were stained red from your crying. The tears wouldn't stop for nothing..

"Y/N. Listen to me, okay?"

You nodded.

"Thank you," Yuri took a deep breath.

"You are so brave.. the bravest I know. I'm so sorry that people on this school don't give you respect. The respect you deserve at that, don't think any different. They all owe respect to you. If you're not a girl, you're not a girl. Don't let those ignorant people get to you, baby. Don't let them mess with your head.."

She kissed you on the cheek,
"...Me, Monika, Sayori, and Natsuki all love you darling. If you ever need support or need help handling business with bullies.. don't hesitate to call for us. We will help. But no matter what, no matter what those meanies say, you're Y/N. You'll always be Y/N. Don't ever forget that, baby."

Your tears came back again, you faced your head to Yuri's face and shoved your face in the crook of her neck.

Yuri sighed, "I love you baby.. everything is going to be okay.."

Through cracked sobs and cries, you were able to mumble out the words..

"I-I.. lwove you t-too.."

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I know you all see that word count >:)

THATS RIGHT BBY

2076 WORDS WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!

IM SO PROUD THAT WE GOT THIS FAR WITH WORDS <3
I hope it's not too overbearing! I really wanted to get in small details for this plot.

Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed!

More Oneshots are on there way, in this book, my TMNT one, and my Marvel one!
If you like any of the following stay tuned!

I love you all so much, thank you so much for reading!

I love you all!! ♥️

Buhhhhh bye~ ( ◠‿◠ )

Imcomplete_Soul