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     Shehnaaz was hella tired and sleepy but function wasn't over yet. They are back home but many more rasams are remaining! In jutta chupai these guys won as rehman literally used all violence and didn't mind knocking off anyone. She was sitting in chair by side watching them joking. She also needs shower which makes her mentally cry because it's so cold. Only if Mir-Sahab has some control in him. She's really shock by his actions nowadays. He hates and hates peoples who shows public affection and now he's one who does it kissing her anywhere anytime. She has seen very new side of him which is obvious to see since she's his wife now but it's barely been a month she does love this Mir-sahab more as annoying it gets still he's her favourite man after her father

    He has completely changed her life where she was thinking she will be left alone after passing of her father but there wasn't a moment Mir-sahab and his family left her alone. Maham, amna, Aryaan and Zain were always with her. They are good people as her father always have said. She wonders what would his reaction would have been knowing how happy she is being married to Mir-sahab. He missed biggest moment of his daughter's life. She respects Mir-sahab more than anything and also because her father would want it. He would be really really disappointed if she ever disrespected him or misbehaved with him

"Sab khair?" She heard manly voice which brings her out of trance. She glanced at man and smiled nodding her head Azhar shah is cousin of her husband also, he's been always nice to her "You were lost somewhere." He pointed out

"Haan bas." She smiles awkwardly. Azhar looks at her and takes sigh she's really innocent has no idea about her husband he thought. He knows whatever he's gonna say will come back to him when Mir shah will hear. He won't leave him alive, but he's not gonna let Mir shah without harming in some way especially after he has slapped him today for innocent mistake he did of disrespecting his wife. He didn't mean to do that. He sees Shehnaaz as his younger sister nothing more and less. His ego has gotten hurt badly today

"Shehnaaz ek baat puchu?"

"Jee." She nodded

"How much do you trust Mir bhai?" He questioned which was stupid one. She trust him blindly. She frowns at his odd question

"Ap kyun puch rahe ho bhai?" She asks innocently

"Tumhe pata hai he has lied to you." Azhar spoke

"Everyone lies bhai."

"He has lied about your father's death." Hearing those words froze her for seconds. What's he talking about and why would Mir-sahab lies to her about her father's death? She looked at man without uttering any word for while

"Apka matlab."

"Your father didn't get heartache but bullet in his chest Shehnaaz and if you don't believe me you will find autopsy reports in Mir bhai's study left drawer. You are smart enough to know with whom he has last seen in room with and what does that mean." That came crashing down on her and it seems like floor slipped under her feet. He's lying, she does not believe even single word he has utter but idea horrified her to point she has went cold. She didn't say anything to Azhar in reply. She can't believe he would make such a thing just because he's mad at Mir-sahab!

"Your father betrayed him two times by giving away his location of London and Scotland house in which he got shot, you must have seen scar of bullet and your father had taken money in dollars from oppositions for his location. Mir bhai killed your father for his betraya-"

"Stop please." Shehnaaz says in hush voice and glares at man while standing up from sofa

"Shehnaaz-"

"Mujhe nahi suna kuch bhi." She says

"Theek hai. Believe him, be stupid and be with man who has killed your father! Just because he married you doesn't mean he loves you. He obviously married you because he felt pity." She sallowed at his harsh words and it brings tears in her eyes. Why he's saying all this? Do they think of her like this? Someone he just married her out of pity

"I'm sorry Shehnaaz it may have came out harsh but this is reality. You are living being oblivious to reality because you have been kept away from it. Just ask him about it since he won't lie to you right?." He soften his tone after noticing her crying. He shouldn't have included her in his revenge plan on his cousin. He already feels guilty but it's too late now

"Everyone has lied to you." His words were heavy on her heart. Zain noticed exchange by side of his eyes and frown appear on his face what's wrong he didn't waste time before getting by their side

"Kya hua?" She didn't reply and just looked at him with teary eyes before rushing away from their "Shehnaaz!" He called with sudden worry in his voice what happened to her? He turned to look at his cousin with glare. Everyone's eyes were on them now as he yells out her name

"Kya kaha use Sidharth will kill you bhenchode." Zain hissed grabbing collar of his cousin and hear in background everyone telling him to leave man and place got chaotic

"Mene use sab bata diya." Azhar confessed with blank expressions

"Kya sab kutte?" Zain wide his eyes. What the fuck has he done! Zain left his collar and chuckle in disbelief because he doesn't know what's gonna happen now but one thing he knows for sure is that Sidharth will kill him if Shehnaaz did something because of this

"Kya hua hai? Kya bata diya tumne Shehnaaz ko ke wo aise rote hue gayi?" Ama-jaan questioned being confuse like others only men of house understood

"Kon rote hue gayi?"

   They turn at Sidharth's voice who has dark expressions over his face. His eyes has darken as he understood half of thing. Azhar didn't dare look at man and fear was visible in his eyes while Zain looks tense as he looks at his cousin with hand over his waist while other one pointing at Azhar

"This motherfucker here screwed up. Isne sab bata diya Shehnaaz ko aur wo rote hue gayi hai yahan se." Zain said

    Sidharth's expressions changed and hint of worry was seen in his eyes and fear of losing him underneath he already knows. He rushed towards his room to find her and when he gets inside, she was sitting on floor by bed and was sobbing with head buried in her knees just like day she lost her father. His heart dropped at sight. He never wanted to see this again

  She lifted her head when his boot clicks against floor of room. She looks at him and immediately stands up

"Bas mujhe itna kahe jo usne kaha wo jhoot hai I will believe you Mir-sahab." She clutched his arm and says with crack in her voice and tears in eyes. Azhar was lying she knows but she wants to hear it from his mouth. He stayed silent

"M-mir-sahab."

"Mir-sahab."

"Mir-sahab kahen!" She shakes him but he didn't utter a word he doesn't know what to say. She looked into his blank eyes and her heart shattered into million pieces when he didn't even defend himself. So it's true, she trusted man who actually killed her father

"Kyun kiya mere sath esa apne?" She cries she can't believe this. This much cruel he is? He killed her father and married her for what? She trusted him most and he turns out to be one who is reason her father is not with him "Do you even have some humanity in you how could you do this to me when i trusted you most why did you do this!" She pushed him harshly while rising her tone. He was hurt and taken aback by her behaviour but who's he to complain anymore. She isn't only one hurt. He has also suffered

"I trusted your father with my life and he betrayed me." His eyes moist as he glared at her

"Apka koi haq nahi banta kisi ki jaan lene ka! He was my father man who loved you like son how can you believe that he betrayed you." She yells and burst into tears

"He himself said that!" He yells back, looking at her who tried to push him away and fight him when he grabbed her jawline to make her look at him in eyes
"You think this doesn't hurt me? I felt same how you are feeling right now. Betrayed." She used her both hands to push him away

"I don't know you anymore." He would never have done this to her to her father. Heaviness on her heart is killing her. Her mind just repeating same question how could he, doesn't he have feeling? Doesn't he have heart? "Mujhe apke sath nahi rehna." She cries shaking her head she won't live with man who has killed her father. She doesn't even want to see him anymore

"Mein tumhe jane nahi desakta nahi." His held her hand as she tries to leave. He can't leave her nor can live without her anymore What does he think she will live with him happily after knowing what he has done? She glares at him through tears those were continuously spilling down her cheeks

"Hath choren mera!" She doesn't care anymore how harsh and rude she may sounds. She just needs to get away from him. He didn't leave her instead dragged her further inside "Choren mujhe mene kaha!" She shouts. He opened his drawers and pulls out his gun. She watches as he grabbed her hand and placed it in her hand and pointed against his chest. She wide her eyes

"Srif meri muat he tumhe mujhse alag karsati hai ab. So kill me shehnaaz." He sounded dead serious as he looked into her eyes

"Mir-sahab!" She cried throwing away his gun why he's doing this to her why! She cries and shook her head even after knowing this all she loves him and she hates herself for that. It wasn't some two month love but years old her first ever love it won't go away this easy but she hates him for taking away her father from her. She hates him. She hates him

"Mujhe tumse behad pyaar hai Shehnaaz." He confessed knowing he's late and she already has developed hate for him

"Agar apko mujhse pyaar hai jane den."

"Nahi."

"Don't make me love someone who has killed my father Mir-sahab don't do this to me please don't do this." She requested with tears streaming down her cheeks. His grip on her arm tighten. He will not let her go "If you forced me to stay with you mein khudkushi-"

"Shehnaaz." He glares at her

"These aren't just words I really will end up killing myself." She says as his grip loses around her arm. He can't even beg her stay because even if he gets on his knees for her. She won't stay, she doesn't need apology or him pleading. He has ruined her life completely

"Mein apko iske liye kabhi maaf nahi karugi." Her words felt like sharp knife and burden on his chest. Not only life without her but without her forgiving him as well "Agar koi aur dil toodta toh bura bhi nahi lagta per apke is dhoke ne zindagi tabha krdi hai meri. Kabhi maaf nahi karugi." She repeats her words with sobs. He badly wants to hug her but she wouldn't want that

"Mujhe talaq den." She demands

"I can't."

"It's my right! Agar mein maangu you have to give me! Give me divorce right now mujhe nahi rehna ap jese sakhs ke sath!" She shouts

"Scream, cry or beg I will not give you divorce ever Shehnaaz ." He answered sternly looking into her eyes before getting out of room because, now he knows she will kept on saying same thing and he can't do that. He can leave her alone but he will not divorce her. He heard her shouting, calling him and crying out loud which broke him apart. He really can't do that