Jason opened the door to his dorm room with a smile on his face. He just got back from Christmas break early and wanted to surprise Peter. He stepped inside and found his roommate sitting on his bed, staring down at his phone.

Peter glanced up at him and his eyes widened. He grinned and ran over to Jason, before wrapping his arms around his friend. Peter stared up at him, thrilled that he was back three days early. Then, before he knew what he was doing, Peter reached up, wrapped his arms around Jason's neck, and kissed him.

Jason was shocked, but he leaned into the kiss anyway. Peter's eyes widened when he realized what he was doing and he quickly broke the kiss. He sat down on Jason's bed and put his head in his hands.

"Oh my god, I am so sorry," Peter said nervously, on the verge of freaking out. Jason's face turned red as he sat down next to the other teenager.

"What have I done?" he overheard Peter mutter. Jason just sat there awkwardly, unsure of what to do.

He knew it was wrong and everything he's learned over the past few years goes against it, but he liked the kiss. In fact, he just liked Peter. A lot. And it scared him.

Peter sighed, looked back up at Jason, and was a little startled when he realized how close the two of them were sitting. He could just reach over and hold his hand if he wanted to. Jason was thinking the same thing and was surprised to find himself wishing he could kiss Peter again. He reminded himself to snap out of it.

He was straight. He liked girls, not his best friend.

Just thinking of what his father might say he found out terrified him. "Why are you still here?" Peter asked, his eyes wide as he stared at his roommate.

"Do you not want me here?" Jason replied, starting to stand up. Peter grabbed his arm and pulled him back down. "No, I do. I just thought you'd leave," he answered.

As Jason stared at Peter, he couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to kiss him again. Just taking his time and without having to worry about what other people might think. He tried not to focus too hard on Peter's lips.

Peter's hand slowly crept towards his and it wasn't long before they were holding hands. Jason almost let out a tiny gasp and glanced down at their hands.

Peter didn't let how nervous he actually showed. All he really knew was that some part of him wanted to kiss his best friend again, even though it went against everything he and Jason believed.

Before he could think of anything to say, Jason took a deep breath and pressed their lips together in a gentle kiss. Every thought, doubt, and concern left Peter's mind as he pressed further into the kiss, wrapping his arms around Jason's waist.

The other teenager accidentally moaned into the kiss, and his face just turned red in embarrassment. Peter ended up blushing too, before breaking their kiss.

"I know it's wrong, but I really like you, Jason. As more than a friend," Peter admitted with a sigh, still thinking of what his poor mother would say if she knew what had just occurred.

Jason was still in a bit of shock but nodded. "I think I like you too," he replied, careful not to meet his roommate's eyes. Peter was a little worried about his friend, so he squeezed his hand gently.

"We'll just have to figure out whatever this is together. Okay?" he whispered soothingly, rubbing Jason's back lightly with his other hand. Jason gave him a faint smile and nodded.

"We can just take things slow," Peter added, his face still a little bit red.

Jason gave him a real smile now. "I'd like that," he said.